saayad ye yaadain kam hai ek jindagi jeene ki liye per fir bhi doston i a missing you.
Truth's of the life are not always so easy to tell everybody specially when it reveals your identity your secret's which sometimes defines you and your personality..to doston the situation is like... Aaj aakhon main nami thi ...kuch yaadian thi jo baras rahin thi khayaalon se mere..it seems that they want to pounder into the sea of memories and that's why the way is towards your eyes read it and live it...my friend's But before entering into my word be ready for some thrilling truth.
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
A complete day of satisfaction....

Hi friends , sometimes it happens that in the early childhood we thought that one day we will be grown up and the things will be happen as we like to be.The same scenario was going on with me yesterday .......
What i planned for this dashara holiday that i will stay at the hostel and will make myself compatible with the CS peoples, and at certain level i was successful also..suddenly i got a call ..GHAR CHALA AA SAALE WE WILL ENJOY THE DASHARA IN BANARAS '"THE CITY OF TEMPLE'S GHAT'S AND GOD'S".Surely it was impossible for me to avoid this at any cost because i knew this very well that if today we loose the chance to meet each other certainly we are not going to meet for another one year..So it's a chance to collect few olden memories of our companionship.And here the journey begins.......
As in the previous blog i told you about the pandey who he is and for me what is his value in one word "If i am a paragraph then he is my HEADING".
So this was naria colony a residence of all BHU professors but nothing is possible without the engg so in b/w the colony a home of amarendra's father..."HEERA BHAVAN".As i tld you this meeting is not a mere simple one as after this day i know whenever we will meet we will have some amount of extra tension of our future so this meeting will be the happy ending of students era as per Pandey's story is in concern because after this he will step into the professional word..OK leave all these.........
We started the day for our journey from the KASHI VISHWANTH"S TEMPLE of BHU from where i had started my story of M tech.We are moving towards Shiva's home suddenly we got one more companion and this time the Rain drops were with us...we were till apart from the feeling that it's raining..everyone was looking us as what the hell we are doing as we had just tighten up each other..... basically i was the back seater so i was doing all these still..the story is coming out from each's heart as we know that if we will stop we will loose this day the most free day of our life when we have to live a lot for the rest of life..
By d way we got the passion and as usual watching the girls in this tiny moments and expecting that surely we are going to see someone who will have transparent wet cloth's walking on this road..and rest the fantasy you can imagine...This was simply the beginning of joy and in the sequence we go through all the famous temples and ghat's of banaras.."and i am pretty sure that before this day even pandey haven't gone to the temples so frequently".And in the complete trip we were having two stopages:
1.Wo lamhain
2.Assi ghat
I heard a lot earlier about this place but today we were not there for the historical purpose the the purpose was to stole some moments from the bag of hectic schdule of our life and that's why the topic of chit chat was the great day of pandey's life.the day when he got his first call letter.I know he is going to get many more but let's have the joy of first night of wedding.Another look for this meeting as certainly unbelievable we didn't talk about the girl .the topics we were talking about was
"yaar few days before when we go for a movie in interval we hide himself from the eyes of other so that we can have some snack's, some cold drinks ant today we are getting mature and we are having no problem to spend without any rinkle on our forehead,today we are earning man!!!!!!!!!!!Kitna badal gaya sab yaar..."
And really the situation has changed a lot we never saw the movie in the group of two and today no third one was there for accompanying us.
HUM NA RAHAIN KABHI YAARON KE BINA...
All the best for your next half.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
A Great critique
And the central character is of my QTP professor Mr.M.M.Gore ,this is not a name this is basically a landmark for me form this day . Not for this that i am very much inspired but for the reason as i got such a lucid personality after a long break i got someone who is having such a sound pulses that how to catch the nerves of audience and how to create a new life into the died one.
A salute to GORE sir.
A sensation Right or Wrong
I don’t know that why this is happening, but it’s true that slowly either my confidence is getting scattered or the backup which I was having from my family in my early days that’s getting less or again it may be an illusion.
No doubt I am much better than the earlier vivek tiwari as now I am having a particular aim of life, that now I have to do something as an engineer .Every time here in MNNIT I feel that I have to learn more and as soon as early possible because this is the golden period of my life where I can learn many things. I am sick today and seeking for the emotional backup from my family but don’t know why my father was not responding well ,what the circumstances there in my family as well I am worried about my fiancĂ©e attitude that what happened to her as from my side nothing is formal everything which we are having is now an informal relation made by we both…….
So why these uncertainties are chasseing me?
One way a great opportunity is knocking the door, another way round my past is pulling my leg….now it’s time to check the reality of my self empowerment and surely I have to prove.
A new night
Rang the Basanti…no doubt it’s a movie which has changes the attitude of all the youths at least for five minutes, so what’s the miracle if it happened with me. The thing is not as simple as it seems to be still one clarification from my side is as I am a bit emotional guy so certainly the effect on me is more than for a moment.The thing which I want to say is I don’t now why I am feeling the DJ in me…who himself was living the character of two personalities….Why the syndrome of Vande Matram affects me so properly every time but the effect is not everlasting….and surely I am searching for the solution of the same problem that why?...the commitment is not high? Why every time I start but not reach up to the end……..Ho sakta hai ki bahut jald mujhe mere in sawallon ka jawab mi jaye….
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Me and my love
In my college as i always presumes that extracurricular is my life a huge event is going on at national level and still i am having nothing to do as i am having a very littel knowledge about many of the things, ok let it be even i am not very much interested in this as my main concentration is towards the technical competence.
So lets make the knowledge of mine much sharp...
All the best to the avishkaar of this year..next yea i will certainly be the part of this.
Good luck doston
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
A toughest phase of my life..........

Really the toughest phase of my life is going on as the exams going on will define the future of mine in the college of my parents dream...no matter what hard work i done for preserving it as i am not again struggling against this as with me again the wishes of my parents lord Ganesha and my friends are supporting me. Thank to God that i have such a great synchronization in my life spam.
I know that if i will make my self comfortable with the situation then the day is not for away when i will have everything of my dream at an arm's length but surely i have to work hard for this.And what i am doing this time and as usual many times to misuse the facility of internet in useless chatting and all.
This i very well know that it's of no use and once i will have a safer carrier i can do all these things again with more friends and in the real sense of friendship.Though it's tough for me to be committed in this way that in a day or two i will leave the orkut and do the sense full work of the net but one thing which i can do id that at least i can minimize the time constraints which i am using here in this way.
Hope this i can adopt and all the best to me for my carrier and the exams.