A week of realisitc movies:

Yes friends though the aim of coming here in the hostel was to study and to make my self prepare for the next sem, even then it was the distant dream to read anything due to two reasons :
1. I was not able to read by my self
2. I was not having the keen interest do so
May be any of the reason can be the true one still the loss of all mine , so what i decided is to go for a long drive of the realistic cinema the "The Hollywood" and consequentially i had seen eight movies round the clock....
1 Brave Heart
2 The Patriot
3 First Knight
4 The Miracle
5 Gladiator
6 Eurotrip
7 Entrapment
8 Antitrust
So this way i had the Hollywood cinema in this two days by all those means which i am getting all the way around you.
what i learned from these movies is something which i do share with all you as this was you who told me to do the same by all the mens you are getting for your own and personal enhancement ...yes i learned a lot from the movies like antitrust which gratify the story of all along software engg who are doing the job for the sake of there own life they are decreasing the problem if the world by decaying there own way of loving the life.............
Salute to those who are doing the same for the sake of enhancement of our life......

Mottivation changes life some times

soch kar hi khaayalon main bahut kuch ho nahi sakta....
chaah jab tak dabi hai tu bulandi chhu nahi sakta...
manjilaain hai bahut, milna kisi ka hai nhai muskil...
dikha de uth ke ab tu aaj...tujh sa mil nahi sakta..
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khayyalon main sittaron ko pakdnaa hai bahut aasan ..
raat aakhon hi aankho main pure hote hai sab aarmaan....
magar najdeek jo aaye to bijali kaondh jaati hai...
are mera sallona khwaab aise kho nahi sakta..
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tammana aaga ki hoty hai paani sookh jaaye sab.....
najar ye chahty usmain najare doob jaayain sab...
magar ye ho nahi sakta ki jab tak so raha hai tu....
nigaahain band hai aur khwaab main hi kho raha hai tu....

Someone has cheated me!!!!!!!!may be "I"

Speak...speak a loud...think and think a lot, these were the common thoughts when i started to make myself communicator ...this was june 2004 and from then up to few days before whenever i gotta chance through the dais none was their to overcome me than x to "Maa Saraswati" but may be the days are over now, may be my voice is not having the same rhythm, may be i am not having any control over my audience now and the result of all this is coming in front of all the way starting from my academics upto my extracurricular.
wajah kya hai main nahi janta lekin haa ye jarur janta hun ki kahin na kahin this is again a new line of test started for making me efficient and perfect, OK if perfection is something which is measured by your literal aspects only then ok i am also ready for this domain analysis.........


Be Ready.. i am coming for the value judgment :-(

My Love Letter

Kitny pyaari ho..tum..
So sweet of you..so lovable like a petal of new born baby, kitna pyaara sa ehsaas ho tum like a stream of sizzling sea, man to karta hai ki tumhain dekhta rahun tumhain poojta rahun kyounki janta hun ek en aakhon ka ek khoobsoorat aur sabse saccha sabse pyaara khwaab ho tum..I Love you and really i miss you jaan.Maaf karna ki jindagi main kai baar maine samjhote ki kassuti per tumhain kasa magar kya krta wo ajboori maine saayd tumhain paane ke liye hi paida ki thi, Magar a nahi ,,,ab sirf um ho aur tumhara ehsaas hai.Mery aakhain tumhain dhoondh rahi hain, my eyes are dying for you, My thought's are pouring my heart with your imagintaion PLZZZZZZZZZz come to my way i will hold you for ever.

Tumhara aur sirf Tumhara"Monu"

These all were the thoughts coming out form my eyes when i was seeing the movie "Vivah", no this was not mare the sentiments even though it was the reflection of the reality that why there is a discrimination in between a boy and a girl.Why parents do not want girls and why the most prestigious status of women is getting degraded day by day....
A father who knows the value of a good "son in law" , a father who knows the value of a great daughter and the epiphany of sp called "Kanyaadan". How they both are constructing a new melodrama of indian family with a Great husband who knows his responsibility about her wife , and at last but not the least a brother and a bhabhi who understands the delicacy of relationship...how they each are playing the well crafted game of indian cinema is the symbol of todays lovestory and i am totally amazed to see that how the life is going so smoothly even in the presence of so called tension and peresaany and that's the reason RAJSHREE producton is known for.."A Salute To Suraj Badjataya"..

Kyounki maujhe hak hai.....

Dekhna hai jor kitna baajue katil main hai....

"Life is simply adorable" ...i heard this phrase many times ..from many ways also...then why a three 23 guy's hanged till death ....if they also can live the same way ..with same prosperity and with the same way of enjoyment...why the life for him was an investment and what they got after such a great sacrifice, may be nothing or may be the complete opposite of that for what they let their life to the nation....Sarfaroshi ki tamanna ab hamre dil main hai..dekhna hai jor kitna bajue kail main hai.....kya matlab hai iska jab ki unki har ek kurbaani sirf simat ke rah gayi kuch kitaabon main...............

