Set the preferences first

Write now the count begins and as always i am again under pressure of two simultaneous things , one my emotions and the other one my career .Ya! i always know what is necessary an what is not necessary still quibbling gives me new excuse that why not go on the right path.
And the result of that i am blogging this time.
Ya i know she love me ,this is so transparent and usual also, secondly she will surely short out the solution of her problem and even i want to help him but i cant do the same.....I know why still such a whimsical approach?
Today i have to decide the preferences that what first and what next.

Every time i have a excuse

I don't know why but i am having this , every time i have my emotions like a full pack of wine which tells me that either dance with me or let the study go out of your bounds.In the evening i was a clear cut excuse for the study as a day later the micro controller session are due but suddenly an idea changes my day ........that ............think if you become a patriarch then what happen ,ya! surely then your looks appear some where else , your voice appear somewhere else and your hole existence will get a copy of yours, and this idea catch's up mind for the rest of day and night
and then no more "NIGAHAIN NIGHAON SE MILA KAR TO DEKHO".

What it was ! and Why it was!

Can u tell me

CAT is over now

I know this is a life that failure is the stepping stone of the success but is it means that for whole of the life your success will be awaited due to this proverb only an you will always get a new lame excuses for every individual failure of yours I know that Cat is not so easy but you were preparing for it from last three months, you not even write a single poem for the supposition your IIMs only then why at ther very moment of your Exam you forget that what's your biggest strength is,What the priorities you earlier made and for the shake of what you are here.
I know that presently you are living in the feeling of Stigma but who else is responsible for this except you.
Then what the out comes are
1.You are no longer good for any thing ,neither fot the technical one nor for the instinct you feel that you are having.
2.Your determination is nothing more than a volatile liquid.
3.Finally one more Big failure with the Five point something..............

Cool duds you are very well inspired by the story of Chetan Bhagat.But can you imagine what the impact you are making on those who directly or indirectly are related to you.
Lets see how much you get from this Episode of the CAT-05


GOOD LUCK MAN

Cat mania

Words ,words and words all type of different words are trying to live in my memory on adhock basis. Ya! this is basically the CAT mania with me and my room mata . We discuss about the words , synonyms , antonyms and many more thing related to word for long hours.
And this all about was due to the CAT only.

A CLASS , WHICH CHANGES ME

This was Saturday noon. as always my strengths are becoming my weaknesses , and i am enjoying the panoramic view of the MIT Moradabad Canteen.
Suddenly an Envoy of God came to me and the troubleshooting starts...........
1. Do u think that you are doing the things as per the norms .
2. Do you are specific and determined towards the goal.
3. Do you feel that showing your responsibility towards your beloved one and neglecting it from the side of your parental view you feel that you are now the user friendly and professional.
4. Are you cure about your dreams and if not do you think that God will come to you with the bunches of happiness you want .

The ans of all these questions was a big NO . And this was the reason which some how make me awaken whole the Night to recollect my identities and strength with the collaboration of my dreams

The poem appreciated most

MY THIRD KARWACHAUTH



Aaaj phir se hai roshan sama dekhiye
Aaaj phir se hai sabnam jawan dekhiye,
Mera mahebub mere liye saj raha,
Uske chehre ki rangat jawan dekhiye.

Aankh kitnee gulabi hui ja rahi
Hoth aise ki madira bahi ja rahi,
Sara yauwan hai uska mahkta hua,
Mery duniya ka ye aashiyan dekhiye.

Uska kahna suno ji main thakne lagi,
Pyaas se bhukh se main bahekne lagi,
Dekh aao ye chath se hai chanda kahan,
Bekarari ki ye intehaan dekhiye.

Sun ke itra gya uske andaaj par,
Uski maasoom jid aur aawaz par,
Chath be bhaga gaya chaand ko dekhne,
Dundhta hun kahan se kahan dekhiye.

Har taraf jhakiyan taron ki saj rahi,
Har taraf dulhane aasman tak rahi,
Sab hain hathon ki chalni main Deepak liye,
Kitney pyaari hain dulhan yahaan dekhiye.

Par idhar to najaara hi kuch aur hai,
Aasman ka ye manjar bhi magrur hai,
Chaandni hai saji saath tare bhi hai,
Dulhano ka naya karwan dekhiye.

