I have some queries.......and some solutions also...

Some time it happens that we are in the situation where the confusion, frustration and all the negative energies meets and celebrate. This is the time when you are not at all able to go smoothly with all your "Chalta hai attitude". And then you decide to do something which is not brave which is sheer cowardic..which is a real shame to the human behaviour......

If you ever have a common though as i am discussing ....you can go through the test case i am prsenting to you. A common proble which we all feel ...and realize at some point of our life.

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Vivek: motte kua ker reaha hai...kuch suggestion do..i am feeling ajeeb sa..not feeling good..two reasons...

Padne main kai baar aisa lagta hai this is the palce i am not fit properly;'''...The qualoty which i was having or what i thought that i had in my college days...that is not even good.....enough to door ki baat ho gayi hai

i can not live with a slow and mediocre approach towards any work i am with.

so i am finding it tought to njoy it...i am not able to be the proactive here..chakkar ye hai ki..i am very much suffering from inferriority complex.....achha main dikhta nahi..acchi main angreji nahi bollta..programming mujhe aati nahi hai...GK main main achha nahi hun.....gaana main ga nahi sakta......naach main nahi sakta

:(...ab ye mat kahiyega ki main aap ko pakka raha hun...:(...if you can believe on me i am right..per plz kuch suggest kero

sandeep: kk.....I got the prob...never think some is better than u

Vivek: :(

sandeep: believe in urself

Vivek: how it is possible...man

sandeep: count ur positive points

Vivek: some one good like you is in forn t of me

sandeep: so wht

Vivek: how it is poosible that oyu belive that you are the best :(

sandeep: see tht many r not as good looking as i m so u ll feel better u hav a charming personality ha thoda ganja hai

Vivek: saale maje mat le i am serious main ..sucide ker sakta hun

sandeep: bt itna chalta hia...nahi ;le raha sale....tujhe achha feel karwa raha hun......regarding ur english its far 2 better than mine...

Vivek: saale main apni angreji se bada paersan uhn....GK se........peresaan hun

sandeep: wait

Vivek: GS se peresaan hun....Programming se persaan hun

sandeep: abe sun sale

Vivek: kahan gaya be....haan bata...:(

sandeep: abe GL a agaya tha.......abe tujhe aisa kabse lagne lag gaya

Vivek: jab se main marwah ke sath rahne laga...

sandeep: main to khud tere confidence ka deewana hhun.....

Vivek: jab se main banglore aaya...........jab se maine IB M join kiya........saale sab angrej ki chodain paida ho gayin hain.......

sandeep: pagal hai sale....sab bakwas hai

Vivek: saale main apna blog padhta hun ...fir doosre ka padta hun...........to main ker ta hia delet maar doun

:(

sandeep: pagal hai kya....sale English hi sab nahi hoti....meri to bahut gandi hai

Vivek: confidence to hoty hai be....

sandeep: ha hota hia....

Vivek: tery angreji aur to milke perfect hai..........saale

sandeep: but wo sab set ho jayega

Vivek: hope so.....

sandeep: abe hope so ki koi baat hi nahi hai.........sab ho hi jayega.......aur rahi Gk ki baat........to wo to paper padha kar magazines padha kar

Vivek: :(

sandeep: sale Ald wala n Muradabad wale Vivek ko yaad kar liya kar.....

Vivek: jab se NIT pahucha tab se choor ho gaya be........

sandeep: u ll feel better....

Vivek: koshish ker raha hun........saayad kuch sahi ho jaaye......:)

sandeep: abe aisa kya ho gaya ek dum..........bas abhi to sahi se training le.....

Vivek: haan wahi

sandeep: kisi ko kuch nahi aata.....

Vivek: nahi ais anahi hai.......dail routine main jab main rhytham nahi baitha patha hun logo0n ke sath

tab gusaa aati hai......

sandeep: abe jinhe ata hai thy r very less in nos.....

Vivek: ppl speaks so fluently ki i got absurd some time.........

sandeep: it happens....it happend so many times wid me.......sale tu to wahan sabse mil leta hai

thoda moral support to mil jat ahai.....

