First Independece DAY OF Job

Hi, Happy independence day to all. A great day in the history of India and so as in the history of mine. You must be amazed by hearing this but yes it is true. I am also same independent today as India is feeling. As today is the first day when i am in the office while everyone is njoying the vacation by their own ways. Though i am also enjoying the same vacation with a different style.

You know i used to feel that for me things are different and difficult also. But one thing which i must say is that, i used to get into the challenges which realizes me the same..non dying attitude of Indian. Now a common deception comes into the mind what the crap this simile is but no my friend it is a truth. Getting into the computer science branch made my two years in MNNIT more challenging than wining the mount Everest and the same happened then after when i get into the JAVA competency of IBM.

Though one thing which i must have to change is that, i have to make myself enough distant from the ppl who used to get into me and with whom i used to get into. This will make me two way comfortable, at one end i will get time for me and at the other end i will save much of my energy. And it maintains the truth of the old saying that closed book is much more expensive than the open one.


Jai Hind ..Jai Bharat

Finally IN the IBM

So guyssssssss..
Let's cheersss togather as i got the place to settle down finally as i have the right place to live. Though i know it is tough to sustain here but ok. Let's see how much tough they are ? One thing which i must say is i am going to be the good one as per the programming is in concern.

The very first they had taken one test "Algorithm". And the result was expected as i know i am all out. And today hopefully we will get the good things, just crossing our fingers. I am saying us because of the other friends of mine.

Al last the words whcih are making us sustained here "Jai mata di, Let's Rock".

IBM : A reharshal .....

Though today i can say it again that i got two jobs one which i have already TCS and the other one whcih i had cleared twice is IBM though the happiness is again half as we dont know when we have to join like many others and unlike many others .. as few from other colleges got the joining also. SO the unpredicatablity still lies. And in the situation like this if you decide not to enjoy then i dont feel that anything wrong is in it. YOu want to make sure and then only you want to creat the Buzz so go ahead. But no people whom you count as your best budies they cant understand or partialy they dont want .....I cant say exactly but yes i have a Question in my mind can they imagine that what i am feeling when i am not having the joining date while eveyother is having, can they imagine that what i feeling that i am giving the test for the thing which i already achieved, can they imagine what i am feeling when i have to join in a company with the lower packg than that which was offered to us at the time of joining while all other has incremented the pay package, can they imagine that i have to sign a bond also which was no where in the context when i got through the company. No they cant as they dont want to think with this perspective, and yes why they should think, it is no where linked with them :( sad enough.
No idea what it is and who is wrong and what i have to do in this situation. I know some of my friends are not having job and they are in a worst situation that mine but god knows about them that something great can happen with the tomorrow as the opportunity they are having none is having.
So comparing with some one is again a wrong thing. The soul is should i really be responsive to these thoughts, should i really be the one who walks alone with all the good and bad things at his own eyes.
I cant say about others but can say to myself that "Vivek None has seen the futuer but the past says what Darvin said earlier "If you want to live fight and prove the worth otherwise go and get a deep sleep somewhere under the earth" and this is all about life."

Classess which are making me NOSTALGIC

Just one year back i was having the same murmur that i am from E&I and i dont know much about the programming but along with the positive attitude that very soon i will get all the fundas of this Buzz of programming though i have a long way to go still i learned alot thanx to all who had made me such a sincere and efficient that today i can effectively say that i am a Software Engineer.


Here the new story began just after that i got a job we got the charming assignment to create panic in front of those who are the newcomers so we started it with all our Zeal and Masti and here one thing i come to know that teaching something is never a easy job and here i am feeling the real thing, as those who don't know anything they wont ask and those who know something they are unable to express. So teaching to these type to species is quite a difficult job and specially when you don't have all the rights in your hand.

So i planned one thing that up to the time i will not get the right orders or better to say the specific orders i will make them efficient in those which in not only essential but also just to die for and that is to be as efficient as a minimum threshold requirement is there for any software engg.

Lets see how much success i will able to get in this new area of my struggel ........Good day

Vivek d IBM man

HI fnds thanx to GOD that finally i cracked something mos exciting and that is IBM
so .....................

hurraaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh

Thorogood "They rejected me in a way i never thought"

Hi finally i wear the professional outlook for which i was striving for from last few days and thanks to God that i got this in the very company in which i dreamed about "Thorogood Consultancy". This time i was confident enough that at least for the bang lore interview i must be selected and the interview of mine was also having the same impact on me and i feel the same was on to the interviewer also but something which happened in form of result i can not explain i waited till afternoon that may the phone will rung and i will be informed that i got in the second round of the Thorogood selection procedure but may be this time the situation was not as per mine as they the "Associates were clearly having this in their mind that they will choose the persons who will have something more that 70% throughout and this same was the requirement they put earlier".