Apni bahon main le kar ke mahboob ko,
Pyaari si ek hidayat main dene laga,
Baith jao kisi ki najar na lage,
Chand se bhi hansi chand hai dekhiye.

Dekh kar aansman ke hansi chand ko,
Uska masumiyat se mujhe dekhna,
Jase aakhon hi aakhon main ho kah rahi,
Aap mere hai , main aapki dekhiye.

Love or something undefined

She is a real stunner, an ultimate girl any one can get crush in first sight only , and now when i know that everything is easy to get , she is mine then why still my heart is wondering like the unstable ratina and unable to concentrate on my studies even i know that on this 20 th of November my destiny will be decided and after that no one can stop me to earn whatever i want means the day will be the reality show of dreams.......then why i m behaving like this.............

May be its due to the uncertainty of my in laws home or due to the uncertainty of my choices, whatsoever it is ,it creates the unnecessary road blocks along the way of my journey .....
Let see what will be the future.

Can we compromise on our destiny

A big question it is that after being on the highest step of the collage building can we compromise with our dignity and if not, can we say that what so ever was there in our collage was really a shame.Now let see what exactly the melodrama was "During the game of Carom a seat was vacant and a fourth year guy was there who was having someone with his as a player so he occupied the seat because it was vacant ,now some of the second year student came, they ask a question with the final year guy and then behave not only rudely but also with some of the pity abuses, now if in the response of that fourth year student collectively hits the second year one during his free session in the class room then where they were wrong bcoz The Second Year Guy WAS Local and tats why the final year one hit him collectively."

Now let see the punishment made by the collage authorities:

Two student from final year are Restricted from the collage for a year
And the second year one has got only the warning

"Now it clarifies that the collage has done the things under pressure"

Can we compromise with ours dignity?

If not then why this punishment was implemented.

My third Karwachauth

Ya! it was the evening of 19th of October and we the roommates were gossiping about the girls suddenly my room mate suggest me to write a poetry as tomorrow will be the karwachauth and from last two Karwachauth i was imp inching my poetry on the collage notice board.Ya! great idea tomorrow this will be the Stunner.
And finally i write it , with the imagination of a family hood.And some how i was successful also as it was so much appreciated.

This was the one face of my present life on the other hand it was having only the flight of imagination and the darkness of reality as it is my second last semester and even though i am having no job or hope for the job in my hand.

My first Technical Interview

Oh..what a cool feeling it was , every one of my batch was the example of decency today no more Jeans no more Tee-Shirts only formals are the outlook of each EI and Ec guys.
Everyone is either talking about the Naini Tissues or about its package .One thing which i want to clear is not even a single guy was serious about the interview as they feel that in the Paper mil no exposure no opportunities are lying and this was the overall craze in the lobby.
Now about me .wow! all the night "Main aur mera MouthOrgan"with a lovely Voice Tu Hai Mery Kiran..........

But in the next morning once again the same paper mil and its craze.
Lets see what will be at the end of the day.

My first mistake

Ya this was Infosys requirement that the company is going to entertain those graduates only who has at least 65% overall...........and this is the place when i was kicked at the back and feel the real and first roadblock along my career.

O.K. now i m positive that what so ever is going on is surely for our benefit one day we all should be in our appropriate position ......and what else i can said

phsycological aspects of communication

Today it was the topic covered in our communication skill class, that how to be the perfect communicator as per fulfilling the psychological norms of speaking.
Your ego state should be matched with the person to whom you are speaking , your communication should be parallel, and the most important thing is that no back biting should be there.

I m having every thing then why i m not a good communicator at present?

The ans is synchronization of all the qualities should be there.

Yes now i will improve my self in this area also.

My first sallery

Ya this is only 1500 Rs for the 7 days assignment, but really a cool feeling that in this world i have something purely achieved by me. Oh! god thanx a lot that u have given me a tool for survival in this world of "suitable& fit survival". I hope that soon i will get 4200 Rs more for the another three weeks i worked wth Times of India.How pretty Job it was simply go to the office submitted the matrimonial and enjoy the company of girls in lko.

