Hi, Happy independence day to all. A great day in the history of India and so as in the history of mine. You must be amazed by hearing this but yes it is true. I am also same independent today as India is feeling. As today is the first day when i am in the office while everyone is njoying the vacation by their own ways. Though i am also enjoying the same vacation with a different style.
You know i used to feel that for me things are different and difficult also. But one thing which i must say is that, i used to get into the challenges which realizes me the same..non dying attitude of Indian. Now a common deception comes into the mind what the crap this simile is but no my friend it is a truth. Getting into the computer science branch made my two years in MNNIT more challenging than wining the mount Everest and the same happened then after when i get into the JAVA competency of IBM.
Though one thing which i must have to change is that, i have to make myself enough distant from the ppl who used to get into me and with whom i used to get into. This will make me two way comfortable, at one end i will get time for me and at the other end i will save much of my energy. And it maintains the truth of the old saying that closed book is much more expensive than the open one.
Jai Hind ..Jai Bharat
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Friday, August 15, 2008
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Mtech is finally over
I never thought even in my dream before march that some day i will become Master of Technology and that also in the field of Software Engineering. A tons of thax to my well wishers and god who helped me in the greatest gamble of my life. Here few points are worth mentioning Amit, Sandy, Rupesh, Harish, Manish, Arvind and many more whose name may be missed by me were the stepping stones to me. I am calling them all as points because all together have made my CPI = 7.
Though behind the scene i was having my past relationships with MITians and there support also which ever times made my confidence enough high to tackle with the situation. Whatever..., today i am a graduate with the highest degree and now the ways are open to move in the direction i want to.
Then where is the problem ..? Does it is in the package? Problem is in the knowledge i gain? Problem is in the market situation..? and some times problem is in my attitude...? Again i have question that where is the solution? And this time ans is simple and that is vivek go through your resume, your one hobby is introspection and retrospection. Why don't you try that?
Yes this is the time when i am living in the maximum possible fluctuations so it's better to analyze that what is good and what is bad in me so that i can put the ramifications before it create problem to me.
Till than this much is sufficient we will meet again ..shabba khair.
Though behind the scene i was having my past relationships with MITians and there support also which ever times made my confidence enough high to tackle with the situation. Whatever..., today i am a graduate with the highest degree and now the ways are open to move in the direction i want to.
Then where is the problem ..? Does it is in the package? Problem is in the knowledge i gain? Problem is in the market situation..? and some times problem is in my attitude...? Again i have question that where is the solution? And this time ans is simple and that is vivek go through your resume, your one hobby is introspection and retrospection. Why don't you try that?
Yes this is the time when i am living in the maximum possible fluctuations so it's better to analyze that what is good and what is bad in me so that i can put the ramifications before it create problem to me.
Till than this much is sufficient we will meet again ..shabba khair.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
About me
One Year Back:
Thoughts are always your's but what if you are unable to express them...feelings are always your's but what if others are unable to feel the pulses of that.....and here i am presenting the remedy ;P)----join me and get settled. But please remember one thing and that is "Mery biwi ko nahi hai pata toooo mery biwi se mat kahna :=))" .
Point2.--------------
So finally i can say that life get settled but still it is the ploy of others hand to run the life of mine and here the pinch comes directly to my heart that how i can live a life which i am not governing. Though getting through IBM means a very big satisfaction to my career path still the same feeling of not getting the fullest make my night's uneasy. So this is the clear cut indication that i have to go a long way, Indeed.
Point3---------------------------------
After every time spam your ideolgy get change ...your preferences get change and so as mine..after this long term i am again here with few of my new character traits with the personality mix....
Never i thought that this way of living will any time become my passion. Doing orkutting is somehow ok for me but doing programming..oh shhhhhh...i never thought it about me, but now i suppose it's going to be true for me.
For whom pointing the fingers means to suggest the members of team to do this or to do that but now the fingers are very much instructing to the mind to include this or to print that..I don't know how much i am going to be happy with it but certainly at present time i am very happy to live with my premature d programming experiences....
Rest all i have written in my blog you can make yourself comfortable there....
yaaaaa but at last one thing which i must tell is that..
"Thoda hai thode ki jarurat hai ..jindagi fir bhi yahan khoobsurat hai "
so living the life gracefully i am happily welcoming you in this web space of mine :)
"sanson main mahak rah jaaye wahi kaafi hai ....
yaadon main kasak rah jaaye wahi kaafi hai ...
tere sath hum rahin na rahin....
tery yaadon main mery jhalak rahe jaaey wahi kaafi hai ...."
