I have some queries.......and some solutions also...

Some time it happens that we are in the situation where the confusion, frustration and all the negative energies meets and celebrate. This is the time when you are not at all able to go smoothly with all your "Chalta hai attitude". And then you decide to do something which is not brave which is sheer cowardic..which is a real shame to the human behaviour......

If you ever have a common though as i am discussing ....you can go through the test case i am prsenting to you. A common proble which we all feel ...and realize at some point of our life.

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Vivek: motte kua ker reaha hai...kuch suggestion do..i am feeling ajeeb sa..not feeling good..two reasons...

Padne main kai baar aisa lagta hai this is the palce i am not fit properly;'''...The qualoty which i was having or what i thought that i had in my college days...that is not even good.....enough to door ki baat ho gayi hai

i can not live with a slow and mediocre approach towards any work i am with.

so i am finding it tought to njoy it...i am not able to be the proactive here..chakkar ye hai ki..i am very much suffering from inferriority complex.....achha main dikhta nahi..acchi main angreji nahi bollta..programming mujhe aati nahi hai...GK main main achha nahi hun.....gaana main ga nahi sakta......naach main nahi sakta

:(...ab ye mat kahiyega ki main aap ko pakka raha hun...:(...if you can believe on me i am right..per plz kuch suggest kero

sandeep: kk.....I got the prob...never think some is better than u

Vivek: :(

sandeep: believe in urself

Vivek: how it is possible...man

sandeep: count ur positive points

Vivek: some one good like you is in forn t of me

sandeep: so wht

Vivek: how it is poosible that oyu belive that you are the best :(

sandeep: see tht many r not as good looking as i m so u ll feel better u hav a charming personality ha thoda ganja hai

Vivek: saale maje mat le i am serious main ..sucide ker sakta hun

sandeep: bt itna chalta hia...nahi ;le raha sale....tujhe achha feel karwa raha hun......regarding ur english its far 2 better than mine...

Vivek: saale main apni angreji se bada paersan uhn....GK se........peresaan hun

sandeep: wait

Vivek: GS se peresaan hun....Programming se persaan hun

sandeep: abe sun sale

Vivek: kahan gaya be....haan bata...:(

sandeep: abe GL a agaya tha.......abe tujhe aisa kabse lagne lag gaya

Vivek: jab se main marwah ke sath rahne laga...

sandeep: main to khud tere confidence ka deewana hhun.....

Vivek: jab se main banglore aaya...........jab se maine IB M join kiya........saale sab angrej ki chodain paida ho gayin hain.......

sandeep: pagal hai sale....sab bakwas hai

Vivek: saale main apna blog padhta hun ...fir doosre ka padta hun...........to main ker ta hia delet maar doun

:(

sandeep: pagal hai kya....sale English hi sab nahi hoti....meri to bahut gandi hai

Vivek: confidence to hoty hai be....

sandeep: ha hota hia....

Vivek: tery angreji aur to milke perfect hai..........saale

sandeep: but wo sab set ho jayega

Vivek: hope so.....

sandeep: abe hope so ki koi baat hi nahi hai.........sab ho hi jayega.......aur rahi Gk ki baat........to wo to paper padha kar magazines padha kar

Vivek: :(

sandeep: sale Ald wala n Muradabad wale Vivek ko yaad kar liya kar.....

Vivek: jab se NIT pahucha tab se choor ho gaya be........

sandeep: u ll feel better....

Vivek: koshish ker raha hun........saayad kuch sahi ho jaaye......:)

sandeep: abe aisa kya ho gaya ek dum..........bas abhi to sahi se training le.....

Vivek: haan wahi

sandeep: kisi ko kuch nahi aata.....

Vivek: nahi ais anahi hai.......dail routine main jab main rhytham nahi baitha patha hun logo0n ke sath

tab gusaa aati hai......

sandeep: abe jinhe ata hai thy r very less in nos.....