This was not all which gave me pleasure rather it gives me the certification that i worked with the largest circulated newspaper of the world"The Times Of India".Certain it was the edge achievement over others.

I know that i am growing and its a time when my eyes are looking for someone who gives me the new identity in life but ...............more than me my relatives are worried and rather excited about it.

Oh! god help me out.

It simply happened

Once again i was having a precious gem as for as the literature is in concern the book is IT REALLY HAPPENED written by Shary Corden.
Its simply consist of some stories based on the great experiences of the writer as the front page of the book is poured with the great persons who are convincing us that the book is real provides u the Extra Mile feature.
The stories like The gift of Envy, Search for the Lacy and creativity 101 was really having the impact feature on the human beings, so that on me also.
But still i am confused with the writers intention of using s0 much critical literature as for as the worlds and their synonyms are in concern.

THE ALCHEMIST

The Alchemist one of the ever best selling books written by the great writer Paulo Coleho.A story which tells u how to be consistent about your dreams and priorities so what if lots of other subways are here in front of u for diverging you. So what if your love is calling you behind ,so what if a great wealth is pulling u towards it you should be very clear about the idea of success.

Really a fantastic book which changes my life and gives me a smoother way than i have earlier for running the Larry of my life.

Hostel

Oh..............Is this is my hostel not at all or now m i a hosteler any more no not yet. If just for a simple TT bat your colleagues can ignore u how can u say that they are those for whom we were living, fighting and playing..............

No matter that the situation is continuously changing think is now a days human body is like a brothel if u will pay u will get the opportunity to exploit u mentally sexually or physically as u want.

So whats matter that if u r suffering with the same problem.

this is the professional world and u should be the professional like others.


good luck.............

Bee makes me crazy?

Hi, not a very good morning ,today once again it is proved that i m pursuing my B.Tech from collage of c grade the reason behind that was the company which was expected to come at the 30 of this month is again delayed its schedule for indefinite time period........... surely it was the example of complete in sincere ness which T& P cell as well as the collage authorities are showing. surely they are not at all serious about our career and all . O.K. lets see that when we will wear the formals with Tie and all and wait for our turn for the interview and all.

as for as the topic is concern it was 27th and approx. 1.12 was the time suddenly i feel that something inserting in my cheeks this is BEE which througs me in trouble by kissing. and then i get that my cheeks r so similar like the monkey ya a great swelling was there and after two days it was expected that there will be company for selecting as their employee and this thought again and again teasing me.

But now after two days .............thank god everything is normal but ......... oh! no company for visiting our campus and jobs for MITIANS

Marriage or showbuzz

Hi, in the ET of today the hot shot of the page was a compression between the marriages of the daughter of Mr. L.N.Mittal the Steel tycoon and Mr. Azeem Premji the richest man of India.
At the one side the marriage of Vanisha with Bhatiya was lavish affair and on the other hand Mr . premji said that their childrens nuptails was fully their poersonal matter and Wipro is having no interest in it.

Surprisingly they both r having a huge resources but still a big Difference what the logic.
Do u know?

O.K. today once again i was in the abdomen of sharp institute for having a continuous amount of pulses through the way so that i will be on the zenith of my profession .
AAMIIN.....................

clean bold

Hi, once again i m in front of u in the very beginning of the morning . As there is no lectures scheduled for today but still i m here for the sake of some knowledge about the defense interview and all. Although i know that here no body is who will tell me what exactly the professionalism is and how to make yourself a perfect professional bit O.K. its me who is still searching for that............

Late night when my mobile was singing the song "DIl HAI CHOTTA SA CHOOTY SI AASA" it was really the sound of my soul but i know that the ingredients for that particular aasa is very less from my side.

Hope one day i will also be like the person like whom i admire to be.

GOOD BYE

Again i made a new

Hi, once after a long time when a want to open my blog then it was difficult 4 me bcoz i forgot the password of the previous one but o.k. thanks to the net speed at least i successfully made a new account in the name of SAAWDHAN.

continiously i m trying to utilize my time an wanted to be surely crac the nut of the CAT2006
but it was going on to the more difficulty as the time passess God knows that what will be the result, but hope for the best

Good by 4 tomorrow