These were the thought's circulating in my mind when i was seeing the "Legend Of Bhagat Singh "third time, then why the same continuity is there in every youth . Why even today we are not getting the actual story of the "Complete Independence" saayad aaj bhi hum aajad nahi hai..ya saayad hum aajad ab hona hi nahi chahte hai.
Jo bhi hai one thing which is very clear is that sometimes when you are not feeling well with the system raise your voice at once because at the very second moment may be your voice scatter or may be your weakness stumble you.

A viva.....And A sintillating voice....

Once you are a newly born baby in a universe you don't know the behavior of world that how this physical world is going to treat you and the same was with me ..A newly born baby in the computer department is Vivek Tiwari....and today this was the first interaction of his with the practical world..though his voice was flickering....but the lap in which he is residing was smoother like a mother's hand ...which internally empowers him for his debut practical...Yes friends again today we all were in front of the judge who checks the growth on the basis of Value addition and personality enhancement...ya...we are also not even good on that checkpoint also, still satisfied ki "Jaage ga insaan jaamana dekhega".
A sorting algorithm which will sort all your priorities...a searching algorithm which will search all your prerequisites at once and the merger of these two means an ultimate success of your life's software that's all he wanted to teach us..
What else i share to you..may be we are not having all those fuddy duddy thing's which an iitian is having still we have a gadget of assessments in form of our one and only instructor....[;)] Gore sir.
By d way aaj thak gaya hun...going to sleep good night.

An everyday story...

Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday to you...Happy birthday to you...dear arvind...These were the common slogans during the one hours extravaganza,unfortunately mismanaged still the great one and enjoyed by the all hearts beating through out the Raman hostel and other's.
Then why these emotions and tiky talks from my heart?.....
No doubt again the overwhelmed attitude of mine has created the fuss over there..but certainly i was not the victim this time.I am simply the follower of the truth and definition of my own living style...so whats the problem if people are feeling or get hurt,may be the situation is that the criticism which i suppose is my verbose attitude is not my verbose attitude even it's my commenting talks which affects people many times or......or....may be they are jealous to me that i am having something they don't .....Hardly matter whatever the scenario was there...i don't remember, but one thing which is crystal clear is that everyone is having this attention seeking attitude...either give this to them or they will crack you all the way.
Ultimately i again thanx to my best friend"?" i suppose he can guess....thanx yaar you saved me again a......................

A new story ...just started

Lines were simple...that...
"It's impossible to move in two direction at the same time,as long as you fight against what you don't want ,you will make no progress towards what you desire."No doubt the scenario is common and today or tomorrow we have to face it willingly or unwillingly ....but the thing is that either you dig into your heels or you will move ahead and no doubt the second option is better for being the winner.
Every day i start with a philosophy.
If you can dream, but not make dream your master...
If you can think, but not make thoughts your aim....
Then this earth is yours and everything in it...
And it will be more, you will be a man.


Thak gaya hu yaar apne baare main batate batate....
Aisa hai suno gaur se...aakahri baar bata raha hun fir nahi baatunga.

Main wo parinda hun jo bahut unchi udaan bherna chahta hai..jo chuna chata hai aasmaan ko..jiske sapno main koi hai jo use har raat bas ek hi manjil dikhta hai...uske bina uske mummy papa uski salamti ki dua har pal kerte hai apne dil main baithakar rekhta hai jisi uska bhai.
Jiske doston ki duniya main wo ek pyaara sa jhonka hai....aur jo sab ke liya jita hai aur khud apni aaknon main doosron ke khwaab rakhta hai.
Bas yahi main hun ya yahi main banana chahta hun......

jai maa durge madat karo mery

A moment i got surprised....

Mr. Blogger .....These were the words coming from his expressions while evaluating us for the term paper...and i was having no option except to surprise and to through my head over the wall...While writing this blog why i forget that one day i will be caught and the day comes so early i can't imagin.NO way ...At the very moment while starting this i was very much faithful about my autobiography and i will be in future.Thanx for today .... as yesterday i was scared and today i am geared...I missing the lines of my papa that
Guru kumhaar shishya kumbh hai gadh gadhi kadhai khot.....Antahi hanth sahaar de bahar bahar chot.
And this was live today......

May be the perception of sandy and others is right that today i was swapped but according to me this was me who encouraged by the scene a lot....and the situation was telling that i have to sell my twenty four seven for earning my dream , and hopefully i will do.
Thank you very much........
Again a salute to you sir.

The changing orbital of my world....

Welcome friends in this web space of vivek tiwari where everyday there is a new melodrama created by myself is published for the sake of your concern as the feedback of yours only will be responsible for whatever the situation will be in future....
So the story is about my tech life as i am always the follower of the backbenches community so it's become tough for me to coop up at the last situation..but no problem today i know that gonna change this for at least few months so that i can live properly for coming 1 year...
Ya the reality is my afraid about ADM which is going to be the toughest for this sem..and literally i don't know any thing about the subject it really want much effort from my side....
So let's start a new game of chase and win....let' see that how much time it will take to make me the winner.

Vivek...living in penury...

