Mtech is finally over

I never thought even in my dream before march that some day i will become Master of Technology and that also in the field of Software Engineering. A tons of thax to my well wishers and god who helped me in the greatest gamble of my life. Here few points are worth mentioning Amit, Sandy, Rupesh, Harish, Manish, Arvind and many more whose name may be missed by me were the stepping stones to me. I am calling them all as points because all together have made my CPI = 7.

Though behind the scene i was having my past relationships with MITians and there support also which ever times made my confidence enough high to tackle with the situation. Whatever..., today i am a graduate with the highest degree and now the ways are open to move in the direction i want to.

Then where is the problem ..? Does it is in the package? Problem is in the knowledge i gain? Problem is in the market situation..? and some times problem is in my attitude...? Again i have question that where is the solution? And this time ans is simple and that is vivek go through your resume, your one hobby is introspection and retrospection. Why don't you try that?

Yes this is the time when i am living in the maximum possible fluctuations so it's better to analyze that what is good and what is bad in me so that i can put the ramifications before it create problem to me.

Till than this much is sufficient we will meet again ..shabba khair.

My heart is beating .......

In this world always there are some sort of metrics which determines all the way that how much you are having as per the metric defined and thus your status is defined. And if the same happened to me so why i am bothering my self with the undefined frustration ...as this is normal that my performance will be judged by this only and have to live with it ..whatever it will be six , seven or anything in between . I have no access to the God's business otherwise certainly i try few tricks to increase CPI at this level , here what i can do is to make my self comfortable with this CPI by adding the confident of all other levels.

Every time peoples are suggesting me to have that much of CPI and i feel that sth is missing in body as the confidence hurt me evey time. Ya it's right that having the good record of all around 7 is cool to crack a cool job but what now when getting the 7 or not is the condition of dilema for this coming weel and afterwards i have to live with which all i will have.

So the situation says to me that i have to check the priorities where i can excel myself..

all the best to me for this coming session of WAR of CAREER.

I know that i am faulty.....but?

This is a time when it usually happens that you analyze all of your previous work outs, and whatever you had done in past as this is the time you got the outcome of all that so it is of utmost importance to know the causes.

Though this is not the exact case of writing this post though there are a quite similar things as this time again i am afraid of all time security mania , as here for getting a good job 7 CPI is required and i am afraid that may be this time i will get less or may be even more than the previous one the plank of this up and down is so unstable that i don't know what to say exactly ......i said to someone for favor to whom i never wanted to say this way....and may be i will keep saying this to few more as its life aspect for me to get 7. Though the situation is not much critical still i am in dilemma that ohhhhhhh god help me out from this drastic thinking of uncertain living and make my stay comfortable here for coming one year as this will decide the future of my life style here in MNNIT.

So this time the target is Data mining the most theoretical paper of this semester which is gonna be decisive one or better to say the decision making attribute... :)
So at the last i am electronically praying to god that ohhhhhhhh god give me the 7 CPI i am dying for .....aammmiiiiiiiinnnnnnn