i [miss] or mess my college days

Don’t feel bad and not surprised even …plz….yaar mery life hai if i am feeling it then kya hua. Nothing na. But yes this is true. Though i don’t know how much you agree with me and how many of you disagree (concentrate on much and many ;-) . Seriously whenever i recall then i got few lines running behind me like “micca running behind rakhi sawant” and out of those few were like:

1. Xl ki kudiyaan wah wah bhi wah

2. Those were the best days of my life

3. Din bhar kaam nahi aaram…

3. Sabka kata hai … [Sorry i can not give you the link :-) ]

So does it means all were sweet enough to recall or there were something which i am hiding. Those cold and heated comments of Profs who used to say that i am one of the most useless channel of his class, or the opinion of my friends who used to say that i am a so prominent bugger that i can give classes to “Raju Srivastava”.

The green park of our college which must be abusing us for digging and eating all the greenery like Buffalo,

The broken windows of every class where we stay for more than 1 day,

Every bench of the library which are still the manuscript of all the love and lovers and various uncensored dialogues which Nagesh kukunurr must love for his next movie,

and moreover anything…

The staircases of the college which are red colored not due to the sincerity of college management but due to the voluntarily mouth wash of my guttka loving fnds,

and how can i forget my hostel which was the best example of change:

you come at 9 o clock morning it is like an uncensored movie, ppl with and without cloths are trying to bath, to dress, to impress, to hide…..and many more.

you come at 12 o clock in the noon…… we are the morons, can eat anything……..and hygiene: ……….from where this world came to dictionary?….. ….i hope my hostel is not the right ans.

you come at 6 in the evening ……i can bet that Olympics can get many new champions and many new games to play and to include in list of games they formally have.

you come at 12 in the night …uffffffff this is not the right place to describe , we are hiding the things in the closed rooms and hearing everything with the earphone which we usually and casually use for secret reasons ;-) .

and hell ! you come at 3 o clock in the night …..and then you will realize that we have a call center office at each of the building floor near the staircase, the flower pot, the balcony and our sincerity employees are busy in different type of ascent and facial expressions in solving the customers problems [i hope you can understand that who are the customers]……but don’t ask.. :-) what and who are the customers ?

Finally the morons are on the bed.
And while sleeping i am realizing that i had lost those days when reality means dreams and dreams were beautiful. I can’t say that do i really miss or do i really messed my college days. But one thing about which i am pretty sure is I really loved my college days.

Mission fails .....Vision can not.....

This is something which looks like a more theoretical and philosophical thought. Though it is not. It is more practical than a theoretical saying but in first eye it looks like. I personally believe that some times we are so obsessed with the feeling that there is a north and south type of difference in between theory and practical. Because science says that hypothesis is not a practical thing.

Today we were busy enough to define the thin line difference between the hypothesis and practical approach. Why? Sorry it is a bit personal question. Though the reason is simple enough ...i am having the age of 25 and i am certainly transforming myself into the "Grahstra Aasram". So it is natural enough that i want a vision which i could have i was 18 but no sorry !!!!!!!!!! as it is always good to come back to the right path ....late than never.

Though we had defined the things earlier also ...but we were not professional then. We were having our personal problems along our way. But now we are free ....at least we thinks so . And it is right also....now there is an open sky in front of us ..we can fly if we want to fly....we can count the height and width of the world if decide. ..............................All depends.


But one thing about which i am sure is ...."Mission fails but vision can not". So what if we lost...in one game ...we are indians and we can make any game interesting even at the last moment....you can ask for the examples....take any thing...any thing like Indian cricket team .....you can lose even when all the batsman are waiting for there chance...you can lose even if you have to make one run and you have one over and 8 wickets.......you take Indian daily shops....hundreds of the time actor in them dies and reborn. .......you take Indian movies....you never distinguish between the hero and "super commando dhruv".

And this thought would make me charge again so that i can start the venture i dreamt once. I don't know the shape ...i don't know the size but one thing which i have is a dream, a vision and a promise. Which i have to kept alive.

Chak de Vivek.

To wait is imminent and for me it is impossible

A philoshpy which can make you worthy of life

I am in love with you irrespective of what you have and what you can give to me...may be! I am your best friend no matter in the situation we are living.... again may be ! We are the relatives the and the blood relation is always workable irrespective of the cause in which it is being applied....may be!.

These all are not only the situations where we usually come down and think that why this happened though everything was running smoothly. And the whole philosophical mouth got shout as no one is having the real ans of this turmoil of faith and relation. As in the previous post i suggested that may be the life is something which is all about give and take then why people are still interested in great love great friendship and great and liable relationships. Just because they want they can't get as these all things can only be acquired through a long and tough phase of examination.

