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Showing posts with label Thought. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Thought. Show all posts

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Life–> I am searching you …..

No..no..no Dont expect it as a philoshiphical or spritual or mental post [:P]. As i dont want to put you in the truma of tough sessions like yoga or something. I just wanted to know more that why i encountered a problem with the thought “That —> Life is something which i am searching and i am not sure about the success of my search”. I really hate whenever i think or work around google. Obviously yaar how smart a software it is, searches all along the web thousands and sometimes millions of pages related to life and concepts…. jai ho baba “Larry Page ki”. And at the other end there is me who even from past 25 yrs searching for the basic facts of life…..

1. What is the aim we are living.

2. Why the situation some time becomes so worst that we are unable to tackle them.

3. why blah blah blah….

So why…shuldn’t my dreams get frustrated enough to commit whatever ppl say as suc-ide [:)].

This is i hope the solo reason why some time ppl get settled with the compromised attitude and life style and believe that this was a god hand written rule and we can’t help it.

Then suddenly i realizes that ok all well …but do i really have the passion to know about the life..and if yes then i have a check list…..ans this:

1. Who are you?

2. What is the objective you have?

3. And what for your dreams comprises?

$. What you really want to be.

6. A specific punch line for you.

And i can bet on this that many of us or better to say 9.9 out of 10 will not be able to ans half of them, and rest i never count the exceptions like….”Every time a safe sex is not safe” [:P].

jokes apart…

So do we really search for the things we admire, we dream and if not ……wait…..wait….don’t say that this is similar to commitment. Believe me this is much more than commitment. This is a real interview of yours with the have and have nots of you possess.

Can you still say that you have the dying attitude to know about the life…..same as what Bindra was having when he shooted the birds eye.

And if you have the ans for this then the topic is no more boring for you ….you got the light ..cherish it..live it.

And say proudly——>>>>>>>> “Dreams I Am Coming”.

Ab Mujeh Badalna hai ……..

This is not because i am sad with my present status or something. This is because ppl are suggesting me to make myself as local as “Cutting in mumbai”, or “Dossa and Idali in south”.

I also dont want to change myself neither due to the reason that musraff left pakistan vergin nor due to the reson that leftist again want to pull the congress down.

The solo reason is this that some times “Chaay with band makhaan is much more adorable than the Cappachino in McD, the so called bhandaara plalce for middel age working group”.

As i told this i just want to know that why ppl are so concious and obsessed with the single cup of cocke in Mcd with the price of 45rs than the 1/2 lt of cock bottel in the dhabba shop just aside the door…they simply want to carry the brand or they want to carry some…”Crispy and crunchy voices,looks , images, birds…..whatever….”. Plz do reply hann ? :) .

Haan to main kya kah raha tha ……ya, sach main i tried a lot to overburden myself with the tough language criteria and grammar type of things which no where making me the replication of my own self.

So i vivek tiwari with full of my hosho hawaas and presence of my mind taking an oth that now onwards i will not sell the samosa packed in a wrapper bole to i will put the creativity not the language.

God Bless me.

i [miss] or mess my college days

Don’t feel bad and not surprised even …plz….yaar mery life hai if i am feeling it then kya hua. Nothing na. But yes this is true. Though i don’t know how much you agree with me and how many of you disagree (concentrate on much and many ;-) . Seriously whenever i recall then i got few lines running behind me like “micca running behind rakhi sawant” and out of those few were like:

1. Xl ki kudiyaan wah wah bhi wah

2. Those were the best days of my life

3. Din bhar kaam nahi aaram…

3. Sabka kata hai … [Sorry i can not give you the link :-) ]

So does it means all were sweet enough to recall or there were something which i am hiding. Those cold and heated comments of Profs who used to say that i am one of the most useless channel of his class, or the opinion of my friends who used to say that i am a so prominent bugger that i can give classes to “Raju Srivastava”.