The toughest truth of the journey of life "The inheritance of money " may be this was not the topic of Kiran desai's book which claims the Booker of this year but the booker of my heart goes to this lovely truth of living in penury....

May be my eye's are wet today while writing this but this is the only truth which i am feeling my way...I want to have a bitter weep this night but i don’t that will it make me comfortable or this will be again just the flood of unnecessary emotions for a moment or twice...

Yaar .....Ok true my expenses are much larger than my earnings and that's the soul reason of my tension and worry...

One way the problem in between me and saurabh...and on the other way the financial crisis i am suffering from.....

And the third and most versatile problem is My sub and CT's...

The way is one and along the way the problems are lot...and the solution is one that my eyes want to flow for the hour's while my head want the support of my beloved...

Yaar sach main....today i am missing you much my love..

My first formal presentation

Hello to you all gentleman ..me....
And likewise the situation is going to be fore played with me as today i have the toughest presentation of MNNIT Allahabad's student life.By d way one more thing i want to add that the faculty in charge for this is one to whom we all s/w engg's admires for his way of behaving and the depth knowledge ,yes he is one and only MMGore sir.
Salute to you sir...
I know that i am not very well prepared but at least having a confidence that whatever i know i can present that extremely well if the time will make me comfortable.And rest no doubt depends on the evaluation procedure.....
So let's control the breath up to the extortion's come in the form of a great praise as a reward from Gore sir , may be the turning point of life's aim.

The epiphamy of confusion..

I always find the situation either this way round or other way round that i suffer from the situation of liability among my colleges i don't know why the cacophony created but it is.
As today one of my colleague was seeking the clarification from on the issue which never raises from my side but it was at the verge of their side.May be the verbose attitude of mine is responsible for it or may some other reasons are responsible but the ultimate effect is that they think that i am having some short of ire as per they are in concern , but the question of thousand dollar is that why should i have the problem we are here again for fulfilling our individual desires in the comparative and relative manner so whatever is going on is not should be like this.
By d way which per my consideration is right that, the truth always comes without the if's and but's but for that i along with other have to wait and watch.
And up to then i have to bear with the situation. Love to you friends i am not at all freak as you are thinking.

Story of my second Btech

At the very first glance it looks something surprising that what the hell topic suggests that somebody in this era is having time to do the BTECH two times from two different fields..surely not , no one is having time to do like this neithere me nor any one else ,so what the topic is all about.Yes this is the story that many one scaring me on my decision when i had decided to do my masters from another branch not from the core one.

Me to was a bit confused that how i will coop up with the situation as neither i am a very much talented guy nor i am having a dying love for computers ,but what i suppose at the moment when i opted for the s/w engg as the branch is that one day we all have to move towards this stream then why not today..a bit future perception which was the exact set of mind i am having for my decision.

Then what the matter which compels me to wrote this block is some of my colleagues of my earlier penmanship are either betting on me or making me frustrated that what the combination a EI graduate and a Software postgraduate is having without thinking about the present era.No matter that how much hard work it requires but the thing which is pretty sure is this has given me a bit more charm to show that it's again a good combination to have a degree of bachelors in EI and masters in Computer's.

Good luck for me again.

The great nostalgia: And a corrupt mind

Vivek tiwari is the great bugger of all the institutes he ever studied ,may be this is the reason that during his journey of life he got many such path notions where the moment he celebrated is unforgettable for him at least.

I very well know that he doesn't believe in vicarious feeling as there is no reason to do so if you are having many peoples surrounding you..and if we are selective at the cost of our convivial nature so i am agree that whatever vivek is doing is perfectly OK at least he lavish his own love life if not the life of society and why not! this is his life and he is free to do anything he want to do and whatever the peoples are saying it's their own opinion.
Ok let it be today i enjoyed 35 moments of living nostalgia as five of us were together in the yahoo conference room celebrating there togetherness even being far away from each other ...Thank to the Internet for making me so closeup to my friends when i really required them.

On the other hand i watched that people comment me whenever i talk to my parents on mobile..AREY this is my attachment and i know how to nourish that lovely relation of childhood and fatherhood.Thank to my papa mummy at least they can understand me i don't care about the others .Because once i will be happy i will share my happiness with my near dear only not to the complete word .so why to care about word..
Cheer's and maintain the GRIT as your this habit is gonna be the decisive one.

Volta face

Mohd. Afzal's son during a protest against the scheduled execution of his father.
No doubt India as well as we all Indians are under threat due to the TOPIC only as it defines the culture of Indian democracy. At one end whatever we are doing is right at the other end the same work is not well for the rest of the part.No need to go for away from the present scenario at one end the conspirator the killer is under consideration of president's clemency and at the equal par unaware and unattached people's living are under thereat due to these blast's framed the activist like Mohd Afzal .

I don't know why we are having STF ,ATS if after catching the sever and the epidemic no of criminals after such a great effort and at the cost of Indian force as well as the POLICE personals we are going to waste our time to think that it's right or wrong to give them punishment.Don't they suppose that while giving the sentence to someone who is involve in such a activity will be tribute to those who has taken the pledge that they will make the Indian land free from all such types of conspiracy and all.

