It's All About The Day

Yes this is... we have n number of times heard that don't worry you too will get some great thing at some special day... that special day will be only for you and you will be the whole sole owner of that. And at the age of 26 i too realise yes that is true even today.. when i get fail in interview i console myself with that... when i see some one in luxury and happiness i think the same line.. when i heard that some one has been there where i was always dreaming to be the same line strikes me again... So i have a number of situation when the line come to me and i accept them as ok some day i too will have the day of mine. :)

Life–> I am searching you …..

No..no..no Dont expect it as a philoshiphical or spritual or mental post [:P]. As i dont want to put you in the truma of tough sessions like yoga or something. I just wanted to know more that why i encountered a problem with the thought “That —> Life is something which i am searching and i am not sure about the success of my search”. I really hate whenever i think or work around google. Obviously yaar how smart a software it is, searches all along the web thousands and sometimes millions of pages related to life and concepts…. jai ho baba “Larry Page ki”. And at the other end there is me who even from past 25 yrs searching for the basic facts of life…..

1. What is the aim we are living.

2. Why the situation some time becomes so worst that we are unable to tackle them.

3. why blah blah blah….

So why…shuldn’t my dreams get frustrated enough to commit whatever ppl say as suc-ide [:)].

This is i hope the solo reason why some time ppl get settled with the compromised attitude and life style and believe that this was a god hand written rule and we can’t help it.

Then suddenly i realizes that ok all well …but do i really have the passion to know about the life..and if yes then i have a check list…..ans this:

1. Who are you?

2. What is the objective you have?

3. And what for your dreams comprises?

$. What you really want to be.

6. A specific punch line for you.

And i can bet on this that many of us or better to say 9.9 out of 10 will not be able to ans half of them, and rest i never count the exceptions like….”Every time a safe sex is not safe” [:P].

jokes apart…

So do we really search for the things we admire, we dream and if not ……wait…..wait….don’t say that this is similar to commitment. Believe me this is much more than commitment. This is a real interview of yours with the have and have nots of you possess.

Can you still say that you have the dying attitude to know about the life…..same as what Bindra was having when he shooted the birds eye.

And if you have the ans for this then the topic is no more boring for you ….you got the light ..cherish it..live it.

And say proudly——>>>>>>>> “Dreams I Am Coming”.

Ab Mujeh Badalna hai ……..

This is not because i am sad with my present status or something. This is because ppl are suggesting me to make myself as local as “Cutting in mumbai”, or “Dossa and Idali in south”.

I also dont want to change myself neither due to the reason that musraff left pakistan vergin nor due to the reson that leftist again want to pull the congress down.

The solo reason is this that some times “Chaay with band makhaan is much more adorable than the Cappachino in McD, the so called bhandaara plalce for middel age working group”.

As i told this i just want to know that why ppl are so concious and obsessed with the single cup of cocke in Mcd with the price of 45rs than the 1/2 lt of cock bottel in the dhabba shop just aside the door…they simply want to carry the brand or they want to carry some…”Crispy and crunchy voices,looks , images, birds…..whatever….”. Plz do reply hann ? :) .

Haan to main kya kah raha tha ……ya, sach main i tried a lot to overburden myself with the tough language criteria and grammar type of things which no where making me the replication of my own self.

So i vivek tiwari with full of my hosho hawaas and presence of my mind taking an oth that now onwards i will not sell the samosa packed in a wrapper bole to i will put the creativity not the language.

God Bless me.

i [miss] or mess my college days

Don’t feel bad and not surprised even …plz….yaar mery life hai if i am feeling it then kya hua. Nothing na. But yes this is true. Though i don’t know how much you agree with me and how many of you disagree (concentrate on much and many ;-) . Seriously whenever i recall then i got few lines running behind me like “micca running behind rakhi sawant” and out of those few were like:

1. Xl ki kudiyaan wah wah bhi wah

2. Those were the best days of my life

3. Din bhar kaam nahi aaram…

3. Sabka kata hai … [Sorry i can not give you the link :-) ]

So does it means all were sweet enough to recall or there were something which i am hiding. Those cold and heated comments of Profs who used to say that i am one of the most useless channel of his class, or the opinion of my friends who used to say that i am a so prominent bugger that i can give classes to “Raju Srivastava”.

