तुम्हारी याद में एक ख़त

आज कुछ अजीब सा हूँ मैं…बोझिल सा थका हुआ
शायद कुछ खो गया है मेरा…
या शायद जिंदगी नाराज है मुझसे…या शायद कोई और वजह है |

यूँ तो सब वैसा ही है पहले जैसा …. पर आदतें अजब सी लग रहीं हैं..
दिल तो अब भी वही है पर क्योँ लगता है जैसे..
ख्वाहिशें अजब से हैं…
हो सकता है वो याद आ रही है इसलिए…
या ये भी हो सकता है की मैं उस से दूर आ गया हूँ इसलिए…
जो भी हो कुछ वजह भी और कोई सिरा भी है |

शाम उसको देखो तो कुछ पहचाना सा लगा …
वो अनजाना सा चेहरा कुछ जाना पहचाना सा लगा..
वही हरकत …. वो शरारत… वो मासूम सा भोला सा मुखडा …
बिलकुल अपने आशियाने सा लगा |

सच में अगर ये मोहब्बत की शुरुआत है तो पडाव क्या होंगे…मंजिलें क्या होंगी…
और तब क्या होगा जब हम साथ होंगे…
एक दुसरे के साथ होंगे…. कुछ तो होगा….कुछ नया ….अजब सा …
जिसकी कोई वजह नहीं होगी..जो बस होगा…होने के लिए…
खो जाने के लिए…और शायद…
ये कहने के लिए…

” की दूर तो हैं तुमसे हम .. पर मोहब्बत पे रश्क रखना…..
गर जमाना खिलाफत में है .. जमाने से शर्त रखना..
इश्क गर है खुदा तो खुदा संभालेगा…
बस जरा ये करना.. कि हौसले बुलंद रखना… “

My Story

बड़ी आधी अधूरी ख्वाहिशों में…
बड़े बेचैन से इन रास्तों में…
बहुत तनहा सफ़र की बोरियत में …
बड़े बेजान से इन काफिलों में…
मैं अपनी दुनिया ढूंढता हूँ…
मैं अपने रस्ते चल रह हूँ….
यही है बस मेरा सारा मुकद्दर….
यही है बस मेरी पहचान भी अब..
तुम्हें आना है मेरे साथ आओ…..तुम्हें जाना है मुझसे दूर जाओ |

मुझे शिकवा नहीं कोई किसी से…
मुझे हैरत नहीं है जिंदगी से…
मैं अपनी चालें चल रहा हूँ…
तुम अपनी चालें चलते जाओ…
यही है बस मेरा सारा मुकद्दर….
यही है बस मेरी पहचान भी अब..
तुम्हें आना है मेरे साथ आओ…..तुम्हें जाना है मुझसे दूर जाओ |

Jaadojahat......

Mukkamal khwahishain ho jaayengi to kyoun jiyenge....
Na hoga darde gam koi to bolo kya piyenge....
Jara pyaasi rahe hothon ki tabiyat ye munaasib hai ...
Badi tauheen ho jaayegi gar ji bahr piyenge.


Maja ruk ruk ke aata hai yahan tham tham ke aata hai...
Kabhi dekha hai peene ka maja ek dam se aata hai...
Are bechaan mat ho muskilon se jhoom ker lad jaa..
Ki jeene ka maja aakhir tak ladne me aata hai.


Third is skipped for this mail me personally. :-)

Ek Ruthe to naye dost bana lete hain.....

Waqt ki dor mere dil ko khichty kyoun hai ,
Wo yaad aaj bhi aankhon ko sinchty kyoun hai,
Main bina uske ek pal kabhi na ji paaya,
Jindagi mujhse is kadar rutthi kyoun hai.


Wo najar aur wo hothon ki narm pankhuriyaan,
wo naram gaalon ki maalika hai mery ranjhaadiyan,
usko kyoun kaid kiya hai bhala muquaadar ne,
jindagi de ke mohabbat ko lut ti kyoun hai .


Waise behtar tha tera mujh se door youn jana,
Apni duniya ko khud se lutna jala jana,
Bahut dekha tune manjar mery ruswaai ka,
Jisko dekha nahi wo iskq parkhti kyoun hai.


Aao hum fir se nayi dor bana lete hain,
Jukhmi dil hai use ek oor chupa lete hain,
waise mujheko bhi pata hai aur tumko bhi pata,
Ek ruthe to naye dost bana lete hain.