Vivek: ppl speaks so fluently ki i got absurd some time.........

sandeep: it happens....it happend so many times wid me.......sale tu to wahan sabse mil leta hai

thoda moral support to mil jat ahai.....

Vivek: saale to tujh se bhi to roj baat ho jaty hai...

sandeep: wht abt me...

Vivek: :(

sandeep: bt i m living...

Vivek: haan so to hai.......per to must hai be.........perfect type wala launda.....

sandeep: hr din yahi sochke jata hun ki aaj kuch achha hoga..........

Vivek: hoga be.....

sandeep: I m not perfect ...not at all....

Vivek: jaldi hi hum fir ek sath ek comp main chalegee.......

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Vivek: achhi wali

sandeep: :(

Vivek: jai mata di..........ab kya hua....to kyoun ro raha hai be

sandeep: hope so..........abe tu aise karega to mera to sara confidence hi khatam ho jayega..

Vivek: nahi be asia nahi hai.........hum sab sath main mast ho jaayenge.....

sandeep: so end of story is that we r gr8..we r gonna rock d world..........any how..so dnt wry.....chal ab main kuch khake aa raha hun......talk 2 u later......khush raho aabad raho.......:)..:) .... :)

Vivek: jai ho...k..TC

So The TRIO get completed and waiting for the SIX

Hi friends ,
Certainly the time came when i proudly can say that the TRIO of the software get placed in three BIG MNC's \"GE: Amit, IBM : Vivek, AMdocs : Sandeep". So ultimately the dilemma of the first round of campus is over and now we are away from the tension, yet the fight is not over as Rupesh, Harish and Manish is still remaining in the CS deptt, but no problem my best wishes are always with them and i know that sooner or letter the destiny will be same for all we guys.

I don't know why it happens that whenever i talk about my group i forget someone who is the only mindless macho man of our group D so called saktiman alias Baghaad alias Halwai the one and only Mr Arvind chaudhary, but ok this time i am bothered to write his name also as now he is not only my group mate but also company mate ;) and certainly i am afraid of his mindless power.

So the moral of the story i can say is that finally we all have achieved something which was long awaited by all of us and now we are having time to think about those aspects of my life which are prilimary weeker in comparision to other's. SO all the best to me for the coming few months of my rehabiliation. All the best to me again for this new fight.

The lines i love most......

Rukhsati ye nahi kehti ki juda honge hum.....
Ye to kehty hai ki yaadon pe fanna honge hum....
Are ye to suruaat hai fir se nayi kahni ka...
Sach to ye hai ki...
Beete lamhon ki nishaani pe fida honge hum.


Hello fnds welcome to you all here in this beautiful evening.....though there were not at all the common words for me neither the stage was new for me haan the audience was surely not of mine except a simple amount of my gathering...in the very first slot i had seen them as a rebellion and they behaved in the same way also...but thanx to them in the second slot his this attitude has given me the enough pleasure to make my self comfortable on the stage thanx to Deepan that he understand the things i said to him...and love to baibhav and yogesh who accompanied me all the way from the Btech side.

Other side of the coin was that i got the full support of the Mtech guys for this function...Sandeep, Arvind,Mahi ,Chauhan,Amit Tripathi,Deepak they all had done the great job including Mane also...And finally i got the thing at least up to the certain level...thanx to GOD and my mummy papa bhai biwi and all those who come across this journey...


HERE IS ONE MORE THING TO SAY......

Today after M.M.Gore sir i got one more sir to be the perfect suitable for my best teachers list B.D.Chaudhary sir. I can not forget his voice when he said to my whole group that "Man kerta hai ki danda le ker tuma sab ko maarun bachhon ki tarah " [:)]

and really his way of teching khair jo bhi tha ..we got good in the project so thanx to the Team effort and the major programmer "Amit". kahir beta amit i am telling you one day i will be there for the competition as B.D.C. sir talking about in the companies and the day is surely not for away....