Heyyyy baby

Nooooooo this time i am not going to make it a justification of my opinion that how it was fulfilling the feelings of my emotions. Better way is , i must say the movie many times replicates what your fantasies are for living the life as per the imagination of your own life. By d way i feel that this time the quality of feminine is come to the power in my mind again and again. In a broader sense not only in a way that makes me crazy but also in a way which makes me thought that even whatever i had done till this date is not appropriate ....and yes i am the same fellow as they were in the movie hey babby . Certainly the use of feminine is not only up to the sexual desires yet we did that, we know that the femininity is having it's place as per the god as this is the only way we got the birth...and so i salute to the FEMININITY.

Happy Rakshabandhan

For all those who are feeling that in the life if you are not having sister certainly you are not having the full family....

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Aankhain bhi mery pagal thamti hi nahi dekho....
Kehty hai khuda se sun, ek bahna mujhe de do..
Jeevan se mere saare lamhon ko le ker
Mujh main hai jo chaah bhari use roop koi de do.

Ab to to akele hi rakhi ko bitaya tha..
Bahna ka kabhi bhi to, youn pyaar na paaya tha..
Chahat to tarsati thi..najarain bhi barasti thi
par bhai ho bin bahna ..aisy to saja mat do.

lekin ye suno tumbhi,khilwaad na ab kerna..
dhoondho jo kabhi wo bahan..use door to mat kerna..
warna ek khudaya main khud tujh ko bhoola dunga
fir bhool ki mery tum chahe jo saja de do..

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HAPPY RAKSHABANDHAN

Creative writing

Hi to all,
I know it's a long run..we been together but no probs some times this distance is the ingredient which makes us so compulsive to each other that we usually starts to think about each other than never before.And the same i am doing...i am missing my team so that we can start work for the coming ANTRAGNI in IITK.

In my tenure of culture committee as well as other extracurricular activities i never felt such a exciting phase as i am feeling now after reading the story of individuals... which they had poured on their emotional paper when we decided that we will have "Personality super imposition " as the theme of our serious play...though i don't know yet that dose it is going to be acted there or we will adopt something else but up to this time i have the realization that if we will not be consistent we are not going to win even consolation prize.

Yup one thing i must say that all the papers i got if publish them the book will certainly be the nominee of BOOKER prize and this was the brilliancy they had shown in there writing.By d way it's great luck of MNNIT as well as mine that i got the great people in team on the contrary they are the technocrats by the profession they are performers by heart in the fields of their dreams.

Does i have a personality superimposition.....?

The question is itself defining the thought that today i am going to scratch the old happenings of my life...at the same time question arises that why at this stage...? Why not earlier..? Whats the worth of this discussion ..?Does i am going to change anything or i want to regret for something ...? In all the cases the ans of mine will be a big NO...Then what the reason that we all are scratching our head collectively for getting those thought which can never be realized now.May be they can be done earlier, may be few of them can even today be realized partially..But is it the right time...?

The ans of all these questions come in one line only... that, what if we can re live the life what if we don't have the reverse button but one thing which we can do at any instant of time is to remember the mistakes we had done in past and to testify that neither we will committee that again nor we allow others to make such a blunder in their life's .....so my story start from here .
From this point what i can recall is my "lower prep" at the age of 4 when i had the fear that i have to sing a poetry at the school stage on 15 August...and from that day onward i did this job as many time as many celebration the dais of school has seen then after my college and finally my university has gone through the same replication.Every time i had something to say to my colleagues friends and to the other renowned persons of the gathering ...slowly i got stuck with the feeling that i have a great Anchor in me so at the level of class 8th i though i will become the News reader as that was the only place i knew for those who speaks and speaks brilliantly.

Here one thing is worth mentioning that i belong to family which can be put in the lower middle class where the fight is for living the life with proper prestige and nourishment is ever lasting so there is no place for fatal thoughts and silly dreams and even the parents don't know much about the fuddy duddy of life. The same happened with me,the would be Television Anchor when he suddenly thought and dreamed that Why not i add one extra diction in my name which will give me much money and power than a news reader as there parent also wanted the same from him....and thus i planned for that leaving the dream of becoming an anchor into the dustbin.

I never knew or realized it but people used to say me that i am good at Mathematics and then i thought that this DICTION can be "Er." and so i opted for engineering and got stuck with the dream of IIT as common as sun rises in the east. And then i realized that i was never good in mathematics so the story turns into the sad segment and after spending two lovely years of life while making cassetles in the air with the mask of IIT preparation. So the ramification of all this became like CANCER for my career and in the private engg college i lost all my love for studies and started doing all the extra study affairs....thank god i had done something right :-)) and from here the journey starts which told me at every stoppage of first year, second year then consecutively in the later years that, Engg was never the tea of my cup and i have to choose something else...

But the question even today remains the same ....Choose WHAT?...At this level when i have a master degree, when i already lived 24 years of my life without earning a good amount of happiness for my family what i can start..? Does it will be a right thing ....what's the guarantee that after adopting something new i will be able to get all my dreams...what if i again want to quit...?There are some of the questions which always tees me lot whenever i want to put my dreams forward....

I Know many people are suffering from the same condition of dilemma but why...shouldn't it be removed. Can't we put the gears in our life.If yes then when we will start ?..from our TOMB ...no ?

