Mtech is finally over

I never thought even in my dream before march that some day i will become Master of Technology and that also in the field of Software Engineering. A tons of thax to my well wishers and god who helped me in the greatest gamble of my life. Here few points are worth mentioning Amit, Sandy, Rupesh, Harish, Manish, Arvind and many more whose name may be missed by me were the stepping stones to me. I am calling them all as points because all together have made my CPI = 7.

Though behind the scene i was having my past relationships with MITians and there support also which ever times made my confidence enough high to tackle with the situation. Whatever..., today i am a graduate with the highest degree and now the ways are open to move in the direction i want to.

Then where is the problem ..? Does it is in the package? Problem is in the knowledge i gain? Problem is in the market situation..? and some times problem is in my attitude...? Again i have question that where is the solution? And this time ans is simple and that is vivek go through your resume, your one hobby is introspection and retrospection. Why don't you try that?

Yes this is the time when i am living in the maximum possible fluctuations so it's better to analyze that what is good and what is bad in me so that i can put the ramifications before it create problem to me.

Till than this much is sufficient we will meet again ..shabba khair.

High on the high way

Though this was not as high as the movie "Dus Kahaniyaan". Still we were high in our moods. As the troup of we seven are on move towards a destination we dont know and we never met earlier...........

Rest of the updates i will give to you when i will be back...
Till than keep readingggggggggg



So i am back here....Roadies of MNNIT allahabad started their journey from NIT campus and then first stopage was Swaraj Bhavan Museum though we want to take a closer look of Allahabad University but due to the high in speedometer we had just taken a glimpse ;) not more. Then the next destination was so obvious, and that was "Sangam". There we stayed for more than an hour and thanx to Arvind and Manish for such wonderful effort they made for getting snacks for us. It was really great to see all of us togather at Sangam Of three divine rivers Ganga, Jamuna, And Saraswati. This was our luck only that just before our presentation we got a chance to be there. This makes me always crazy to hear the enchantment of vedic mantrs and today it was beyond my expression, i was hearing all that at holiest place of universe, king of all the piligrims and that is one and only Prayaag. Jai Ganaga Miaya...Bum-Bhole.

Our's next destination was the best example of hydrolic mechanism "The Nainy Bridge". It was like swirling device which we were feeling even with the move of Truck and Marshells. Yes Vibrations we were feeling were vibrant enough to make us more crazy than we already were. And we were really enjoying that. We had also gone for photo session with roadie spirit :). Really having friends, bikes and time specially when you are feeling that you want to make this time a memory, there is certainly no good option than to go for a long drive on highway. And the same we were doing. As we all know this is the last trip we are having togather in Allahabad. No one know the future but reality is that we all are going to miss these college days for forever.

By D way then this was the time for long awaited Dhaba night and we all were searching for a good motel. and offffff we haven't got it again but as we all know there is nothing in this world which doesen't have it's consequence and so as here. We got "Sai Dham" A place which is divine for me and for crores who believe in truths. Jai Sai Baba ki.

So for nourishing ourself we were again for a long run to our favouirte Sri Ram hotel at Railway station. And there we had taken our so called fixed menu for all time ;) and for any case, lunch, dinner or whatever you talk.

Finally we were back to track and then a no stopage run towards NIT Allahabad.

In whole i had missed one thing and that is to pay my regrads to those who had given us their bikes. Arun sir, Amit Raj sir, Shaym, Khatri and Jaat. And also to Sandeep who was brave enough to drive that scooter.

Team it's time to say good night. Take a sweet nap as it is enough late and i know that you don't have much time for tomorrow morning.

Roadies: Amit, Arvind, Harish, Manish, Rupesh, Sandeep, Vivek

About me

One Year Back:

Thoughts are always your's but what if you are unable to express them...feelings are always your's but what if others are unable to feel the pulses of that.....and here i am presenting the remedy ;P)----join me and get settled. But please remember one thing and that is "Mery biwi ko nahi hai pata toooo mery biwi se mat kahna :=))" .

Point2.--------------
So finally i can say that life get settled but still it is the ploy of others hand to run the life of mine and here the pinch comes directly to my heart that how i can live a life which i am not governing. Though getting through IBM means a very big satisfaction to my career path still the same feeling of not getting the fullest make my night's uneasy. So this is the clear cut indication that i have to go a long way, Indeed.