Vivek: saale to tujh se bhi to roj baat ho jaty hai...

sandeep: wht abt me...

Vivek: :(

sandeep: bt i m living...

Vivek: haan so to hai.......per to must hai be.........perfect type wala launda.....

sandeep: hr din yahi sochke jata hun ki aaj kuch achha hoga..........

Vivek: hoga be.....

sandeep: I m not perfect ...not at all....

Vivek: jaldi hi hum fir ek sath ek comp main chalegee.......

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Vivek: achhi wali

sandeep: :(

Vivek: jai mata di..........ab kya hua....to kyoun ro raha hai be

sandeep: hope so..........abe tu aise karega to mera to sara confidence hi khatam ho jayega..

Vivek: nahi be asia nahi hai.........hum sab sath main mast ho jaayenge.....

sandeep: so end of story is that we r gr8..we r gonna rock d world..........any how..so dnt wry.....chal ab main kuch khake aa raha hun......talk 2 u later......khush raho aabad raho.......:)..:) .... :)

Vivek: jai ho...k..TC

Mtech is finally over

I never thought even in my dream before march that some day i will become Master of Technology and that also in the field of Software Engineering. A tons of thax to my well wishers and god who helped me in the greatest gamble of my life. Here few points are worth mentioning Amit, Sandy, Rupesh, Harish, Manish, Arvind and many more whose name may be missed by me were the stepping stones to me. I am calling them all as points because all together have made my CPI = 7.

Though behind the scene i was having my past relationships with MITians and there support also which ever times made my confidence enough high to tackle with the situation. Whatever..., today i am a graduate with the highest degree and now the ways are open to move in the direction i want to.

Then where is the problem ..? Does it is in the package? Problem is in the knowledge i gain? Problem is in the market situation..? and some times problem is in my attitude...? Again i have question that where is the solution? And this time ans is simple and that is vivek go through your resume, your one hobby is introspection and retrospection. Why don't you try that?

Yes this is the time when i am living in the maximum possible fluctuations so it's better to analyze that what is good and what is bad in me so that i can put the ramifications before it create problem to me.

Till than this much is sufficient we will meet again ..shabba khair.

Evertime there is Money which dominates and there are Realities which truncates

Easily if you are having money then the dreams are lesser in number which are unaffordable and for this what maximum you have to do is you have to buy it and some one who will not have that money will sold them even when these are his dreams and he had seen them with all the passion and zeal but no he is not worthy of it as he is not having money"The cost for maintainability of Dream's" is no doubt a big Money.


It's not at all wrong that you are the follower of the truth in this so called civilized world as we all know that truth, now a days is even worse that the crap. So the thing which matters is the way you present the truth and reveals the shadowy aliment of society. Because this makes you intelligent as people who are the winners don't do different things but do things differently so if you are having a dream that you have to change the system then the first step is you have to live with the system.


As i always

"Youn tamasha dekhne main hai maja kuch bhi nahi ..
Asliyat to tab dikhegi jab dikho kirdaar main
Waise to duniya yahan per bhar rahi hai dam hajaar..
tery kimat tab milegi jab biko baajar main"

Money matter's a lot ?

This is a simple question, may be it will have a simple ans as well but the question is that does it is right that we are having such a preconceived thought about the money?.

Certainly this is the only thing which is in the essence of every second thing but i just wanted to know that does it make any sense that we are so much critical about money that we had attached every breath of our life to this. So does money is the only the thing which is making people to live in their life? Here one more thing come into the mind of mine that why we exactly doing all the works of our daily life does it is again for the money?

1.Everyday i wake up with a dream that today will be a new day in the history of my life and certainly today i will add some values to me so that it will make me worth in the market of value selling.

2.While every deep sleep i encounter a dream which i ask to me that what your charms are and once i tell them each truth then it said to me that for getting these all you have to pay... and at the same moment i wake up.