The green park of our college which must be abusing us for digging and eating all the greenery like Buffalo,

The broken windows of every class where we stay for more than 1 day,

Every bench of the library which are still the manuscript of all the love and lovers and various uncensored dialogues which Nagesh kukunurr must love for his next movie,

and moreover anything…

The staircases of the college which are red colored not due to the sincerity of college management but due to the voluntarily mouth wash of my guttka loving fnds,

and how can i forget my hostel which was the best example of change:

you come at 9 o clock morning it is like an uncensored movie, ppl with and without cloths are trying to bath, to dress, to impress, to hide…..and many more.

you come at 12 o clock in the noon…… we are the morons, can eat anything……..and hygiene: ……….from where this world came to dictionary?….. ….i hope my hostel is not the right ans.

you come at 6 in the evening ……i can bet that Olympics can get many new champions and many new games to play and to include in list of games they formally have.

you come at 12 in the night …uffffffff this is not the right place to describe , we are hiding the things in the closed rooms and hearing everything with the earphone which we usually and casually use for secret reasons ;-) .

and hell ! you come at 3 o clock in the night …..and then you will realize that we have a call center office at each of the building floor near the staircase, the flower pot, the balcony and our sincerity employees are busy in different type of ascent and facial expressions in solving the customers problems [i hope you can understand that who are the customers]……but don’t ask.. :-) what and who are the customers ?

Finally the morons are on the bed.
And while sleeping i am realizing that i had lost those days when reality means dreams and dreams were beautiful. I can’t say that do i really miss or do i really messed my college days. But one thing about which i am pretty sure is I really loved my college days.

Friends orrrrrrrr FRI-> ENDs

Let’s discuss some of the thing which we really don’t want to discuss. What friends means to us and how we can fight for this word.

PPl who live arround you with the all the sharing of good and bad feelings are your friend …?

ppl with whom you shares all the secrets and nonsecret things are your friends…?

ppl who proves his worth with the puchline “A friend in a need is a friend indeed” are your friend..?

or ppl who really care about you and never shows the feelings through the word are your friend…?

None can define the exact, and precisely it is not possible. Indeed. Then why this word is lossing his worth and meaning i dont know about you but in genral cases and i am not saying this about me even, touchwood that i have good fnds deep inside me.

Why a fnd is worried about his fnd’s success, in negative senese..?

Why a fnd used to know about the progress of his fnd again in the gray shades..?

Why a fnd is happy but not in the same context as he or she should be, when his so called best fnd achives something great..?

I don’t know but yes i can say that all the relation is in trouble if this is a reality which modern genration is going through …And if success is realtive and the only parameter of having fnd’s and makind fnd’s then i must say that there is nthg wrong if above all lines are applicable to you or to your fnds. As this is the mandatory thing which must be fallowed by we all to have the Demo of fndship.

Why you are thinking negative when you are dreaming positive

The billionaires often scared of, poor often worried and mediocre often thinks of defeat even then they all dreams for the peak. Why this contradiction take place. Why your dreams are not making you powerful even they are making you weak, why? Reason is simple you are not a dreamer as there is a famous saying “Dreams are not which you see while you sleep, Dreams are something which never let’s you sleep until they realized” you are simply a passer by of thoughts who see and forget. True enough. Question which is arises now is why people can’t make a right decision in between these to thing’s their dreams and their work? Who stops them? And what makes them nostalgic?

Ans of each of the question is simple and straightforward “Lack of passion”. Though we all see it but each is not having the same passion for it neither all having same do or die attitude so either they forget it or they make a memoir of it so that in future they can say proudly that it was also my dream so what if i was coward enough to make it true now my successor’s will live it for me. Bull shit.

Friends either don’t see it or plz make it true because i am not going to see anybody living any body Else’s dream. As this is the complete debacle of ones own creativity and thoughts. So either have the guts so that you can realize it or live the simple life of eat drink and be marry. There is no need to be the one who dreams the future.

I am no more mediocre … I am the best

“I am no where going to fight like a moron for such a life where everytime people fight for the excellence”, and as soon as this is your line, i believe you are not a successful one. As the very much accepted defination, though i am not saying that success can be defined as it is relative, is always believe that in the area you are putting your leg your are among the best.

So being the best is no where an easy task you have to put everything of yours at the stake and then only you will become the best, whether this is the area of academics or personality or in genral life. Everytime you have to put the biggest strength of your’s for becoming the best or among the best. Because this is all about balance and the way you thought. May be you want to have all the things means you want to be the jack of all, O.K., it means you are the best as per as the balance making is in concern, as for becoming the jack of all the excellence is not requires in the areas you are in but in a way you are putting all those togather.