No doubt that i am very much upset today while seeing that the peoples are continuously very much showing there love to human rights and all when we talk about the wrong deed's .

On one side we are investing such a large amount of money for making the India again the Vishv Guru but if the condition will sustain like this no doubt we are going to be the worst as per the consistency in the living is in concern..
In one way we are breaking our self at the level of CAST ,RELIGION, POLITICS and now the same we are doing as per the level of rules...
I surrender to you politicians for making the Indian worst....
But it's my appeal to you all "be united and show them that the day is not for away when we are going to make a real RANG DE BASANTI".

Kuch aur hain yaadain

saayad ye yaadain kam hai ek jindagi jeene ki liye per fir bhi doston i a missing you.

saayad ye yaadain kam hai ek jindagi jeene ki liye per fir bhi doston i a missing you.

A complete day of satisfaction....

Hi friends , sometimes it happens that in the early childhood we thought that one day we will be grown up and the things will be happen as we like to be.The same scenario was going on with me yesterday .......
What i planned for this dashara holiday that i will stay at the hostel and will make myself compatible with the CS peoples, and at certain level i was successful also..suddenly i got a call ..GHAR CHALA AA SAALE WE WILL ENJOY THE DASHARA IN BANARAS '"THE CITY OF TEMPLE'S GHAT'S AND GOD'S".Surely it was impossible for me to avoid this at any cost because i knew this very well that if today we loose the chance to meet each other certainly we are not going to meet for another one year..So it's a chance to collect few olden memories of our companionship.And here the journey begins.......
As in the previous blog i told you about the pandey who he is and for me what is his value in one word "If i am a paragraph then he is my HEADING".
So this was naria colony a residence of all BHU professors but nothing is possible without the engg so in b/w the colony a home of amarendra's father..."HEERA BHAVAN".As i tld you this meeting is not a mere simple one as after this day i know whenever we will meet we will have some amount of extra tension of our future so this meeting will be the happy ending of students era as per Pandey's story is in concern because after this he will step into the professional word..OK leave all these.........
We started the day for our journey from the KASHI VISHWANTH"S TEMPLE of BHU from where i had started my story of M tech.We are moving towards Shiva's home suddenly we got one more companion and this time the Rain drops were with us...we were till apart from the feeling that it's raining..everyone was looking us as what the hell we are doing as we had just tighten up each other..... basically i was the back seater so i was doing all these still..the story is coming out from each's heart as we know that if we will stop we will loose this day the most free day of our life when we have to live a lot for the rest of life..
By d way we got the passion and as usual watching the girls in this tiny moments and expecting that surely we are going to see someone who will have transparent wet cloth's walking on this road..and rest the fantasy you can imagine...This was simply the beginning of joy and in the sequence we go through all the famous temples and ghat's of banaras.."and i am pretty sure that before this day even pandey haven't gone to the temples so frequently".And in the complete trip we were having two stopages:
1.Wo lamhain
2.Assi ghat
I heard a lot earlier about this place but today we were not there for the historical purpose the the purpose was to stole some moments from the bag of hectic schdule of our life and that's why the topic of chit chat was the great day of pandey's life.the day when he got his first call letter.I know he is going to get many more but let's have the joy of first night of wedding.Another look for this meeting as certainly unbelievable we didn't talk about the girl .the topics we were talking about was
"yaar few days before when we go for a movie in interval we hide himself from the eyes of other so that we can have some snack's, some cold drinks ant today we are getting mature and we are having no problem to spend without any rinkle on our forehead,today we are earning man!!!!!!!!!!!Kitna badal gaya sab yaar..."
And really the situation has changed a lot we never saw the movie in the group of two and today no third one was there for accompanying us.


HUM NA RAHAIN KABHI YAARON KE BINA...

All the best for your next half.

A Great critique

No doubt that i will remember this day for forever as today i saw an event that is unforgettable for me through out my life.
And the central character is of my QTP professor Mr.M.M.Gore ,this is not a name this is basically a landmark for me form this day . Not for this that i am very much inspired but for the reason as i got such a lucid personality after a long break i got someone who is having such a sound pulses that how to catch the nerves of audience and how to create a new life into the died one.

A salute to GORE sir.

A sensation Right or Wrong

I don’t know that why this is happening, but it’s true that slowly either my confidence is getting scattered or the backup which I was having from my family in my early days that’s getting less or again it may be an illusion.

No doubt I am much better than the earlier vivek tiwari as now I am having a particular aim of life, that now I have to do something as an engineer .Every time here in MNNIT I feel that I have to learn more and as soon as early possible because this is the golden period of my life where I can learn many things. I am sick today and seeking for the emotional backup from my family but don’t know why my father was not responding well ,what the circumstances there in my family as well I am worried about my fiancée attitude that what happened to her as from my side nothing is formal everything which we are having is now an informal relation made by we both…….

So why these uncertainties are chasseing me?