The green park of our college which must be abusing us for digging and eating all the greenery like Buffalo,

The broken windows of every class where we stay for more than 1 day,

Every bench of the library which are still the manuscript of all the love and lovers and various uncensored dialogues which Nagesh kukunurr must love for his next movie,

and moreover anything…

The staircases of the college which are red colored not due to the sincerity of college management but due to the voluntarily mouth wash of my guttka loving fnds,

and how can i forget my hostel which was the best example of change:

you come at 9 o clock morning it is like an uncensored movie, ppl with and without cloths are trying to bath, to dress, to impress, to hide…..and many more.

you come at 12 o clock in the noon…… we are the morons, can eat anything……..and hygiene: ……….from where this world came to dictionary?….. ….i hope my hostel is not the right ans.

you come at 6 in the evening ……i can bet that Olympics can get many new champions and many new games to play and to include in list of games they formally have.

you come at 12 in the night …uffffffff this is not the right place to describe , we are hiding the things in the closed rooms and hearing everything with the earphone which we usually and casually use for secret reasons ;-) .

and hell ! you come at 3 o clock in the night …..and then you will realize that we have a call center office at each of the building floor near the staircase, the flower pot, the balcony and our sincerity employees are busy in different type of ascent and facial expressions in solving the customers problems [i hope you can understand that who are the customers]……but don’t ask.. :-) what and who are the customers ?

Finally the morons are on the bed.
And while sleeping i am realizing that i had lost those days when reality means dreams and dreams were beautiful. I can’t say that do i really miss or do i really messed my college days. But one thing about which i am pretty sure is I really loved my college days.

Friends orrrrrrrr FRI-> ENDs

Let’s discuss some of the thing which we really don’t want to discuss. What friends means to us and how we can fight for this word.

PPl who live arround you with the all the sharing of good and bad feelings are your friend …?

ppl with whom you shares all the secrets and nonsecret things are your friends…?

ppl who proves his worth with the puchline “A friend in a need is a friend indeed” are your friend..?

or ppl who really care about you and never shows the feelings through the word are your friend…?

None can define the exact, and precisely it is not possible. Indeed. Then why this word is lossing his worth and meaning i dont know about you but in genral cases and i am not saying this about me even, touchwood that i have good fnds deep inside me.

Why a fnd is worried about his fnd’s success, in negative senese..?

Why a fnd used to know about the progress of his fnd again in the gray shades..?

Why a fnd is happy but not in the same context as he or she should be, when his so called best fnd achives something great..?

I don’t know but yes i can say that all the relation is in trouble if this is a reality which modern genration is going through …And if success is realtive and the only parameter of having fnd’s and makind fnd’s then i must say that there is nthg wrong if above all lines are applicable to you or to your fnds. As this is the mandatory thing which must be fallowed by we all to have the Demo of fndship.

Why you are thinking negative when you are dreaming positive

The billionaires often scared of, poor often worried and mediocre often thinks of defeat even then they all dreams for the peak. Why this contradiction take place. Why your dreams are not making you powerful even they are making you weak, why? Reason is simple you are not a dreamer as there is a famous saying “Dreams are not which you see while you sleep, Dreams are something which never let’s you sleep until they realized” you are simply a passer by of thoughts who see and forget. True enough. Question which is arises now is why people can’t make a right decision in between these to thing’s their dreams and their work? Who stops them? And what makes them nostalgic?

Ans of each of the question is simple and straightforward “Lack of passion”. Though we all see it but each is not having the same passion for it neither all having same do or die attitude so either they forget it or they make a memoir of it so that in future they can say proudly that it was also my dream so what if i was coward enough to make it true now my successor’s will live it for me. Bull shit.

Friends either don’t see it or plz make it true because i am not going to see anybody living any body Else’s dream. As this is the complete debacle of ones own creativity and thoughts. So either have the guts so that you can realize it or live the simple life of eat drink and be marry. There is no need to be the one who dreams the future.

Destiny: A personal definition

Destiny refers to a predetermined course of events. It may be conceived as a predetermined future, whether in general or of an individual. It is a concept based on the belief that there is a fixed natural order to the universe.

