Set the preferences first

Write now the count begins and as always i am again under pressure of two simultaneous things , one my emotions and the other one my career .Ya! i always know what is necessary an what is not necessary still quibbling gives me new excuse that why not go on the right path.
And the result of that i am blogging this time.
Ya i know she love me ,this is so transparent and usual also, secondly she will surely short out the solution of her problem and even i want to help him but i cant do the same.....I know why still such a whimsical approach?
Today i have to decide the preferences that what first and what next.

Every time i have a excuse

I don't know why but i am having this , every time i have my emotions like a full pack of wine which tells me that either dance with me or let the study go out of your bounds.In the evening i was a clear cut excuse for the study as a day later the micro controller session are due but suddenly an idea changes my day ........that ............think if you become a patriarch then what happen ,ya! surely then your looks appear some where else , your voice appear somewhere else and your hole existence will get a copy of yours, and this idea catch's up mind for the rest of day and night
and then no more "NIGAHAIN NIGHAON SE MILA KAR TO DEKHO".

What it was ! and Why it was!

Can u tell me

CAT is over now

I know this is a life that failure is the stepping stone of the success but is it means that for whole of the life your success will be awaited due to this proverb only an you will always get a new lame excuses for every individual failure of yours I know that Cat is not so easy but you were preparing for it from last three months, you not even write a single poem for the supposition your IIMs only then why at ther very moment of your Exam you forget that what's your biggest strength is,What the priorities you earlier made and for the shake of what you are here.
I know that presently you are living in the feeling of Stigma but who else is responsible for this except you.
Then what the out comes are
1.You are no longer good for any thing ,neither fot the technical one nor for the instinct you feel that you are having.
2.Your determination is nothing more than a volatile liquid.
3.Finally one more Big failure with the Five point something..............

Cool duds you are very well inspired by the story of Chetan Bhagat.But can you imagine what the impact you are making on those who directly or indirectly are related to you.
Lets see how much you get from this Episode of the CAT-05


GOOD LUCK MAN

Cat mania

Words ,words and words all type of different words are trying to live in my memory on adhock basis. Ya! this is basically the CAT mania with me and my room mata . We discuss about the words , synonyms , antonyms and many more thing related to word for long hours.
And this all about was due to the CAT only.

A CLASS , WHICH CHANGES ME

This was Saturday noon. as always my strengths are becoming my weaknesses , and i am enjoying the panoramic view of the MIT Moradabad Canteen.
Suddenly an Envoy of God came to me and the troubleshooting starts...........
1. Do u think that you are doing the things as per the norms .
2. Do you are specific and determined towards the goal.
3. Do you feel that showing your responsibility towards your beloved one and neglecting it from the side of your parental view you feel that you are now the user friendly and professional.
4. Are you cure about your dreams and if not do you think that God will come to you with the bunches of happiness you want .

The ans of all these questions was a big NO . And this was the reason which some how make me awaken whole the Night to recollect my identities and strength with the collaboration of my dreams

The poem appreciated most

MY THIRD KARWACHAUTH



Aaaj phir se hai roshan sama dekhiye
Aaaj phir se hai sabnam jawan dekhiye,
Mera mahebub mere liye saj raha,
Uske chehre ki rangat jawan dekhiye.

Aankh kitnee gulabi hui ja rahi
Hoth aise ki madira bahi ja rahi,
Sara yauwan hai uska mahkta hua,
Mery duniya ka ye aashiyan dekhiye.

Uska kahna suno ji main thakne lagi,
Pyaas se bhukh se main bahekne lagi,
Dekh aao ye chath se hai chanda kahan,
Bekarari ki ye intehaan dekhiye.

Sun ke itra gya uske andaaj par,
Uski maasoom jid aur aawaz par,
Chath be bhaga gaya chaand ko dekhne,
Dundhta hun kahan se kahan dekhiye.

Har taraf jhakiyan taron ki saj rahi,
Har taraf dulhane aasman tak rahi,
Sab hain hathon ki chalni main Deepak liye,
Kitney pyaari hain dulhan yahaan dekhiye.

Par idhar to najaara hi kuch aur hai,
Aasman ka ye manjar bhi magrur hai,
Chaandni hai saji saath tare bhi hai,
Dulhano ka naya karwan dekhiye.

Apni bahon main le kar ke mahboob ko,
Pyaari si ek hidayat main dene laga,
Baith jao kisi ki najar na lage,
Chand se bhi hansi chand hai dekhiye.

Dekh kar aansman ke hansi chand ko,
Uska masumiyat se mujhe dekhna,
Jase aakhon hi aakhon main ho kah rahi,
Aap mere hai , main aapki dekhiye.

Love or something undefined

She is a real stunner, an ultimate girl any one can get crush in first sight only , and now when i know that everything is easy to get , she is mine then why still my heart is wondering like the unstable ratina and unable to concentrate on my studies even i know that on this 20 th of November my destiny will be decided and after that no one can stop me to earn whatever i want means the day will be the reality show of dreams.......then why i m behaving like this.............

May be its due to the uncertainty of my in laws home or due to the uncertainty of my choices, whatsoever it is ,it creates the unnecessary road blocks along the way of my journey .....
Let see what will be the future.

Can we compromise on our destiny

A big question it is that after being on the highest step of the collage building can we compromise with our dignity and if not, can we say that what so ever was there in our collage was really a shame.Now let see what exactly the melodrama was "During the game of Carom a seat was vacant and a fourth year guy was there who was having someone with his as a player so he occupied the seat because it was vacant ,now some of the second year student came, they ask a question with the final year guy and then behave not only rudely but also with some of the pity abuses, now if in the response of that fourth year student collectively hits the second year one during his free session in the class room then where they were wrong bcoz The Second Year Guy WAS Local and tats why the final year one hit him collectively."

Now let see the punishment made by the collage authorities:

Two student from final year are Restricted from the collage for a year
And the second year one has got only the warning

"Now it clarifies that the collage has done the things under pressure"

Can we compromise with ours dignity?

If not then why this punishment was implemented.