One way a great opportunity is knocking the door, another way round my past is pulling my leg….now it’s time to check the reality of my self empowerment and surely I have to prove.

A new night

Rang the Basanti…no doubt it’s a movie which has changes the attitude of all the youths at least for five minutes, so what’s the miracle if it happened with me. The thing is not as simple as it seems to be still one clarification from my side is as I am a bit emotional guy so certainly the effect on me is more than for a moment.The thing which I want to say is I don’t now why I am feeling the DJ in me…who himself was living the character of two personalities….Why the syndrome of Vande Matram affects me so properly every time but the effect is not everlasting….and surely I am searching for the solution of the same problem that why?...the commitment is not high? Why every time I start but not reach up to the end……..Ho sakta hai ki bahut jald mujhe mere in sawallon ka jawab mi jaye….

Me and my love

Presently i am hearing the song .Xl ki kudiyan very very smart..hi mery tauba tauba..and no doubt the feelings coming out of my heart are so much enthusiastic that if i do something at this very moment that will certainly will become the huge success of mine.Ji haan doston i always feel that i am having something as my love that i can do something very special i am affable laconic everything whatever the prerequisites are for this uge success still at this moment i am for away from the line which i had decide as my main goal of life..
In my college as i always presumes that extracurricular is my life a huge event is going on at national level and still i am having nothing to do as i am having a very littel knowledge about many of the things, ok let it be even i am not very much interested in this as my main concentration is towards the technical competence.

So lets make the knowledge of mine much sharp...
All the best to the avishkaar of this year..next yea i will certainly be the part of this.
Good luck doston

A toughest phase of my life..........

Really the toughest phase of my life is going on as the exams going on will define the future of mine in the college of my parents dream...no matter what hard work i done for preserving it as i am not again struggling against this as with me again the wishes of my parents lord Ganesha and my friends are supporting me. Thank to God that i have such a great synchronization in my life spam.
I know that if i will make my self comfortable with the situation then the day is not for away when i will have everything of my dream at an arm's length but surely i have to work hard for this.And what i am doing this time and as usual many times to misuse the facility of internet in useless chatting and all.

This i very well know that it's of no use and once i will have a safer carrier i can do all these things again with more friends and in the real sense of friendship.Though it's tough for me to be committed in this way that in a day or two i will leave the orkut and do the sense full work of the net but one thing which i can do id that at least i can minimize the time constraints which i am using here in this way.

Hope this i can adopt and all the best to me for my carrier and the exams.

EK aur mohabbat….

Notice board per ek notice aayi..jara gaur se suniyega..

Pyaari behno aur un ke moh bole bhaai.

Likha tha..

Aajkal mahool jara garm hai..

Ladkon ka para jara narm hai ..phir ye ladkiyan kyoun hai garmayi

Chauka bartan chod ker strike pe uttar aayi.

“Ek mohtarma hamare pass bhi aayin…

Bade role se dupatta hata ker chillaayin..

Wahan kya ker rahe ho idhar aao idhar..

Mard ho mard mard ka dharma to nibhao..

Aakhir boys hostel ke ho..girls hostel ke sath kahde to ho jao…

Sunte hi hamko bhi aa gaya tao..

Humne un se poocha jara batlao..

Aaj aayi hai hamari yaad..

Kal hum mer gaye the jab ghumti thi Day scholors ke sath..

Is per ek sajan bade itmeenan se bole

..bhole……………..

Is waqt to sath khade ho jao..

Pati ben ker na sahi bhai ban ker hi dharm nibhao..

Yah sunte hi 2500 watt ka bulb hamari aankhon main chamka..

Aisa laga jai se prem patr mil gaya ho jaane man ka..

Ye baat jab humne apne sangi sathiyoun ko hostel main battayi..

To boys hostel main bhi ho gayi ladayi..

Kuch bole …

Naajuk mauke ka fayda uthate ho…..

Strike main khade hone ke bahane ladkiyan ghumate ho…

Sharm nahi aati tumko abla ko youn fusllaate ho..

Peeche se awwaj aayi..

Mere bhai aap bhi to ker rahe the diljalon se dil ki lagayi..

Maine kaha khaamosh…chup……………

Raaj ki baton ko chupke se sunate hain..

KAhin kavita bana ker Seminaar hall main sunaate hain..

LEki ye to bata tujhe kaise chal pata…

To mahoday badi kaatil hansi muskuraaye aur boole..

Bhoole……………….

Tumhare hi transformer main hai humne bhi apne taar lagaaye..

Main haaran..

Dauda dauda main pehuncha apnee transformer ke pass…

Aur poocha….

Kyoun kerti ho mere viswaas ka satyanaash….

Wah boli

Mere sath to chalo kadki hai per..

Tumhare ander ye aag kyoun bhadki hai..

Mujhe per chlaate ho aur khud jo chaar shifton main duty bajjate ho..

Sunte hi main ho gaya cool..

JAwaab mila hi tha itna maakul..

Ki achaanak mujhe ek mahashay najar aaye..

Jo kahde the ek mohtarma ke duptte se jabran hath sataye..