3.I am simply roaming on the street i suddenly feel that someone is enjoying the life fullest as he is having every materialistic pleasure as one can have in his life and thus i decide at once that yes this is my destiny.

4.Each day mom's eye's are watching something and father's dreams are expecting something in near future they don't know that how they will get that by them self but certainly there is a brightness among their eyes which replicates me there to pay for all those dreams which they expected.

These are not the only reason may be thousand more and and thousand other are there apart from all which i mentioned above still i feel these are the catalyst which through' s us in the war of utterly long battle of To Make Money Slogan.And here we forget every other aspect of why to live life incorporating the single dream in us "That though not for us we are in the fray because for of the show buzz and society"as we have to prove that we too are enough capable of getting everything.

And here starts the endless journey of achievements which are never meant for the real pleasure.

Destiny: Dont scratch your head

I personally never felt that if we talk about the man power we are any where less than any body in the whole world though we are not as productive as others are. So where the problems lies? Does we dont know where the destiny of ours are lying, no we are no where suffering from this unknown problem of not knowing our destiny even. Then if we are not as capable as others are, certainly we are backing the system where we are living and nurturing our selves as we don't know the power of dreaming.

This is the ingredient in which we are lacking and getting degraded as we are not having any thing to desire and even if we desire we presume that it is merely a dream and there is nothing to get serious. At that point of time all the challenges to the world are over as we dont have anything to do and we are happy with the situation we are living in so ................better is to make the real life slogan of :chak de india.


O.K. let me have a question to you all...How many of us knows that what exactly they want to do in couple of the months? The ans is null or to less or contable on the fingers. The problem is that we are driven by the time and we are used to of this which is the biggest loophole in ours. We thought that the time will tell that what we have to do in our life and certainly if you will not decide then time will decide and this time ...time will be no one else except those who knows that what their destines are. So here lies the difference we make our selves the slaves of time and further time sold us to the others who better know that how to work with time and on time.


So the debate is not over here as i am not putting only question ...though i certainly wanted to know that how many of us belongs to the first group of being driven rather to be in the group of the chariots. So fnds if you feel that at this age you have to achieve much more than that what you are having now ...come on Stand Up because this the time we can mitigate our faults up to some extent......as you have to fly and not fly ...we have to touch the sky also

All The Best

Classess which are making me NOSTALGIC

Just one year back i was having the same murmur that i am from E&I and i dont know much about the programming but along with the positive attitude that very soon i will get all the fundas of this Buzz of programming though i have a long way to go still i learned alot thanx to all who had made me such a sincere and efficient that today i can effectively say that i am a Software Engineer.


Here the new story began just after that i got a job we got the charming assignment to create panic in front of those who are the newcomers so we started it with all our Zeal and Masti and here one thing i come to know that teaching something is never a easy job and here i am feeling the real thing, as those who don't know anything they wont ask and those who know something they are unable to express. So teaching to these type to species is quite a difficult job and specially when you don't have all the rights in your hand.

So i planned one thing that up to the time i will not get the right orders or better to say the specific orders i will make them efficient in those which in not only essential but also just to die for and that is to be as efficient as a minimum threshold requirement is there for any software engg.

Lets see how much success i will able to get in this new area of my struggel ........Good day

Oh!! i am still alive

Thank god that i am still alive as i was very afraid that what will happen after they all will give me B day bums, but OK nothing wrong happened with any of my sensitive body part's so again i have an opportunity to live the life with the same dream and the enthusiasm as i live earlier.

Here some sort of tyranny happened to me that even i don't want anything unprofessional i am wired with some of my failure which never affects me any way still i feel the same set of unsatisfactory and the gradually decreasing behavior in me just because of that unimportant thing.So what if i am not qualified to sit in GE that was never my cake and i never wanted to get selected there.

But may be the problem is that i am seeing this that if it will remain the same rejection standard then if i am reject in primarily basis in some of my dream company then what will happen. Really the though of this is simmering me .

God knows where the destiny is still i pray to him to get me in the same where i am dreaming all the time ....plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz hello me god.