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It's yet not clear to me that who am i, though i usually ask this to my friends and put a brief lecture on it, that if you dont know about your own strength and weakness then how you are going to tackle the world. But i suppose even i dont know the brevity of this world that who am i ? and what i wanna be ....
Point2:
every time my dream make me aware about the above question but in the very next breath my nerves make me possessive about my local obsessions and that's the end of the story. Certainly one can ask that you must had learned some lessons from your dream which you usually see then ans for this is yesssss at last i beleive that at the end there is no moral in the story and i have to walk in the way only where the wind is flowing no matter i love that way or not....
Point3:
So the answer comes like : I am useless fellow who dream big and then again dream big and then the loop continues up to the last breath so i dont have any time to do anything with my dreams to make them reality as i am already busy with another dream.
Thank you very much
Thoughts are always your's but what if you are unable to express them...feelings are always your's but what if others are unable to feel the pulses of that.....and here i am presenting the remedy ;P)----join me and get settled. But please remember one thing and that is "Mery biwi ko nahi hai pata toooo mery biwi se mat kahna :=))" .
Point2.--------------
So finally i can say that life get settled but still it is the ploy of others hand to run the life of mine and here the pinch comes directly to my heart that how i can live a life which i am not governing. Though getting through IBM means a very big satisfaction to my career path still the same feeling of not getting the fullest make my night's uneasy. So this is the clear cut indication that i have to go a long way, Indeed.
Point3---------------------------
After every time spam your ideolgy get change ...your preferences get change and so as mine..after this long term i am again here with few of my new character traits with the personality mix....
Never i thought that this way of living will any time become my passion. Doing orkutting is somehow ok for me but doing programming..oh shhhhhh...i never thought it about me, but now i suppose it's going to be true for me.
For whom pointing the fingers means to suggest the members of team to do this or to do that but now the fingers are very much instructing to the mind to include this or to print that..I don't know how much i am going to be happy with it but certainly at present time i am very happy to live with my premature d programming experiences....
Rest all i have written in my blog you can make yourself comfortable there....
yaaaaa but at last one thing which i must tell is that..
"Thoda hai thode ki jarurat hai ..jindagi fir bhi yahan khoobsurat hai "
so living the life gracefully i am happily welcoming you in this web space of mine :)
"sanson main mahak rah jaaye wahi kaafi hai ....
yaadon main kasak rah jaaye wahi kaafi hai ...
tere sath hum rahin na rahin....
tery yaadon main mery jhalak rahe jaaey wahi kaafi hai ...."
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Point2:
every time my dream make me aware about the above question but in the very next breath my nerves make me possessive about my local obsessions and that's the end of the story. Certainly one can ask that you must had learned some lessons from your dream which you usually see then ans for this is yesssss at last i beleive that at the end there is no moral in the story and i have to walk in the way only where the wind is flowing no matter i love that way or not....
Point3:
So the answer comes like : I am useless fellow who dream big and then again dream big and then the loop continues up to the last breath so i dont have any time to do anything with my dreams to make them reality as i am already busy with another dream.
Thank you very much
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Last "Culrav" of college life
So finally the day came which has brought the truth that vivek now you will no more enjoy the culture fest of college being a student :) and i am happy to accept it as me too don't want the same situation any more. My life is calling me hard and i am unable to resist it's voice. This time the greatest experience was, that i was fully a non competitive viewer who was seeing the things analyzing them and was living some cool life while watching someone very special ...an outsider female participant :P .Though from the first day onwards my creativity was at the peak as i heard two of the much awaited icons of Hindi poetry Dr Kuwanr Bechain and Dr Kumar Vishwash and not only heard them but also met them, feel them and learned from them thanks to MNNIT allahabad.
होके मायुश न यूँ शाम से ढलते रहते रहिये
जींदगी भोर है सूरज से निकलते रहिये
एक ही थावं पे ठहरेगे तो थक जायेंगे
धीरे धीरे ही सही राह में चलते रहिये
These were the lines which really tells me the way that life should be moving as dynamism is the ingredient which makes living a reality. And may be i am some where losing that dynamism in my life. Ever time i have something special in my mind but this is the dynamism which putt's me at the back again.
So where is the flaw? Why in the wee hours only i feel that i have to wake up? Why sometimes winning is not my attitude? These are the questions which are generally the problem of all but all those who get the solution get the motion.
So i am again in the Que of dynamism let's see when i will get that?
होके मायुश न यूँ शाम से ढलते रहते रहिये
जींदगी भोर है सूरज से निकलते रहिये
एक ही थावं पे ठहरेगे तो थक जायेंगे
धीरे धीरे ही सही राह में चलते रहिये
These were the lines which really tells me the way that life should be moving as dynamism is the ingredient which makes living a reality. And may be i am some where losing that dynamism in my life. Ever time i have something special in my mind but this is the dynamism which putt's me at the back again.