Creative writing

Hi to all,
I know it's a long run..we been together but no probs some times this distance is the ingredient which makes us so compulsive to each other that we usually starts to think about each other than never before.And the same i am doing...i am missing my team so that we can start work for the coming ANTRAGNI in IITK.

In my tenure of culture committee as well as other extracurricular activities i never felt such a exciting phase as i am feeling now after reading the story of individuals... which they had poured on their emotional paper when we decided that we will have "Personality super imposition " as the theme of our serious play...though i don't know yet that dose it is going to be acted there or we will adopt something else but up to this time i have the realization that if we will not be consistent we are not going to win even consolation prize.

Yup one thing i must say that all the papers i got if publish them the book will certainly be the nominee of BOOKER prize and this was the brilliancy they had shown in there writing.By d way it's great luck of MNNIT as well as mine that i got the great people in team on the contrary they are the technocrats by the profession they are performers by heart in the fields of their dreams.

Chahat

Kitny mudaat se na dekha , tujhe ee husne haya...
kabhi to hushn ki galiyon se rubaroo ker de..
fir agar jaan bhi le le to gam nahi koi..
hansh ke mar joounga puri ye aarjoo ker de.


Kabhi khidaki, kabhi chat se kabhi jharokhon se..
kitny naakaam koshishon main tujhko dekha hai ..
ab wo parda bhi janta hai harkatain mery...
tery khidaki pe jo darbaan bana latka hai ...


Har subah dekhta hun argani ke kapdon ko...
tune saayad tere aagan main sukhaaye honge..
bakhuda unse hi mil jaaye kuch taaseer tery..
jo tere jism ko kel raat chupaaye honge...


Waise aaya hun kai baar ghar pe bhi tere..
kabhi akhbaar aur sabji ke un bahano se..
per khudaya kyoun pale hote hai ghar per kutte..
laaut aaya hun main har baar bas muhaane se...


Uff!! ye mohabbat na jaane kya karayegi...
kab talak mujhko tera intejaar youn hoga..
ab to suraj bhi hans raha hai chaand bhi mujhe per..
jaane is hushn ka deedar mujhe kab hoga..


E mere hushn ki malika, e mery joharejabin...
mana duniya main tere jaisa nahi koi hansi
to ye dawa hai mera tujhse bhari duniya main ..
na milega tujhe aashiq bhi mere jaise kahin

Farewell to you all friends ..........

Bas ek samose ki khatir lad jaana aur jhagad jaana......
Aur ek chaay ki pyaali main main do chaar mohoon ka jud jaana....
Wo ek maja ki bottel ke peeche bhaage 100 deewane.....
Fir ek hi ladki ke peeche do sage dost ke bhid jaana.....

Kab aayega ye manjar kab fir se gaali gunjegi......
Ab kaise kalrav Avishkaar main mery taali gunjegi...
Main kaise door rahunga is neski ki kaatil saamon se ....
Dar lagta hai saari yaadai jab Motilaal main chuutengi....

Wo saam 7 se 8 baje tak college ka traffic high tha...
Aur us se pehle canteen ka raula high figh tha ....
Kuch khaate hai kuch baithe hain kuch bekedri main rehte hai ...
Mujhko maulum hai sab ladke man hi man main ye kehte hai ...
Ab kaun chalayega DC ..Ab kahan milege ye CC....
Ab kahan raat ko 3 baje hum chaay peene jaayenge..
Sab ke man main ye tension hai ab kahan milenge B'day bum..
Aur kahan baith ker hot drinks ki bottel per bootel tootengi...
Dar lagta hai saari yaadai jab Mottilal main chuutengi...

Ab kaise hum shairng per se movie ke file utheyenge ...
aut jinhain dekh ker masti main hum apni raat bitaayenge...
Kya hoga un pyaari pyaari ladki wali sab gappon ka ....
Kya hoga farji kisson ka..ye tery ..wo mery wale hisson ka ...
Ab kaun savere darwaje ko peet peet ke uthayega...

Aur kis ke peeche hum saare ladke saj dhaj ker aayenge...
Ab kahan milengy sangam ki aur civil lines ke wo yaadain...
Youn lagta hai saari khushiyaan hum sab se ab to ruthengi....
Dar lagta hai saari baatain jab Mottilal main chuutengi.....

Koshish kerne walon ke haar nahi hoty.....