Maine poocha kyoun ji kasa kaam kerte ho..

Private property per serkaary kaam kerte ho..

Chalo incrouchment haatao…

Strike kahtam hone se pehle bhaag jao..

Sun ker mahaashay ghabraaye..badi tejy se chillaye..

Bole…kya sahar ki development authority se ho

Maine kaha ji nahi main…

Rastrvaadi youth party se hun..

Mahilon ka sachha sevek hun.

Seva ka kaam kerta hun..

Aur bina mehntaana liya…logon ka kaam tamam kerta hun..

Sonte hi wo to bhaage hi bhaage ..

Ladikiyoun kea age se procter bhi aa gaye..

Bole kya hai..

Main bola ji………………..

Hawa hai………………

Jo her pal aapko hone ka ehsaas dilaty hai aur..

Aur ladikiyoun ki tarah hi dhokha de ke phir nikal jaati hai.

Thanx to you all..

Missing you doston.

Ek aur baatA

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jism sheeshe ka tarasha hua ek tajmahal...
Khwaabon main pyaar ke Kuch aashiyaan dikhata hai.

Tum jo hote kareeb chum ke is murat ko..
Beech ke fasle pal bhar main main mita deta..
Apni aakhon main tere aks ko bitha kar phir..
Tere wajood main duniya ko main bhola deta..

Jo samaan pyaarka duniya main kahin aur na ho...
Un gulon se maintera gulsitan saja deta.
Tery dhadkan bhi jahan dil pe mere dastak dety..
Haale dil main bhi nigaahon se hi bata deta.

Na koi chhor hai in pyaar ki umeedon ka..
Jo nigahhon mainhi hain aashiyaan basa let.
Aur phir raaste kho jaatain hai un khwaabon main..
Jinko main dhoondhta rahta hun mery raaton main

Kuch yaadian..Mery jawani ki

Sitaaaron ke aage mera ek jahan ho'
Ki jis main mera ek hansi aashiyaan youn..
Nigaahon main masti kaa aalam ho aisa'
Main tanha rahun pa na tanhaiyan hon.
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Mery palkon ki ghani chanw me akshar aa kar
Kaun ho tum jo mujhe pyaar se youn samjha kar,
Apni maassom nigahon main duba dety ho..
Aur dil pyaar main paagal ho oob jata hai.

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HAr kadam pe mery ye saansh sabhi se pooche..
KAun hai wo jo is taah se youn mujhe chu ke,
Pyaar ki raah main deewano sa tanha choda.
Ab tera aks bhi aankhon main oob jata hao.

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Hazzaron khwaab raaton main tere mujhko jagate hain..
Tery har daastan mujhko wo gin gin ke sunate hain,
Najar ye bhool jati hai Neend jaalim bala kya hai..
Tera saya bhi gar hota raat aakhon mainkat jaati.

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Ki dhondhli si liye tasweer aankhon main bhatkta hun,
Tery masoom sararat main har pal dooba rahta hun...
Magar afsoos mujhko hai yahi tu hai kahn humdum,
Tere ehsaas ke saaye main madhoshi si chaati hai.

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Sun aeeeeeee mery mohabbat...
Najaron ka sun takaja,
Mahroom hun khusi se....
Deedar ka hun pyaasa,
Dha aur na sitam tu...
Aankho ki pyaas bhar de,
Lamhon ko de ke apne...
Le jindagi mujhi se.

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Jab talak roop ka deedar nahi karti hai..
Teer dil ke ye najar aar paar karti hai..
MAano saanson ko tery aah. ..ki jururat hai..
Dil li dhadkan main sada tery liye firta hun.

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Saari duniya ki har nigaah hai jiske jaanib.....
Wo tere paawn tale sir ko jukata gaalib.....
Lab ka hilna hai tere dur muskuraati bhi nahi..
Phir bhi sapnon main saja tujh ko take jaata hun.

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Ye mere ishq ki taabir najar aati hai.
Ek kamsin si hansi mujh ko jaga jaati hai...
Khwaab main hi ye sahi hota hai aksar jaalim...
Muskuraata to hun main apne aap ke bas main...

Some tough states of living......

Every time this is a hard core truth that you have to pay for all of your belongings come to your way any how.....! and this is the same situation standing in front of me...coping up with the s/w engineers is gonaaa to be a tough job for me which ultimately is a repay of my adorable GATE rank score and then MNNIT campus.Yes i know that the success will ultimately make me the man of my own imagination , my own dreams but a consistent hard work is needed for it as the first midterm will be the main decisive factor.Which will define the further proper or compressed stay in MNNIT campus...with some of my cool fnd's i got here.
Hope the hardcore vivek will come out and that make me the more responsive and proactive..........
Bye

First day in MNNIT

No doubt its like a dream come true for me type of a mediocare student that he is studying in one of the most prestigious college of India.I know that it's only a first step and i have to go ahead and to clear the difficulties more than this also...still one thing which giving me the backp is the newly made circle of my fnd's all cooperative..inthusiastic..brilliant.
Hope my stay of two year will become the duration of liviliness.

destiny's rule...