So where is the flaw? Why in the wee hours only i feel that i have to wake up? Why sometimes winning is not my attitude? These are the questions which are generally the problem of all but all those who get the solution get the motion.
So i am again in the Que of dynamism let's see when i will get that?
Sunday, September 02, 2007
Meeting The ultimate...
Though the title resembles with one of the most common thought that comes into the mind that, might i read OSHO some where but up to this moment i haven't. Ya i am deciding to read it and very soon i will come with the so called what we usually say is "Review".Then what is this "meeting to the ultimate" is all about? Does it is something which has given me the opportunity to being the witness of divine. No not at all, this is not like that. Then what exactly this is all about?.
Yup the ans is, today i come to know the truth again that the best competitor of your own is your mind with whom you have to compete everyday and once it will get the level of satisfaction you will get everything even the level of Divinity. And surprisingly i got these from those guys who are not feeling this at all as up to the level i know them they are the most unsatisfied guy over this MNNIT. One is close friend of mine and other is the one to whom i am understanding now a days.
The most intolerable guy in some situations when you feel that you are a social animal and the most desirable fellow when you are thinking about breaking the rules. So the condition is this that neither you can say that you are a pure social animal and nor you can say that you never to be the one who break the rules in the way as we breath normally we can call this as "the habit of admiring the negative energy".So the first Baibhav is simply the great in many senses as he is not only MNNITian but also my younger brother so i can not only rely upon him in many ways but also i learn t many things from him and the second one ...any wild guesses yes you are right but this time i am bother to admire this negative energy ..
Yup he is the one who got the hatred by the majority of the public still a notorious guy with a great way of presenting himself with the impressive knowledge of the vast areas though that knowledge is never going to help you as this is not in the dictionary of the Mr Deependra Vikram singh as he is not at all reliable and yes this is right in the best of my knowledge that though he may be capable enough for many of the job still he will leave you in the panic and not help you intellectually and this puts a great question on his credibility...whatever....i know that this is ok up to the time you are in the boredom of this college otherwise you have to adopt the positive energy even for the first breath of the survival.....
Yup the ans is, today i come to know the truth again that the best competitor of your own is your mind with whom you have to compete everyday and once it will get the level of satisfaction you will get everything even the level of Divinity. And surprisingly i got these from those guys who are not feeling this at all as up to the level i know them they are the most unsatisfied guy over this MNNIT. One is close friend of mine and other is the one to whom i am understanding now a days.
The most intolerable guy in some situations when you feel that you are a social animal and the most desirable fellow when you are thinking about breaking the rules. So the condition is this that neither you can say that you are a pure social animal and nor you can say that you never to be the one who break the rules in the way as we breath normally we can call this as "the habit of admiring the negative energy".So the first Baibhav is simply the great in many senses as he is not only MNNITian but also my younger brother so i can not only rely upon him in many ways but also i learn t many things from him and the second one ...any wild guesses yes you are right but this time i am bother to admire this negative energy ..
Yup he is the one who got the hatred by the majority of the public still a notorious guy with a great way of presenting himself with the impressive knowledge of the vast areas though that knowledge is never going to help you as this is not in the dictionary of the Mr Deependra Vikram singh as he is not at all reliable and yes this is right in the best of my knowledge that though he may be capable enough for many of the job still he will leave you in the panic and not help you intellectually and this puts a great question on his credibility...whatever....i know that this is ok up to the time you are in the boredom of this college otherwise you have to adopt the positive energy even for the first breath of the survival.....
Friday, August 03, 2007
So The TRIO get completed and waiting for the SIX
Hi friends ,
Certainly the time came when i proudly can say that the TRIO of the software get placed in three BIG MNC's \"GE: Amit, IBM : Vivek, AMdocs : Sandeep". So ultimately the dilemma of the first round of campus is over and now we are away from the tension, yet the fight is not over as Rupesh, Harish and Manish is still remaining in the CS deptt, but no problem my best wishes are always with them and i know that sooner or letter the destiny will be same for all we guys.
I don't know why it happens that whenever i talk about my group i forget someone who is the only mindless macho man of our group D so called saktiman alias Baghaad alias Halwai the one and only Mr Arvind chaudhary, but ok this time i am bothered to write his name also as now he is not only my group mate but also company mate ;) and certainly i am afraid of his mindless power.
So the moral of the story i can say is that finally we all have achieved something which was long awaited by all of us and now we are having time to think about those aspects of my life which are prilimary weeker in comparision to other's. SO all the best to me for the coming few months of my rehabiliation. All the best to me again for this new fight.