And i thought today i ralized it, can’t say up to what extent i am soleley in it but let’s see how many of you can find it.

Good day, all the best.

Mission fails .....Vision can not.....

This is something which looks like a more theoretical and philosophical thought. Though it is not. It is more practical than a theoretical saying but in first eye it looks like. I personally believe that some times we are so obsessed with the feeling that there is a north and south type of difference in between theory and practical. Because science says that hypothesis is not a practical thing.

Today we were busy enough to define the thin line difference between the hypothesis and practical approach. Why? Sorry it is a bit personal question. Though the reason is simple enough ...i am having the age of 25 and i am certainly transforming myself into the "Grahstra Aasram". So it is natural enough that i want a vision which i could have i was 18 but no sorry !!!!!!!!!! as it is always good to come back to the right path ....late than never.

Though we had defined the things earlier also ...but we were not professional then. We were having our personal problems along our way. But now we are free ....at least we thinks so . And it is right also....now there is an open sky in front of us ..we can fly if we want to fly....we can count the height and width of the world if decide. ..............................All depends.


But one thing about which i am sure is ...."Mission fails but vision can not". So what if we lost...in one game ...we are indians and we can make any game interesting even at the last moment....you can ask for the examples....take any thing...any thing like Indian cricket team .....you can lose even when all the batsman are waiting for there chance...you can lose even if you have to make one run and you have one over and 8 wickets.......you take Indian daily shops....hundreds of the time actor in them dies and reborn. .......you take Indian movies....you never distinguish between the hero and "super commando dhruv".

And this thought would make me charge again so that i can start the venture i dreamt once. I don't know the shape ...i don't know the size but one thing which i have is a dream, a vision and a promise. Which i have to kept alive.

Chak de Vivek.

Can u Believe !!!!!! My voice is silent

She sells, sea shells at the sea shore....
She sells, sea shells at the sea shore....
She sells, sea shells at the sea shore....

noooooooooooo nooooooooo this is not a tongue twister man this is the description that why i am silent. And this is not the only reasons. I have many more ...could be ...should be...would be .....and many more like this only.

I read from the "Tough time never lost....." that nothing is fixed nor the success nor the failure though it is not the first time i read but as this is the just next time and right time to quote it.
I don't know why the waves of such a negative thought ..... why the dying attitude to know More about the complexity in which i can blow....why the love to the unstoppable charm to be the perfect...but yes i am having all this and this i know is unstoppable.

Though i crossed all the limits of tough time which i usually believe was surrounded me when i was doing my Mtech and Btech and meanwhile when i was waiting for my posting. Then why this sense of nonsense fear? Does i really turned into the man who lives in a constant fear? Does i have some sense of insecurity ? Does i am the one who in search of excellence lost their presence ?

These are the questions which are much common to all those who seek the books written by "Shiv kheda, Robert H sculler" and many more motivational writer .

No i don't need for any motivational leader or a counsellor. All which i needed is a sound sleep, a great dream, a committed desire and a focused attitude. And then at the end of the day i too can say with the commanding voice that
"Tough time never lost but tough people do".

See you later.

Life make you enough stronger than you wanted to be...

Yes this happened and usually to those who wanted to achieve big in the world. As we all IBM recruits wanted to be the big and i suppose excluding me all are the master in their field. Life wanted to make them enough stronger so that they can bear things in any cost and situation ...Initially a company recruits you through the bash and get relaxed that the shape of life is decided. And just before you are making yourself mentally prepare for the new journey and the need of hour arises you got a news that still you are not authentic and you have to prove yourself once again.
So what is this can understand that the life is not at all playing a game it is making us stronger stronger stronger as every day passes more stronger than the previous.

A philoshpy which can make you worthy of life

I am in love with you irrespective of what you have and what you can give to me...may be! I am your best friend no matter in the situation we are living.... again may be ! We are the relatives the and the blood relation is always workable irrespective of the cause in which it is being applied....may be!.

These all are not only the situations where we usually come down and think that why this happened though everything was running smoothly. And the whole philosophical mouth got shout as no one is having the real ans of this turmoil of faith and relation. As in the previous post i suggested that may be the life is something which is all about give and take then why people are still interested in great love great friendship and great and liable relationships. Just because they want they can't get as these all things can only be acquired through a long and tough phase of examination.