Kya pata tha ki jindagi ek din aise dorahe par la ke khada kar degi jahan par kahne ko hum professional ho jayenge magar hamre saath koi nahi hoga na humare dost....... na wo masti bhare pal..... na wo sarrarat bhari raatain.. Hoga to bas ek junoon........ to be rich.. prosperous.. wealthy... and and having a ..show buzz.. kya yahi wo zindagi thi jiske liye hum chaar saal ek saath rahe ..
saayad nahi tab hamari masum khusiyoun ko ye pata nahi tha ki 4 saalon ke baad hum youn kho jayenge is duniya ki bheed main.

Miss you doston...
Tere bina jiya jaye na..
Aur yahi main hun aur yahi hai mera sach ki

"Ab adhoora hun main tumhare bina jabki kal chaand poora tha falak pe aur poore the hum".
Very soon i will meet to you all.
Intejaar kar raat ka aur us khwaab ka jismain main tumhare saath hounga.

Bye........

tanha ho gaye hai hum.

Hello!!!!!!!!!1 fnd's after a long time again i am on my web page as i always do after feeling the loneliness of my world.
By d way everything which wa with me from last four years is no more mine except the memories of mine....
Kyounki yaadain yaad aati hai ye yaadain kisi dillo janam ke chale jaane ke baad aati hai..and the same situation is here with me.The most talkactive...

Extrovert.........and bugger of MIT moradabad is now alone for the rest of few months at least..may be after that i will get some new places some new fnd's but the life i lived in last four years i will never get it back.

Certainly the four years of my b.tech were the golden period of my life the complete masti maza aur fun.

KAsh ki hum sab jude rahain hamesha kam se kam yaadon ki door se hi.

Jindagi badli hui hai

From the last few i am having a complete faith that whatever the quality i was having in the form of MY COMMUNICATION SKILL is completely going to be dumb.

Firstly i got a long awaited chance to be the part of INFOSYS my dream company up to the date but luckily i am not selected again for it, word luckily is the sigh of my positive thinking may be ... or may not be ..but it is certain that i am not having the Aptitude as they required.

O.K. i apologies ...but to whom ..Yes this is the complete matter of concern that what you are going to do. Neither you are having a sound technical background nor you are much sincere about your personality and aptitude development which is the soul weapon of your carrier.
A big question?
O.K. let's try to solve it.

A twist in my life

I don't Know why it happened but it's a truth, Definitely hard to believe but yes now its my truth.........A reality on which every one was surprised.Now this is a time to tell what the story is!

"On the auspicious day of HOLY i got a good news rather if i say that it was something great news then it will be more better , basically i cracked the GATE examination with the all india rank 156....... i know its the solely achievement of my parents worship and the blessings of my well wishers but exactly it is enough to give me a new image in the college , a new moment in the life and a new and twisted edge in my career."

THanx to someone Anjaan who told me that what i am doing exactly while writing this blog.......Further i will take care of this.

So fnd's once again thanx for cooperating me and making me enough confident.

5 days in SSB

Once again i was fulfilling my commitment i was in front of Allahabad SSb board.Sir its my love my passion to join the ARMY but still rejected as they new that i m all right but still do not completely made for army.
Whatever i done i get one great thing over there a great example of MAZZANI LIFE Randip who was finally selected he was really great a gem of person i admire him in some ways.

Koi nahi good luck for me3 as i knew i am having something great in me to do.

Jai Hind

Engineers

Yes this is my last semester probably the last few moments of MAZANI LIFE concept....but really amazing to describe the sessionals are going on with the same enthusiasm but we are having no intention to study even for a moment ,what we usually do these days making few plans for group outing the reconsidering them as either we are not having funds or the lack of unanimity. Whatever the situations are but one thing which is crystal clear and that is very soon we will be all alone having no time for such a lovely chit-chat or so called student life.No doubt i am repeating the dialogue of rang the basanti

"COLLEGE K GATE KE IS TARAF HUM ZINDAGI KO NACHATE HAI TO DOOSRI TARAF ZINDAGI HAMAIN".

So fndz be ready for the new colour of life as we all have some destiny to be achieved.

Good Luck.

A journey of life.....

There comes a time in a life of travelers when the dread of so-long-and-still-not-there begins to slacken the pace.A time when the distance between destiny and destination becomes the deepest anxiety.Then it happens,the epiphany on the road to no where.A new opening where it was thought to be dead and comes in sight.A deviation from the familiar, and adventure that could break the monotony of being the loneliest of wayfarers.A passage to the forbidden territory, a barrier breaking leap that brings the traveler closer to that trans-formative moment, his revelatory pause in the journey.


This was the passage of the week from Times Of India........A story which tells about the condition of common one .
So this is sufficient for today.
Good day

Tell me about yourself:

Tell me about yourself:

From the age I have got the mental awareness I have one common set of goal that I should have something …...you might can say all this as my passion and these goals were : To be recognize and have a luxurious love life and this was retained up till now .Ya! I have some changes during that ,some achievements also I made but the story begins when I was in M.I.T. for completion of my B.Tech .