Certainly the time came when i proudly can say that the TRIO of the software get placed in three BIG MNC's \"GE: Amit, IBM : Vivek, AMdocs : Sandeep". So ultimately the dilemma of the first round of campus is over and now we are away from the tension, yet the fight is not over as Rupesh, Harish and Manish is still remaining in the CS deptt, but no problem my best wishes are always with them and i know that sooner or letter the destiny will be same for all we guys.
I don't know why it happens that whenever i talk about my group i forget someone who is the only mindless macho man of our group D so called saktiman alias Baghaad alias Halwai the one and only Mr Arvind chaudhary, but ok this time i am bothered to write his name also as now he is not only my group mate but also company mate ;) and certainly i am afraid of his mindless power.
So the moral of the story i can say is that finally we all have achieved something which was long awaited by all of us and now we are having time to think about those aspects of my life which are prilimary weeker in comparision to other's. SO all the best to me for the coming few months of my rehabiliation. All the best to me again for this new fight.
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Thorogood "They rejected me in a way i never thought"
Hi finally i wear the professional outlook for which i was striving for from last few days and thanks to God that i got this in the very company in which i dreamed about "Thorogood Consultancy". This time i was confident enough that at least for the bang lore interview i must be selected and the interview of mine was also having the same impact on me and i feel the same was on to the interviewer also but something which happened in form of result i can not explain i waited till afternoon that may the phone will rung and i will be informed that i got in the second round of the Thorogood selection procedure but may be this time the situation was not as per mine as they the "Associates were clearly having this in their mind that they will choose the persons who will have something more that 70% throughout and this same was the requirement they put earlier".
But the question which i am asking to me again and again that if they were so rigid with there mailed requirement then why they allowed to the one's who were not having the same criteria which i feel. By d way i am again happy as it is the way i can learn [:)].
Thanx Thorogood.
But the question which i am asking to me again and again that if they were so rigid with there mailed requirement then why they allowed to the one's who were not having the same criteria which i feel. By d way i am again happy as it is the way i can learn [:)].
Thanx Thorogood.
Sunday, May 06, 2007
I know that i am faulty.....but?
This is a time when it usually happens that you analyze all of your previous work outs, and whatever you had done in past as this is the time you got the outcome of all that so it is of utmost importance to know the causes.
Though this is not the exact case of writing this post though there are a quite similar things as this time again i am afraid of all time security mania , as here for getting a good job 7 CPI is required and i am afraid that may be this time i will get less or may be even more than the previous one the plank of this up and down is so unstable that i don't know what to say exactly ......i said to someone for favor to whom i never wanted to say this way....and may be i will keep saying this to few more as its life aspect for me to get 7. Though the situation is not much critical still i am in dilemma that ohhhhhhh god help me out from this drastic thinking of uncertain living and make my stay comfortable here for coming one year as this will decide the future of my life style here in MNNIT.
So this time the target is Data mining the most theoretical paper of this semester which is gonna be decisive one or better to say the decision making attribute... :)
So at the last i am electronically praying to god that ohhhhhhhh god give me the 7 CPI i am dying for .....aammmiiiiiiiinnnnnnn
Though this is not the exact case of writing this post though there are a quite similar things as this time again i am afraid of all time security mania , as here for getting a good job 7 CPI is required and i am afraid that may be this time i will get less or may be even more than the previous one the plank of this up and down is so unstable that i don't know what to say exactly ......i said to someone for favor to whom i never wanted to say this way....and may be i will keep saying this to few more as its life aspect for me to get 7. Though the situation is not much critical still i am in dilemma that ohhhhhhh god help me out from this drastic thinking of uncertain living and make my stay comfortable here for coming one year as this will decide the future of my life style here in MNNIT.
So this time the target is Data mining the most theoretical paper of this semester which is gonna be decisive one or better to say the decision making attribute... :)
So at the last i am electronically praying to god that ohhhhhhhh god give me the 7 CPI i am dying for .....aammmiiiiiiiinnnnnnn
Sunday, April 22, 2007
In search of bonds .....
Hi to everyone, may be the topic of the post is seems to be quite unfamiliar but this defines the real story of the vivek,s life style ......searching the talents to whom he can admire and with whom he can learn the winning strategy of life......
And after the few from the final year of Btech in MNNIT i got one in the pre final year also...
Dipan Shukla .....guys were saying that he was the one and only undisputed name in the Btech prefinal and you will here his name only through out the next year......