But the question which i am asking to me again and again that if they were so rigid with there mailed requirement then why they allowed to the one's who were not having the same criteria which i feel. By d way i am again happy as it is the way i can learn [:)].

Thanx Thorogood.

Oh!! i am still alive

Thank god that i am still alive as i was very afraid that what will happen after they all will give me B day bums, but OK nothing wrong happened with any of my sensitive body part's so again i have an opportunity to live the life with the same dream and the enthusiasm as i live earlier.

Here some sort of tyranny happened to me that even i don't want anything unprofessional i am wired with some of my failure which never affects me any way still i feel the same set of unsatisfactory and the gradually decreasing behavior in me just because of that unimportant thing.So what if i am not qualified to sit in GE that was never my cake and i never wanted to get selected there.

But may be the problem is that i am seeing this that if it will remain the same rejection standard then if i am reject in primarily basis in some of my dream company then what will happen. Really the though of this is simmering me .

God knows where the destiny is still i pray to him to get me in the same where i am dreaming all the time ....plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz hello me god.

My heart is beating .......

In this world always there are some sort of metrics which determines all the way that how much you are having as per the metric defined and thus your status is defined. And if the same happened to me so why i am bothering my self with the undefined frustration ...as this is normal that my performance will be judged by this only and have to live with it ..whatever it will be six , seven or anything in between . I have no access to the God's business otherwise certainly i try few tricks to increase CPI at this level , here what i can do is to make my self comfortable with this CPI by adding the confident of all other levels.

Every time peoples are suggesting me to have that much of CPI and i feel that sth is missing in body as the confidence hurt me evey time. Ya it's right that having the good record of all around 7 is cool to crack a cool job but what now when getting the 7 or not is the condition of dilema for this coming weel and afterwards i have to live with which all i will have.

So the situation says to me that i have to check the priorities where i can excel myself..

all the best to me for this coming session of WAR of CAREER.

I know that i am faulty.....but?

This is a time when it usually happens that you analyze all of your previous work outs, and whatever you had done in past as this is the time you got the outcome of all that so it is of utmost importance to know the causes.

Though this is not the exact case of writing this post though there are a quite similar things as this time again i am afraid of all time security mania , as here for getting a good job 7 CPI is required and i am afraid that may be this time i will get less or may be even more than the previous one the plank of this up and down is so unstable that i don't know what to say exactly ......i said to someone for favor to whom i never wanted to say this way....and may be i will keep saying this to few more as its life aspect for me to get 7. Though the situation is not much critical still i am in dilemma that ohhhhhhh god help me out from this drastic thinking of uncertain living and make my stay comfortable here for coming one year as this will decide the future of my life style here in MNNIT.

So this time the target is Data mining the most theoretical paper of this semester which is gonna be decisive one or better to say the decision making attribute... :)
So at the last i am electronically praying to god that ohhhhhhhh god give me the 7 CPI i am dying for .....aammmiiiiiiiinnnnnnn

One more check post of the capability...

Sometimes it happens that you got around with the circumstances you don't want to be with and the same was with me....

As much as i decided that i will never be the part of this extravaganza again so that i can concentrate on my studies..properly and make vivek tiwari a proven name for the studies also. But no way somebody has said this very right that your past never lets you free and the same happens with me here also....as today i will again be on the stage for proving my efficiency and on the other way i am having my major project viva today only and making the balance is the toughest job i have to do..now the night will tell that how much successful i was in all this ....

But one thing which i require from you people is give me your blessings so that i can fight at least.....

My first sallery

Ya this is only 1500 Rs for the 7 days assignment, but really a cool feeling that in this world i have something purely achieved by me. Oh! god thanx a lot that u have given me a tool for survival in this world of "suitable& fit survival". I hope that soon i will get 4200 Rs more for the another three weeks i worked wth Times of India.How pretty Job it was simply go to the office submitted the matrimonial and enjoy the company of girls in lko.

This was not all which gave me pleasure rather it gives me the certification that i worked with the largest circulated newspaper of the world"The Times Of India".Certain it was the edge achievement over others.

I know that i am growing and its a time when my eyes are looking for someone who gives me the new identity in life but ...............more than me my relatives are worried and rather excited about it.

Oh! god help me out.