Independence Day: An expression

Jai Hind or Chak De India ....Whatever wordings we are using, the solo aim of each of the line will be only this that we want to make our country the best one. So the slogans are immaterial and the thing which matters is the emotion behind the word or recital we are reciting.
So now at the time when we are just a few minutes back to that memorable moment when the Red Fort had seen the history of independence and the glory of the national flag in the most beautiful way .....i have many opinions in my mind which are fighting to be inside this post: some are:

1. Chak De India: A movie
2. Independence Day: An occasion
3. Indians The Emotional Creature: A debate
4. Proud to Be an Indian: A dialogue

.............and certainly many more which are making me so driven that my heart is full of Zeal and i want to put the two words only "Vande Matram". Why this always happens to us that the nationalism always makes me unit whenever we talk about any sort of uncommon happenings better to say whenever we feel that we are in trouble unity comes into existence and rest of the time we are more personal than the INDIAN. Why the normal time we don’t have time to think about the nation but when Sharukh says CHAK DE INDIA the complete mob get carried away with the symposium of nationalism ......why at the day of 15 aug and 26th January makes us bother to play the songs which feel are immortal like...e mere vatan ke logon, vande matram ...cant we put this flavor of patriotism all the way of our lifes, cant we be Indians with each and every breath irrespective of the date and occassion. So the question arise that does we are the occassional patriot only? Do we dont have the realistic approach with us ......When this will happen that again without any occasion we all will be united and will feel the harmony of the togetherness and being an INDIAN.

When the INDIA POISED will become INDIA DRIVEN .......

So being an Indian and being the author of this post.....I Vivek Tiwari is taking the oath that from this moment only i will make this sure that i will become the true patriot in term of the real hero of India on whom India can make the realistic approach towards the vision 2020 and again a move towards becoming the Real Guru Of The World.

Jai Hind Jai Bharat.

Destiny: Dont scratch your head

I personally never felt that if we talk about the man power we are any where less than any body in the whole world though we are not as productive as others are. So where the problems lies? Does we dont know where the destiny of ours are lying, no we are no where suffering from this unknown problem of not knowing our destiny even. Then if we are not as capable as others are, certainly we are backing the system where we are living and nurturing our selves as we don't know the power of dreaming.

This is the ingredient in which we are lacking and getting degraded as we are not having any thing to desire and even if we desire we presume that it is merely a dream and there is nothing to get serious. At that point of time all the challenges to the world are over as we dont have anything to do and we are happy with the situation we are living in so ................better is to make the real life slogan of :chak de india.


O.K. let me have a question to you all...How many of us knows that what exactly they want to do in couple of the months? The ans is null or to less or contable on the fingers. The problem is that we are driven by the time and we are used to of this which is the biggest loophole in ours. We thought that the time will tell that what we have to do in our life and certainly if you will not decide then time will decide and this time ...time will be no one else except those who knows that what their destines are. So here lies the difference we make our selves the slaves of time and further time sold us to the others who better know that how to work with time and on time.


So the debate is not over here as i am not putting only question ...though i certainly wanted to know that how many of us belongs to the first group of being driven rather to be in the group of the chariots. So fnds if you feel that at this age you have to achieve much more than that what you are having now ...come on Stand Up because this the time we can mitigate our faults up to some extent......as you have to fly and not fly ...we have to touch the sky also

All The Best

The way we live the life?

Hi to you all for this so usual talks of mine which i feel around the world i live so it is a compulsion for me to share this with you people as only you can make this either effective or turn it into the defunct one.

I always thought that if you make a dream it means you are having enough reason to cast them into the reality then why it happens that merely a few percent of the dreams become the reality only and the rest lives in the same way as they were while dreaming. Why we are not enough responsible for those dreams which are the ramifications of our own mind's and this is the place where determination shows it's credibility.

Classess which are making me NOSTALGIC

Just one year back i was having the same murmur that i am from E&I and i dont know much about the programming but along with the positive attitude that very soon i will get all the fundas of this Buzz of programming though i have a long way to go still i learned alot thanx to all who had made me such a sincere and efficient that today i can effectively say that i am a Software Engineer.


Here the new story began just after that i got a job we got the charming assignment to create panic in front of those who are the newcomers so we started it with all our Zeal and Masti and here one thing i come to know that teaching something is never a easy job and here i am feeling the real thing, as those who don't know anything they wont ask and those who know something they are unable to express. So teaching to these type to species is quite a difficult job and specially when you don't have all the rights in your hand.

So i planned one thing that up to the time i will not get the right orders or better to say the specific orders i will make them efficient in those which in not only essential but also just to die for and that is to be as efficient as a minimum threshold requirement is there for any software engg.

Lets see how much success i will able to get in this new area of my struggel ........Good day

So The TRIO get completed and waiting for the SIX

Hi friends ,
Certainly the time came when i proudly can say that the TRIO of the software get placed in three BIG MNC's \"GE: Amit, IBM : Vivek, AMdocs : Sandeep". So ultimately the dilemma of the first round of campus is over and now we are away from the tension, yet the fight is not over as Rupesh, Harish and Manish is still remaining in the CS deptt, but no problem my best wishes are always with them and i know that sooner or letter the destiny will be same for all we guys.

I don't know why it happens that whenever i talk about my group i forget someone who is the only mindless macho man of our group D so called saktiman alias Baghaad alias Halwai the one and only Mr Arvind chaudhary, but ok this time i am bothered to write his name also as now he is not only my group mate but also company mate ;) and certainly i am afraid of his mindless power.

So the moral of the story i can say is that finally we all have achieved something which was long awaited by all of us and now we are having time to think about those aspects of my life which are prilimary weeker in comparision to other's. SO all the best to me for the coming few months of my rehabiliation. All the best to me again for this new fight.