This definition may be help you when you want to give debate on this topic as this is as concrete as the concrete itself and life is not always concrete. :-)

Some times it happens that you don’t know what life is all about. It is smooth as you can’t believe sometimes and it is zigzag as you never want to see that phase again and this might be possible that you met with a situation where you feel that ohh!! crap what the hell is this and what next? And here the decision which you takes to survive in that time is the overall replication of your efforts, your dreams and your capabilities. And then we can say destiny plays it’s role.

So destiny is the mixture which comes into the concern when your dreams met with the commitment, loyalty, and hard work along with the right guidance and motivation of your near and dear ones. The last few of words of last line were quite obvious and difficult also. Indeed people can have everything, they put all efforts with full zeal, nut’s still they never stand what is Destiny? This is because the don’t have right guidance and motivation of their near and dear one’s, mind it.

So don’t search here and there if you want to know that why you being made for, what is your destiny and why? All these answers are quite simple and obvious and you can get it very easily. Just make the environment as i thought and explained above.

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Mission fails .....Vision can not.....

This is something which looks like a more theoretical and philosophical thought. Though it is not. It is more practical than a theoretical saying but in first eye it looks like. I personally believe that some times we are so obsessed with the feeling that there is a north and south type of difference in between theory and practical. Because science says that hypothesis is not a practical thing.

Today we were busy enough to define the thin line difference between the hypothesis and practical approach. Why? Sorry it is a bit personal question. Though the reason is simple enough ...i am having the age of 25 and i am certainly transforming myself into the "Grahstra Aasram". So it is natural enough that i want a vision which i could have i was 18 but no sorry !!!!!!!!!! as it is always good to come back to the right path ....late than never.

Though we had defined the things earlier also ...but we were not professional then. We were having our personal problems along our way. But now we are free ....at least we thinks so . And it is right also....now there is an open sky in front of us ..we can fly if we want to fly....we can count the height and width of the world if decide. ..............................All depends.


But one thing about which i am sure is ...."Mission fails but vision can not". So what if we lost...in one game ...we are indians and we can make any game interesting even at the last moment....you can ask for the examples....take any thing...any thing like Indian cricket team .....you can lose even when all the batsman are waiting for there chance...you can lose even if you have to make one run and you have one over and 8 wickets.......you take Indian daily shops....hundreds of the time actor in them dies and reborn. .......you take Indian movies....you never distinguish between the hero and "super commando dhruv".

And this thought would make me charge again so that i can start the venture i dreamt once. I don't know the shape ...i don't know the size but one thing which i have is a dream, a vision and a promise. Which i have to kept alive.

Chak de Vivek.

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Can u Believe !!!!!! My voice is silent

She sells, sea shells at the sea shore....
She sells, sea shells at the sea shore....
She sells, sea shells at the sea shore....

noooooooooooo nooooooooo this is not a tongue twister man this is the description that why i am silent. And this is not the only reasons. I have many more ...could be ...should be...would be .....and many more like this only.

I read from the "Tough time never lost....." that nothing is fixed nor the success nor the failure though it is not the first time i read but as this is the just next time and right time to quote it.
I don't know why the waves of such a negative thought ..... why the dying attitude to know More about the complexity in which i can blow....why the love to the unstoppable charm to be the perfect...but yes i am having all this and this i know is unstoppable.

Though i crossed all the limits of tough time which i usually believe was surrounded me when i was doing my Mtech and Btech and meanwhile when i was waiting for my posting. Then why this sense of nonsense fear? Does i really turned into the man who lives in a constant fear? Does i have some sense of insecurity ? Does i am the one who in search of excellence lost their presence ?

These are the questions which are much common to all those who seek the books written by "Shiv kheda, Robert H sculler" and many more motivational writer .

No i don't need for any motivational leader or a counsellor. All which i needed is a sound sleep, a great dream, a committed desire and a focused attitude. And then at the end of the day i too can say with the commanding voice that
"Tough time never lost but tough people do".

