What Should I do ?

Some of my frineds usually say to me that this profession is not my cup of tea and i have to move some where else. Exactly where i have to go they never told to me but yes they realize me that here i am not ablo to use my potential properly as i can do it somewhere else. They do say that some times stage performances as an actor, as an anchor and some times as a consultant i am fit.


Now here comes the opinion of my own soul which takes a deep breath and shut's all of it's door so that not even air is allowed to come out so how can i judge the right way if my soul is not permitting me or better i say not showing me the way i have to choose for being good in my profession.

Ok when some times i even thought to change the stream then the so called fear for the uncertainties and unsuccessful grasp and through me in the net of if or if not and here all the creativity and strength lost which i gained through the suggestions of my friends....

Does i have a personality superimposition.....?

The question is itself defining the thought that today i am going to scratch the old happenings of my life...at the same time question arises that why at this stage...? Why not earlier..? Whats the worth of this discussion ..?Does i am going to change anything or i want to regret for something ...? In all the cases the ans of mine will be a big NO...Then what the reason that we all are scratching our head collectively for getting those thought which can never be realized now.May be they can be done earlier, may be few of them can even today be realized partially..But is it the right time...?

The ans of all these questions come in one line only... that, what if we can re live the life what if we don't have the reverse button but one thing which we can do at any instant of time is to remember the mistakes we had done in past and to testify that neither we will committee that again nor we allow others to make such a blunder in their life's .....so my story start from here .
From this point what i can recall is my "lower prep" at the age of 4 when i had the fear that i have to sing a poetry at the school stage on 15 August...and from that day onward i did this job as many time as many celebration the dais of school has seen then after my college and finally my university has gone through the same replication.Every time i had something to say to my colleagues friends and to the other renowned persons of the gathering ...slowly i got stuck with the feeling that i have a great Anchor in me so at the level of class 8th i though i will become the News reader as that was the only place i knew for those who speaks and speaks brilliantly.

Here one thing is worth mentioning that i belong to family which can be put in the lower middle class where the fight is for living the life with proper prestige and nourishment is ever lasting so there is no place for fatal thoughts and silly dreams and even the parents don't know much about the fuddy duddy of life. The same happened with me,the would be Television Anchor when he suddenly thought and dreamed that Why not i add one extra diction in my name which will give me much money and power than a news reader as there parent also wanted the same from him....and thus i planned for that leaving the dream of becoming an anchor into the dustbin.

I never knew or realized it but people used to say me that i am good at Mathematics and then i thought that this DICTION can be "Er." and so i opted for engineering and got stuck with the dream of IIT as common as sun rises in the east. And then i realized that i was never good in mathematics so the story turns into the sad segment and after spending two lovely years of life while making cassetles in the air with the mask of IIT preparation. So the ramification of all this became like CANCER for my career and in the private engg college i lost all my love for studies and started doing all the extra study affairs....thank god i had done something right :-)) and from here the journey starts which told me at every stoppage of first year, second year then consecutively in the later years that, Engg was never the tea of my cup and i have to choose something else...

But the question even today remains the same ....Choose WHAT?...At this level when i have a master degree, when i already lived 24 years of my life without earning a good amount of happiness for my family what i can start..? Does it will be a right thing ....what's the guarantee that after adopting something new i will be able to get all my dreams...what if i again want to quit...?There are some of the questions which always tees me lot whenever i want to put my dreams forward....

I Know many people are suffering from the same condition of dilemma but why...shouldn't it be removed. Can't we put the gears in our life.If yes then when we will start ?..from our TOMB ...no ?

Profession...Perception....Perfection

Hello Fnds ..
I hope that you are all in good of your health and life as hoping this is the best way to protect oneself from the cluttered talks of the past ramifications.But no prob i am not here to deal with all those, yet have sth similar to discuss with you people.

I have a Question for you that have you ever dared to dream, have you ever thought that this unusual thing which is surrounding you with all the glitter and glamor in it's stake should be of yours ? And if yes then what the first thing you had done for making the dream a reality....

You may feel that what the hell i am pouring all along but my friend this is the logic which is so much necessary and urgent which we all have to understand and to implement also ,as "dreaming is never a big deal the big deal is to make that dream a reality" with all your committed and decorated style of working.

And the same is happing now a days with everyone of us ...."Some girl in the same in country in which i am living is a piolet in the crew and responsible for the life of hundreds of meaningful life's journey through that craft and this all she is doing in her early age of 18, some guy at the age of the 23 is responsible to make the Indian economy at it's ever seen boom and many others are also there who seems to be so common doing the very uncommon things as what they had dreamed was not at all a common dream". So the question arises that what the ingredient they have and we haven't as they had made there life a specialized one and we are still fighting for a smile nightmare in our life's?

Yesterday i was seeing the IIFA Awards ceremony where i met many of the globalized personalities to whom i admire and wanted to meet someday. During that 2 hour's of real eye opened dreaming i come to know about few of the very much flawless things that the all inherited by which means that i don't want to discuss as that depends and varies person to person as the Quality of adaptation is everyone have a different out look and then i come to know the three traits "Profession...Perception....Perfection".

which shows that may be the success the attire they had attained is different but the mantra they had used for that fort of victory is same and that shouldn't be debatable now as it is something which defines the mixture of present working stlyle....understanding of the future and the quality of the sunshine completness.

So folks let's join the club by adopting the qualities in any way we can adopt .