And today i got the glimpse of that ....I met to him and got that whatever i heard was dammmmmmmm right ...he is not only undisputed ..but he is the one with the so called charismatic personality with the balance frame of Witt and classic way of presentation......
Saute to you man.....
And here in my side the processing starts....for me to check me out for all that what i had learned...so a new reform starts here.....
Bye .
And after the few from the final year of Btech in MNNIT i got one in the pre final year also...
Dipan Shukla .....guys were saying that he was the one and only undisputed name in the Btech prefinal and you will here his name only through out the next year......
And today i got the glimpse of that ....I met to him and got that whatever i heard was dammmmmmmm right ...he is not only undisputed ..but he is the one with the so called charismatic personality with the balance frame of Witt and classic way of presentation......
Saute to you man.....
And here in my side the processing starts....for me to check me out for all that what i had learned...so a new reform starts here.....
Bye .
Monday, November 06, 2006
An everyday story...
Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday to you...Happy birthday to you...dear arvind...These were the common slogans during the one hours extravaganza,unfortunately mismanaged still the great one and enjoyed by the all hearts beating through out the Raman hostel and other's.
Then why these emotions and tiky talks from my heart?.....
No doubt again the overwhelmed attitude of mine has created the fuss over there..but certainly i was not the victim this time.I am simply the follower of the truth and definition of my own living style...so whats the problem if people are feeling or get hurt,may be the situation is that the criticism which i suppose is my verbose attitude is not my verbose attitude even it's my commenting talks which affects people many times or......or....may be they are jealous to me that i am having something they don't .....Hardly matter whatever the scenario was there...i don't remember, but one thing which is crystal clear is that everyone is having this attention seeking attitude...either give this to them or they will crack you all the way.
Ultimately i again thanx to my best friend"?" i suppose he can guess....thanx yaar you saved me again a......................
Happy birthday to you...Happy birthday to you...dear arvind...These were the common slogans during the one hours extravaganza,unfortunately mismanaged still the great one and enjoyed by the all hearts beating through out the Raman hostel and other's.
Then why these emotions and tiky talks from my heart?.....
No doubt again the overwhelmed attitude of mine has created the fuss over there..but certainly i was not the victim this time.I am simply the follower of the truth and definition of my own living style...so whats the problem if people are feeling or get hurt,may be the situation is that the criticism which i suppose is my verbose attitude is not my verbose attitude even it's my commenting talks which affects people many times or......or....may be they are jealous to me that i am having something they don't .....Hardly matter whatever the scenario was there...i don't remember, but one thing which is crystal clear is that everyone is having this attention seeking attitude...either give this to them or they will crack you all the way.
Ultimately i again thanx to my best friend"?" i suppose he can guess....thanx yaar you saved me again a......................
Thursday, October 26, 2006
A moment i got surprised....
Mr. Blogger .....These were the words coming from his expressions while evaluating us for the term paper...and i was having no option except to surprise and to through my head over the wall...While writing this blog why i forget that one day i will be caught and the day comes so early i can't imagin.NO way ...At the very moment while starting this i was very much faithful about my autobiography and i will be in future.Thanx for today .... as yesterday i was scared and today i am geared...I missing the lines of my papa that
Guru kumhaar shishya kumbh hai gadh gadhi kadhai khot.....Antahi hanth sahaar de bahar bahar chot.
And this was live today......
May be the perception of sandy and others is right that today i was swapped but according to me this was me who encouraged by the scene a lot....and the situation was telling that i have to sell my twenty four seven for earning my dream , and hopefully i will do.
Thank you very much........
Again a salute to you sir.
Guru kumhaar shishya kumbh hai gadh gadhi kadhai khot.....Antahi hanth sahaar de bahar bahar chot.
And this was live today......
May be the perception of sandy and others is right that today i was swapped but according to me this was me who encouraged by the scene a lot....and the situation was telling that i have to sell my twenty four seven for earning my dream , and hopefully i will do.
Thank you very much........
Again a salute to you sir.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
A Great critique
No doubt that i will remember this day for forever as today i saw an event that is unforgettable for me through out my life.
And the central character is of my QTP professor Mr.M.M.Gore ,this is not a name this is basically a landmark for me form this day . Not for this that i am very much inspired but for the reason as i got such a lucid personality after a long break i got someone who is having such a sound pulses that how to catch the nerves of audience and how to create a new life into the died one.
A salute to GORE sir.
And the central character is of my QTP professor Mr.M.M.Gore ,this is not a name this is basically a landmark for me form this day . Not for this that i am very much inspired but for the reason as i got such a lucid personality after a long break i got someone who is having such a sound pulses that how to catch the nerves of audience and how to create a new life into the died one.
A salute to GORE sir.
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