When I was out of the run for IIT’s , my main of going to be tough , and at the very same moment some stirring is to be done in my second aim. By D Way I was in M.I.T. where I first changes my self when I saw the preparation of fresher party with the one man army “Purnendu pandey”. He was the key man at the back of our roles in the party.” Excellent speaker, motivator, hard working guy, a king maker, having high profile, policy’s and many more qualities of team leader ” and this was the moment when I make a decision that he is going to be my mentor , my opponent and my rival to whom I overcome …………
.here comes the first twist when I had made myself prepare to the new battle and the out come was a bilingual , more communicable, presentable and attractive. This exercise of my improvement some how fulfilling the basic requirement of my destiny also.

During the second year I got two more guys making me attracted towards themselves :
Vipul Dubey
Amarendra Pandey
Let us take them one by one …Vipul, a mechanical guy with somehow mature characteristic and fighting with fate in his tenure with M.I.T., but really defines the quality of mechanical guys “Hard and Rock steel walls”. He is having the layer of his own vision about the life and that’s why he was very clear about the road map of his life , now you can ask me that does he was the hero? The ans is no….and this is not every lasting I know he also knows why this no is and surely he will get over it in future .This visionary attitude clear and practical thinking leaned myself toward him and that is what I got most satisfactory most important enhancement in myself during these years…………
..”Nigahain nigahon se mila kar to dekho……”

“Pandey” I usually call him with this name , It is his identity ,he knows what is the truth behind the relations, he knows how he is investing , promoting himself with a simple Hello! Call or with a simple offering of a cup of tea.
Instead of all these qualities he is having a temperament of being convivial, I know he is bit emotional but rather more practical, that is what I want to adopt in myself. He was the person who shows me the right path and accompanied me with him for my enhancement of attitude and nature as he tells me the benefits of learning and contact’s making.
This episode has changed me in a professional and ethical guy with the natural corporate attitude .

In the mid session of second year I got Diksha Buddhiraja , a female below avg looking personality but this onlyup to the moment till she has her mouth shut, once she speaks .this is your turn to shut your mouth with the feeling of surprise and you will lock yourself behind seven doors of unexpected bombardment of confident speaking, imaginative power and a beautiful rhythmic voice.
And I have no shame while admitting this I have no shame to say that she along with few of her friends are my best supporters, juniors and friends. She is the one who is the best critic of mine, she tells me how to improve , whenever she notices and this quality of giving and taking feedback I learned from him.

Now it was third year and I got few more :
Kulbeer Sing Saurabh Dubey Kohsheen Mukul
No doubt that one is my mentor , my torch bearer , my guru and my planer he is a complete package of personality and in Moradabad I can bet that no one is as better as he is. He motivates us towards book, even he gives the credit of his qualities to books “Eat less read more is the slogan and that was the place SHARP headed by Mr. Kulbeer Sing which pours confidence in me and make me confident enough to speak public ally in English.

Kohsheen and Saurabh definitely the icon of my collage as per the cool living is in concern and the positive thing is they both are my good friends well wishers and guide also. Both have the same funda “live life king size” leave the stress and live the life.
Yes you can’t even see a single line of stress on his face , even in the stress on their faces , even in the worst condition as per career and future is in concern. They both having game plans , wiretaps and they consistently working for that also
This was the magic I learned from him and the lesson was:
“How to remove stress, and how to win smoothly”.

Finally Mukul my bed mate certainly a great aware man for daily news , a man who makes the polices and get the success with rather more ease due to that only and the lesson was:
“Before doing something wait watch make a plane and then proceed.

And this was all up to 7th sem and till date I am one of the most recognized student of my collage in b/w faculties students, staff and even to the trusties.

That’s what I want to be all about.

Zinda

Zinda


After a long time I saw a movie in the theater with all my friends, somehow this plan is due to the TIMES OF INDIA also as it has given 4 stars to the MOVIE “ZINDA”. After the climax we all are having the fee of satisfaction that we utilizes our money as the movie deserves the 4 star level,

Movie which defines the extreme of hate, agony, and revenge .A simple excuse and a spicy story of childhood for proving oneself a hero among the friends creates a blunder .A storm of death that was Zinda is all about.
In a very common opinion you can say that JON ABRAHAM was a syco one , but no he wasn’t, he was the completely balanced guy in the movie with the deep love and affection towards her late SISTER and this was the cause which makes him little more powerful than any other character of movie that his revenge was just to make you feel guilty and that’s what the real punishment is.
14 year’s , not a less time for a man to live completely deserted ,and in the situation when you even don’t know about your “sin“ that why you are getting the punishment .After the torture of 14 years of imprisonment under the threat that any day can be your last one you come to know that once in a life you made the condition’s worst for someone to live ……and now this is a time for you to imagine if you are replaced with the same circumstances of embarrassment

That’s what “ZINDA”is.
Really in it you will get something ZINDA and also some spicy shots by LARA DUTTA………….

Have a nice movie.