Point3---------------------------------

After every time spam your ideolgy get change ...your preferences get change and so as mine..after this long term i am again here with few of my new character traits with the personality mix....
Never i thought that this way of living will any time become my passion. Doing orkutting is somehow ok for me but doing programming..oh shhhhhh...i never thought it about me, but now i suppose it's going to be true for me.
For whom pointing the fingers means to suggest the members of team to do this or to do that but now the fingers are very much instructing to the mind to include this or to print that..I don't know how much i am going to be happy with it but certainly at present time i am very happy to live with my premature d programming experiences....
Rest all i have written in my blog you can make yourself comfortable there....
yaaaaa but at last one thing which i must tell is that..

"Thoda hai thode ki jarurat hai ..jindagi fir bhi yahan khoobsurat hai "

so living the life gracefully i am happily welcoming you in this web space of mine :)


"sanson main mahak rah jaaye wahi kaafi hai ....
yaadon main kasak rah jaaye wahi kaafi hai ...
tere sath hum rahin na rahin....
tery yaadon main mery jhalak rahe jaaey wahi kaafi hai ...."


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Latest research :

It's yet not clear to me that who am i, though i usually ask this to my friends and put a brief lecture on it, that if you dont know about your own strength and weakness then how you are going to tackle the world. But i suppose even i dont know the brevity of this world that who am i ? and what i wanna be ....
Point2:
every time my dream make me aware about the above question but in the very next breath my nerves make me possessive about my local obsessions and that's the end of the story. Certainly one can ask that you must had learned some lessons from your dream which you usually see then ans for this is yesssss at last i beleive that at the end there is no moral in the story and i have to walk in the way only where the wind is flowing no matter i love that way or not....
Point3:
So the answer comes like : I am useless fellow who dream big and then again dream big and then the loop continues up to the last breath so i dont have any time to do anything with my dreams to make them reality as i am already busy with another dream.

Thank you very much

Last "Culrav" of college life

So finally the day came which has brought the truth that vivek now you will no more enjoy the culture fest of college being a student :) and i am happy to accept it as me too don't want the same situation any more. My life is calling me hard and i am unable to resist it's voice. This time the greatest experience was, that i was fully a non competitive viewer who was seeing the things analyzing them and was living some cool life while watching someone very special ...an outsider female participant :P .Though from the first day onwards my creativity was at the peak as i heard two of the much awaited icons of Hindi poetry Dr Kuwanr Bechain and Dr Kumar Vishwash and not only heard them but also met them, feel them and learned from them thanks to MNNIT allahabad.
होके मायुश न यूँ शाम से ढलते रहते रहिये
जींदगी भोर है सूरज से निकलते रहिये
एक ही थावं पे ठहरेगे तो थक जायेंगे
धीरे धीरे ही सही राह में चलते रहिये
These were the lines which really tells me the way that life should be moving as dynamism is the ingredient which makes living a reality. And may be i am some where losing that dynamism in my life. Ever time i have something special in my mind but this is the dynamism which putt's me at the back again.


So where is the flaw? Why in the wee hours only i feel that i have to wake up? Why sometimes winning is not my attitude? These are the questions which are generally the problem of all but all those who get the solution get the motion.

So i am again in the Que of dynamism let's see when i will get that?

Meeting The ultimate...

Though the title resembles with one of the most common thought that comes into the mind that, might i read OSHO some where but up to this moment i haven't. Ya i am deciding to read it and very soon i will come with the so called what we usually say is "Review".Then what is this "meeting to the ultimate" is all about? Does it is something which has given me the opportunity to being the witness of divine. No not at all, this is not like that. Then what exactly this is all about?.

Yup the ans is, today i come to know the truth again that the best competitor of your own is your mind with whom you have to compete everyday and once it will get the level of satisfaction you will get everything even the level of Divinity. And surprisingly i got these from those guys who are not feeling this at all as up to the level i know them they are the most unsatisfied guy over this MNNIT. One is close friend of mine and other is the one to whom i am understanding now a days.

The most intolerable guy in some situations when you feel that you are a social animal and the most desirable fellow when you are thinking about breaking the rules. So the condition is this that neither you can say that you are a pure social animal and nor you can say that you never to be the one who break the rules in the way as we breath normally we can call this as "the habit of admiring the negative energy".So the first Baibhav is simply the great in many senses as he is not only MNNITian but also my younger brother so i can not only rely upon him in many ways but also i learn t many things from him and the second one ...any wild guesses yes you are right but this time i am bother to admire this negative energy ..

