My Life’s Wanna be….

I hurt him … and then i started writing… I hurt another him and then i thought of writing.. i quarreled many of him and then emotions and intellects started pinching me to write and this way the post came up.

The Question and central idea behind every above thing was common and that was “why we make the majority of followers why we are not the one who made up and run the world.. the big question mark”? I know i am sounding more like a topic of philosophy and a bit of “Paulo Coleho” style.. of arguing but i cant’s help it as this is the only way to start up and to make myself relaxed.

I know i haven’t achieved anything remarkable in past 25 years and…. so as many of us. But is it mean that i can’t have the hope of doing that remarkable thing someday…

I know that i am no where good than the average Indian people but is it means that i can’t upgrade my self.

One more thing which i know and i certainly believe is “change is a process which may take a long interval of time to show the effect but that happen for sure”. And that’s why i feel that i am fighting …arguing and sometimes criticizing and being criticized.

Lets talk about it in a more explanatory way….

In childhood everyone has an abstract thought of becoming someone in the life, having a worth living lifestyle and motto. Sooner we became older that abstract thing diverges in two ways. In first way which the majority follows is that … we are now having the illusionist view of our destiny and goal which is more or less unclear and ambiguous. While in other case it becomes more concrete and straightforward.

Now the big why ???????????

Reason is simple though the process is tough ..In the first case we are concerned with the thought of balanced and average life which is secure, less risky and ok type, though we never dream’t for this but still that holds good as we have a don’t mind attitude with us ever time we felt bad about our life.

In the second case we are the one who are selfish …self concerned and …. having a critical and analytical approach towards life.. these people are emotional though they know the technicality of it. These people are risk oriented though they knew the magic of taking risk.. though they love following the known path ..still they love being explorer.And many more.

Yes i am the one who belongs to the first category … yes i am the one who dream’t for the second category as every other do.. yes i am the one who indirectly criticized others for the way they live and also the vice-verse.

So what next… should i read “The monk who sold his Ferrari” or should i read the international best seller “The Alchemist”. Or “The Kite Runner” will help me. I personally believe that nothing will do the favor neither to you.. nor to anyone of those including me who belongs to the first category as the book may be written by the people who belongs to the first or second category but is no where a classic way of transforming yourself.

And thus the final conclusion which i am getting is that “Life may have some sortcuts… some recipes but someone’s life wanna be can not be copied .. can not be mapped with it’s previous theories”.