Lehron se Darkar nauka par nahin hoti,
koshish karne walon ki haar nahin hoti

Nanhi cheenti jab daana lekar chalti hai,
chadhti deewaron par, sau bar phisalti hai.
Man ka vishwas ragon mein saahas bharta hai,
chadhkar girna, girkar chadhna na akharta hai.
Akhir uski mehnat bekar nahin hoti,
koshish karne walon ki haar nahin hoti.

Dubkiyan sindhu mein gotakhor lagata hai,
ja ja kar khali haath lautkar aata hai
Milte nahi sahaj hi moti gehre paani mein,
badhta dugna utsah isi hairani mein.
Muthi uski khali har bar nahin hoti,
koshish karne walon ki haar nahi hoti.

Asaflta ek chunauti hai, ise sweekar karo,
kya kami reh gayi, dekho aur sudhar karo.

Jab tak na safal ho, neend chain ko tyago tum,
Sangharsh ka maidan chhodkar mat bhago tum.
Kuch kiye bina hi jai jaikar nahin hoti,
koshish karne walon ki haar nahin hoti.

- Harivansh Rai Bacchan

EK aur mohabbat….

Notice board per ek notice aayi..jara gaur se suniyega..

Pyaari behno aur un ke moh bole bhaai.

Likha tha..

Aajkal mahool jara garm hai..

Ladkon ka para jara narm hai ..phir ye ladkiyan kyoun hai garmayi

Chauka bartan chod ker strike pe uttar aayi.

“Ek mohtarma hamare pass bhi aayin…

Bade role se dupatta hata ker chillaayin..

Wahan kya ker rahe ho idhar aao idhar..

Mard ho mard mard ka dharma to nibhao..

Aakhir boys hostel ke ho..girls hostel ke sath kahde to ho jao…

Sunte hi hamko bhi aa gaya tao..

Humne un se poocha jara batlao..

Aaj aayi hai hamari yaad..

Kal hum mer gaye the jab ghumti thi Day scholors ke sath..

Is per ek sajan bade itmeenan se bole

..bhole……………..

Is waqt to sath khade ho jao..

Pati ben ker na sahi bhai ban ker hi dharm nibhao..

Yah sunte hi 2500 watt ka bulb hamari aankhon main chamka..

Aisa laga jai se prem patr mil gaya ho jaane man ka..

Ye baat jab humne apne sangi sathiyoun ko hostel main battayi..

To boys hostel main bhi ho gayi ladayi..

Kuch bole …

Naajuk mauke ka fayda uthate ho…..

Strike main khade hone ke bahane ladkiyan ghumate ho…

Sharm nahi aati tumko abla ko youn fusllaate ho..

Peeche se awwaj aayi..

Mere bhai aap bhi to ker rahe the diljalon se dil ki lagayi..

Maine kaha khaamosh…chup……………

Raaj ki baton ko chupke se sunate hain..

KAhin kavita bana ker Seminaar hall main sunaate hain..

LEki ye to bata tujhe kaise chal pata…

To mahoday badi kaatil hansi muskuraaye aur boole..

Bhoole……………….

Tumhare hi transformer main hai humne bhi apne taar lagaaye..

Main haaran..

Dauda dauda main pehuncha apnee transformer ke pass…

Aur poocha….

Kyoun kerti ho mere viswaas ka satyanaash….

Wah boli

Mere sath to chalo kadki hai per..

Tumhare ander ye aag kyoun bhadki hai..

Mujhe per chlaate ho aur khud jo chaar shifton main duty bajjate ho..

Sunte hi main ho gaya cool..

JAwaab mila hi tha itna maakul..

Ki achaanak mujhe ek mahashay najar aaye..

Jo kahde the ek mohtarma ke duptte se jabran hath sataye..

Maine poocha kyoun ji kasa kaam kerte ho..

Private property per serkaary kaam kerte ho..

Chalo incrouchment haatao…

Strike kahtam hone se pehle bhaag jao..

Sun ker mahaashay ghabraaye..badi tejy se chillaye..

Bole…kya sahar ki development authority se ho

Maine kaha ji nahi main…

Rastrvaadi youth party se hun..

Mahilon ka sachha sevek hun.

Seva ka kaam kerta hun..

Aur bina mehntaana liya…logon ka kaam tamam kerta hun..

Sonte hi wo to bhaage hi bhaage ..

Ladikiyoun kea age se procter bhi aa gaye..

Bole kya hai..

Main bola ji………………..

Hawa hai………………

Jo her pal aapko hone ka ehsaas dilaty hai aur..

Aur ladikiyoun ki tarah hi dhokha de ke phir nikal jaati hai.

Thanx to you all..

Missing you doston.