Yup he is the one who got the hatred by the majority of the public still a notorious guy with a great way of presenting himself with the impressive knowledge of the vast areas though that knowledge is never going to help you as this is not in the dictionary of the Mr Deependra Vikram singh as he is not at all reliable and yes this is right in the best of my knowledge that though he may be capable enough for many of the job still he will leave you in the panic and not help you intellectually and this puts a great question on his credibility...whatever....i know that this is ok up to the time you are in the boredom of this college otherwise you have to adopt the positive energy even for the first breath of the survival.....

Creative writing

Hi to all,
I know it's a long run..we been together but no probs some times this distance is the ingredient which makes us so compulsive to each other that we usually starts to think about each other than never before.And the same i am doing...i am missing my team so that we can start work for the coming ANTRAGNI in IITK.

In my tenure of culture committee as well as other extracurricular activities i never felt such a exciting phase as i am feeling now after reading the story of individuals... which they had poured on their emotional paper when we decided that we will have "Personality super imposition " as the theme of our serious play...though i don't know yet that dose it is going to be acted there or we will adopt something else but up to this time i have the realization that if we will not be consistent we are not going to win even consolation prize.

Yup one thing i must say that all the papers i got if publish them the book will certainly be the nominee of BOOKER prize and this was the brilliancy they had shown in there writing.By d way it's great luck of MNNIT as well as mine that i got the great people in team on the contrary they are the technocrats by the profession they are performers by heart in the fields of their dreams.

I know that i am faulty.....but?

This is a time when it usually happens that you analyze all of your previous work outs, and whatever you had done in past as this is the time you got the outcome of all that so it is of utmost importance to know the causes.

Though this is not the exact case of writing this post though there are a quite similar things as this time again i am afraid of all time security mania , as here for getting a good job 7 CPI is required and i am afraid that may be this time i will get less or may be even more than the previous one the plank of this up and down is so unstable that i don't know what to say exactly ......i said to someone for favor to whom i never wanted to say this way....and may be i will keep saying this to few more as its life aspect for me to get 7. Though the situation is not much critical still i am in dilemma that ohhhhhhh god help me out from this drastic thinking of uncertain living and make my stay comfortable here for coming one year as this will decide the future of my life style here in MNNIT.

So this time the target is Data mining the most theoretical paper of this semester which is gonna be decisive one or better to say the decision making attribute... :)
So at the last i am electronically praying to god that ohhhhhhhh god give me the 7 CPI i am dying for .....aammmiiiiiiiinnnnnnn

In search of bonds .....

Hi to everyone, may be the topic of the post is seems to be quite unfamiliar but this defines the real story of the vivek,s life style ......searching the talents to whom he can admire and with whom he can learn the winning strategy of life......

And after the few from the final year of Btech in MNNIT i got one in the pre final year also...
Dipan Shukla .....guys were saying that he was the one and only undisputed name in the Btech prefinal and you will here his name only through out the next year......

And today i got the glimpse of that ....I met to him and got that whatever i heard was dammmmmmmm right ...he is not only undisputed ..but he is the one with the so called charismatic personality with the balance frame of Witt and classic way of presentation......

Saute to you man.....
And here in my side the processing starts....for me to check me out for all that what i had learned...so a new reform starts here.....

Bye .

Koshish kerne walon ke haar nahi hoty.....

Lehron se Darkar nauka par nahin hoti,
koshish karne walon ki haar nahin hoti

Nanhi cheenti jab daana lekar chalti hai,
chadhti deewaron par, sau bar phisalti hai.
Man ka vishwas ragon mein saahas bharta hai,
chadhkar girna, girkar chadhna na akharta hai.
Akhir uski mehnat bekar nahin hoti,
koshish karne walon ki haar nahin hoti.

Dubkiyan sindhu mein gotakhor lagata hai,
ja ja kar khali haath lautkar aata hai
Milte nahi sahaj hi moti gehre paani mein,
badhta dugna utsah isi hairani mein.
Muthi uski khali har bar nahin hoti,
koshish karne walon ki haar nahi hoti.

Asaflta ek chunauti hai, ise sweekar karo,
kya kami reh gayi, dekho aur sudhar karo.

Jab tak na safal ho, neend chain ko tyago tum,
Sangharsh ka maidan chhodkar mat bhago tum.
Kuch kiye bina hi jai jaikar nahin hoti,
koshish karne walon ki haar nahin hoti.

- Harivansh Rai Bacchan

First day in MNNIT

No doubt its like a dream come true for me type of a mediocare student that he is studying in one of the most prestigious college of India.I know that it's only a first step and i have to go ahead and to clear the difficulties more than this also...still one thing which giving me the backp is the newly made circle of my fnd's all cooperative..inthusiastic..brilliant.
Hope my stay of two year will become the duration of liviliness.