See you later.

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

Money matter's a lot ?

This is a simple question, may be it will have a simple ans as well but the question is that does it is right that we are having such a preconceived thought about the money?.

Certainly this is the only thing which is in the essence of every second thing but i just wanted to know that does it make any sense that we are so much critical about money that we had attached every breath of our life to this. So does money is the only the thing which is making people to live in their life? Here one more thing come into the mind of mine that why we exactly doing all the works of our daily life does it is again for the money?

1.Everyday i wake up with a dream that today will be a new day in the history of my life and certainly today i will add some values to me so that it will make me worth in the market of value selling.

2.While every deep sleep i encounter a dream which i ask to me that what your charms are and once i tell them each truth then it said to me that for getting these all you have to pay... and at the same moment i wake up.

3.I am simply roaming on the street i suddenly feel that someone is enjoying the life fullest as he is having every materialistic pleasure as one can have in his life and thus i decide at once that yes this is my destiny.

4.Each day mom's eye's are watching something and father's dreams are expecting something in near future they don't know that how they will get that by them self but certainly there is a brightness among their eyes which replicates me there to pay for all those dreams which they expected.

These are not the only reason may be thousand more and and thousand other are there apart from all which i mentioned above still i feel these are the catalyst which through' s us in the war of utterly long battle of To Make Money Slogan.And here we forget every other aspect of why to live life incorporating the single dream in us "That though not for us we are in the fray because for of the show buzz and society"as we have to prove that we too are enough capable of getting everything.

And here starts the endless journey of achievements which are never meant for the real pleasure.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Happy Rakshabandhan

For all those who are feeling that in the life if you are not having sister certainly you are not having the full family....

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Aankhain bhi mery pagal thamti hi nahi dekho....
Kehty hai khuda se sun, ek bahna mujhe de do..
Jeevan se mere saare lamhon ko le ker
Mujh main hai jo chaah bhari use roop koi de do.

Ab to to akele hi rakhi ko bitaya tha..
Bahna ka kabhi bhi to, youn pyaar na paaya tha..
Chahat to tarsati thi..najarain bhi barasti thi
par bhai ho bin bahna ..aisy to saja mat do.

lekin ye suno tumbhi,khilwaad na ab kerna..
dhoondho jo kabhi wo bahan..use door to mat kerna..
warna ek khudaya main khud tujh ko bhoola dunga
fir bhool ki mery tum chahe jo saja de do..

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HAPPY RAKSHABANDHAN

Sunday, August 12, 2007

Destiny: Dont scratch your head


I personally never felt that if we talk about the man power we are any where less than any body in the whole world though we are not as productive as others are. So where the problems lies? Does we dont know where the destiny of ours are lying, no we are no where suffering from this unknown problem of not knowing our destiny even. Then if we are not as capable as others are, certainly we are backing the system where we are living and nurturing our selves as we don't know the power of dreaming.

This is the ingredient in which we are lacking and getting degraded as we are not having any thing to desire and even if we desire we presume that it is merely a dream and there is nothing to get serious. At that point of time all the challenges to the world are over as we dont have anything to do and we are happy with the situation we are living in so ................better is to make the real life slogan of :chak de india.


O.K. let me have a question to you all...How many of us knows that what exactly they want to do in couple of the months? The ans is null or to less or contable on the fingers. The problem is that we are driven by the time and we are used to of this which is the biggest loophole in ours. We thought that the time will tell that what we have to do in our life and certainly if you will not decide then time will decide and this time ...time will be no one else except those who knows that what their destines are. So here lies the difference we make our selves the slaves of time and further time sold us to the others who better know that how to work with time and on time.


So the debate is not over here as i am not putting only question ...though i certainly wanted to know that how many of us belongs to the first group of being driven rather to be in the group of the chariots. So fnds if you feel that at this age you have to achieve much more than that what you are having now ...come on Stand Up because this the time we can mitigate our faults up to some extent......as you have to fly and not fly ...we have to touch the sky also

All The Best