Your friend is in tough situation he needs your help and you wait until comes you and ask for the same. Your love want the momentum though you too want the same but you expect it from her side as this is sth you can't compromise with. You know that your simple presence makes someone very happy but that you never want as you never want to be simple and specially when it concerned to the others ;-) what a joke.

This all is happening and still you sometimes cry for life for friends and for relations. Why this dual characterization? Why you cheat yourself just because of you are enervated you vacillate among the two points. And then blame others that the relation is not maintained by them.

So finally the cream is that no one is responsible for others and everyone is responsible of every other ;-) thus living happily is no mare a cause of living satisfied as the want and need you pursue is just because you persue not because you are passionate about.

So till than we will not put the remedy here we will never get the soul of relation no matter how many count we increase in out friend list.

Kal Ho Na Ho

I usually heard from my papa that when ever you are happy you do one job again and again and the same i am doing, though i don't know that why i am happy but as i am doing one job again and again so this proves that i am happy some how. So presently nature of mine is to see movies everyday and today i am back on track with the great and super hit Indian melodrama of love and affection "Kal Ho Na Ho ".

Certainly this is the movie which makes you sensational with every moment of it's change.The clear cut impact is on your heart which makes you enough powerful to bear the toughest challenge of your life and that is none other than "To defeat the death".And surely the title track tells the ambitious truth about life "Kal Ho Na Ho".


Salute to you Sharukh Mayur khan.You are really the best and apart from this movie is best at every aspect of it whether it is a technical one or any other area of evaluation, it is untouched.
So go fida with the movie every time you see it and if till than this moment you are only the listener then plz go and watch :Life is waiting for you.

Money matter's a lot ?

This is a simple question, may be it will have a simple ans as well but the question is that does it is right that we are having such a preconceived thought about the money?.

Certainly this is the only thing which is in the essence of every second thing but i just wanted to know that does it make any sense that we are so much critical about money that we had attached every breath of our life to this. So does money is the only the thing which is making people to live in their life? Here one more thing come into the mind of mine that why we exactly doing all the works of our daily life does it is again for the money?

1.Everyday i wake up with a dream that today will be a new day in the history of my life and certainly today i will add some values to me so that it will make me worth in the market of value selling.

2.While every deep sleep i encounter a dream which i ask to me that what your charms are and once i tell them each truth then it said to me that for getting these all you have to pay... and at the same moment i wake up.

3.I am simply roaming on the street i suddenly feel that someone is enjoying the life fullest as he is having every materialistic pleasure as one can have in his life and thus i decide at once that yes this is my destiny.

4.Each day mom's eye's are watching something and father's dreams are expecting something in near future they don't know that how they will get that by them self but certainly there is a brightness among their eyes which replicates me there to pay for all those dreams which they expected.

These are not the only reason may be thousand more and and thousand other are there apart from all which i mentioned above still i feel these are the catalyst which through' s us in the war of utterly long battle of To Make Money Slogan.And here we forget every other aspect of why to live life incorporating the single dream in us "That though not for us we are in the fray because for of the show buzz and society"as we have to prove that we too are enough capable of getting everything.

And here starts the endless journey of achievements which are never meant for the real pleasure.

The way we live the life?

Hi to you all for this so usual talks of mine which i feel around the world i live so it is a compulsion for me to share this with you people as only you can make this either effective or turn it into the defunct one.

I always thought that if you make a dream it means you are having enough reason to cast them into the reality then why it happens that merely a few percent of the dreams become the reality only and the rest lives in the same way as they were while dreaming. Why we are not enough responsible for those dreams which are the ramifications of our own mind's and this is the place where determination shows it's credibility.

My heart is beating .......

In this world always there are some sort of metrics which determines all the way that how much you are having as per the metric defined and thus your status is defined. And if the same happened to me so why i am bothering my self with the undefined frustration ...as this is normal that my performance will be judged by this only and have to live with it ..whatever it will be six , seven or anything in between . I have no access to the God's business otherwise certainly i try few tricks to increase CPI at this level , here what i can do is to make my self comfortable with this CPI by adding the confident of all other levels.

Every time peoples are suggesting me to have that much of CPI and i feel that sth is missing in body as the confidence hurt me evey time. Ya it's right that having the good record of all around 7 is cool to crack a cool job but what now when getting the 7 or not is the condition of dilema for this coming weel and afterwards i have to live with which all i will have.

So the situation says to me that i have to check the priorities where i can excel myself..

all the best to me for this coming session of WAR of CAREER.