Pressure of being notified in between the bosses...

This is always an issue which increases the heartbeats of ours that how we be so successful so glorious among those who are already had achieved the sunshine mode of living. Yup this is the same situation now for me , in one side my maternal are growing fast in other side my colleagues are hitting hard and in between these two i am still striving for the golden chance or may be i am not interpreting the thing's in the right way which is again enhancing the difficulty of mine.