Hello fnd's,
I am writing this block just a day before my real b day :) as from last few day's i am living under the shadow of terror of B day bombs though i haven't given it to any body as much terrific ways as other used to adopt, still same sensation i am feeling for me and this intuition becomes the most unutterable ugly reality due to my UN matured behavior which i had shown yesterday nigh. But surely i don't know why i had lost the control over my nerves, may the nostalgia of predefined terror or the insecure feeling for my career. Whatever yesterday night was one of the biggest i had in my social panorama.
As such i never behaved as i did yesterday when i shouted unnecessarily on my fnd's as they were simply weighting my tempo and i got caught up. Though again i had made the situation OK but in this i had lost the stability of my night and i question came in my mind that why this much terror i have whereas this is the complete day of my dominance as today is my b day then why this simply culture of B day bums are terrifying me:
It's so simple to say that it's a simple culture of B day bums but it is certainly to through your legs with the rocket speed at the bumps of the B day boy recalling all your previous ramifications with him , mostly the bad ones, this simple kick becomes the symbol of authorized revenge and whatever the facial expression you will show after wards will thought as your acting to be saved.:) but the truth is that no body going to make you free as they all make you as wary as your age is .
By d way this will have a salutary effect when you afterward stands on your legs and then the real expressions came out that how much you loved by your friends...So as the victim of the day i have a question that what is Panacea for the loveliest tradition of b day bums.
let's see what will happen with me tonight ......hoping for the best and urging to the god pl z save me as tonight at 12 am everybody will become inconsistent with my buttock so pl z save me there.
"Many many happy returns of the day to you vivek" "Happy b day to you " "May god give you all the dreams as a realty which you are seeing every night".
I am writing this block just a day before my real b day :) as from last few day's i am living under the shadow of terror of B day bombs though i haven't given it to any body as much terrific ways as other used to adopt, still same sensation i am feeling for me and this intuition becomes the most unutterable ugly reality due to my UN matured behavior which i had shown yesterday nigh. But surely i don't know why i had lost the control over my nerves, may the nostalgia of predefined terror or the insecure feeling for my career. Whatever yesterday night was one of the biggest i had in my social panorama.
As such i never behaved as i did yesterday when i shouted unnecessarily on my fnd's as they were simply weighting my tempo and i got caught up. Though again i had made the situation OK but in this i had lost the stability of my night and i question came in my mind that why this much terror i have whereas this is the complete day of my dominance as today is my b day then why this simply culture of B day bums are terrifying me:
It's so simple to say that it's a simple culture of B day bums but it is certainly to through your legs with the rocket speed at the bumps of the B day boy recalling all your previous ramifications with him , mostly the bad ones, this simple kick becomes the symbol of authorized revenge and whatever the facial expression you will show after wards will thought as your acting to be saved.:) but the truth is that no body going to make you free as they all make you as wary as your age is .
By d way this will have a salutary effect when you afterward stands on your legs and then the real expressions came out that how much you loved by your friends...So as the victim of the day i have a question that what is Panacea for the loveliest tradition of b day bums.
let's see what will happen with me tonight ......hoping for the best and urging to the god pl z save me as tonight at 12 am everybody will become inconsistent with my buttock so pl z save me there.
"Many many happy returns of the day to you vivek" "Happy b day to you " "May god give you all the dreams as a realty which you are seeing every night".
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