Your friend is in tough situation he needs your help and you wait until comes you and ask for the same. Your love want the momentum though you too want the same but you expect it from her side as this is sth you can't compromise with. You know that your simple presence makes someone very happy but that you never want as you never want to be simple and specially when it concerned to the others ;-) what a joke.

This all is happening and still you sometimes cry for life for friends and for relations. Why this dual characterization? Why you cheat yourself just because of you are enervated you vacillate among the two points. And then blame others that the relation is not maintained by them.

So finally the cream is that no one is responsible for others and everyone is responsible of every other ;-) thus living happily is no mare a cause of living satisfied as the want and need you pursue is just because you persue not because you are passionate about.

So till than we will not put the remedy here we will never get the soul of relation no matter how many count we increase in out friend list.

Oh!! i am still alive

Thank god that i am still alive as i was very afraid that what will happen after they all will give me B day bums, but OK nothing wrong happened with any of my sensitive body part's so again i have an opportunity to live the life with the same dream and the enthusiasm as i live earlier.

Here some sort of tyranny happened to me that even i don't want anything unprofessional i am wired with some of my failure which never affects me any way still i feel the same set of unsatisfactory and the gradually decreasing behavior in me just because of that unimportant thing.So what if i am not qualified to sit in GE that was never my cake and i never wanted to get selected there.

But may be the problem is that i am seeing this that if it will remain the same rejection standard then if i am reject in primarily basis in some of my dream company then what will happen. Really the though of this is simmering me .

God knows where the destiny is still i pray to him to get me in the same where i am dreaming all the time ....plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz hello me god.

Bday : A day of joy or a forthnight of terror

Hello fnd's,
I am writing this block just a day before my real b day :) as from last few day's i am living under the shadow of terror of B day bombs though i haven't given it to any body as much terrific ways as other used to adopt, still same sensation i am feeling for me and this intuition becomes the most unutterable ugly reality due to my UN matured behavior which i had shown yesterday nigh. But surely i don't know why i had lost the control over my nerves, may the nostalgia of predefined terror or the insecure feeling for my career. Whatever yesterday night was one of the biggest i had in my social panorama.

As such i never behaved as i did yesterday when i shouted unnecessarily on my fnd's as they were simply weighting my tempo and i got caught up. Though again i had made the situation OK but in this i had lost the stability of my night and i question came in my mind that why this much terror i have whereas this is the complete day of my dominance as today is my b day then why this simply culture of B day bums are terrifying me:


It's so simple to say that it's a simple culture of B day bums but it is certainly to through your legs with the rocket speed at the bumps of the B day boy recalling all your previous ramifications with him , mostly the bad ones, this simple kick becomes the symbol of authorized revenge and whatever the facial expression you will show after wards will thought as your acting to be saved.:) but the truth is that no body going to make you free as they all make you as wary as your age is .

By d way this will have a salutary effect when you afterward stands on your legs and then the real expressions came out that how much you loved by your friends...So as the victim of the day i have a question that what is Panacea for the loveliest tradition of b day bums.
let's see what will happen with me tonight ......hoping for the best and urging to the god pl z save me as tonight at 12 am everybody will become inconsistent with my buttock so pl z save me there.

"Many many happy returns of the day to you vivek" "Happy b day to you " "May god give you all the dreams as a realty which you are seeing every night".

LAkshya the destiny

Hi friends , i know now a days i am too frequent to write a blog but what can i say except this that at this time i am feeling so much enthusiastic that i can't explain in the words.
I know that it is quite easy job to weep in front of the celluloid screen while seeing a movie or any real or non real drama which makes you encountered with your passionate living or whatever you say your emotions. But once the ploy is over it is too difficult to touch those imaginative moments in real life.

How many time you bend on your knees to thank to the god that you got sth for which you really work hard....how many times you weep with the so called "Tears of happiness".How many times your parents hugs you with the saying that "Son you make us proud ".I feel numbers are not even so that you can even move on your finger much. So the question is that why it happens so often that the work which we admire literally, for that we are not so much committed and disciplined.

Why it happens to the few family's only, that the father is having the tears in his eyes for the achievement of his extraordinary son. Why the son is extraordinary even though he too has the same nourishment of the breast feeding during his child hood, then what is the things which makes them special than the common one's. This is the question we have to think about as the parents of our's are also liable to have the same moment of joy which the extraordinary son's bring for their parents..

So the time is even not for away from the reach as there is always a good saying "Efforts may fail but don't fail to make the efforts". So folks do the job honestly which is assigned to you with the full perfection , perception and the follow the rule of being a professional ...
ALL THE BEST