A week of realisitc movies:

Yes friends though the aim of coming here in the hostel was to study and to make my self prepare for the next sem, even then it was the distant dream to read anything due to two reasons :
1. I was not able to read by my self
2. I was not having the keen interest do so
May be any of the reason can be the true one still the loss of all mine , so what i decided is to go for a long drive of the realistic cinema the "The Hollywood" and consequentially i had seen eight movies round the clock....
1 Brave Heart
2 The Patriot
3 First Knight
4 The Miracle
5 Gladiator
6 Eurotrip
7 Entrapment
8 Antitrust
So this way i had the Hollywood cinema in this two days by all those means which i am getting all the way around you.
what i learned from these movies is something which i do share with all you as this was you who told me to do the same by all the mens you are getting for your own and personal enhancement ...yes i learned a lot from the movies like antitrust which gratify the story of all along software engg who are doing the job for the sake of there own life they are decreasing the problem if the world by decaying there own way of loving the life.............
Salute to those who are doing the same for the sake of enhancement of our life......

Mottivation changes life some times

soch kar hi khaayalon main bahut kuch ho nahi sakta....
chaah jab tak dabi hai tu bulandi chhu nahi sakta...
manjilaain hai bahut, milna kisi ka hai nhai muskil...
dikha de uth ke ab tu aaj...tujh sa mil nahi sakta..
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khayyalon main sittaron ko pakdnaa hai bahut aasan ..
raat aakhon hi aankho main pure hote hai sab aarmaan....
magar najdeek jo aaye to bijali kaondh jaati hai...
are mera sallona khwaab aise kho nahi sakta..
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tammana aaga ki hoty hai paani sookh jaaye sab.....
najar ye chahty usmain najare doob jaayain sab...
magar ye ho nahi sakta ki jab tak so raha hai tu....
nigaahain band hai aur khwaab main hi kho raha hai tu....

Someone has cheated me!!!!!!!!may be "I"

Speak...speak a loud...think and think a lot, these were the common thoughts when i started to make myself communicator ...this was june 2004 and from then up to few days before whenever i gotta chance through the dais none was their to overcome me than x to "Maa Saraswati" but may be the days are over now, may be my voice is not having the same rhythm, may be i am not having any control over my audience now and the result of all this is coming in front of all the way starting from my academics upto my extracurricular.
wajah kya hai main nahi janta lekin haa ye jarur janta hun ki kahin na kahin this is again a new line of test started for making me efficient and perfect, OK if perfection is something which is measured by your literal aspects only then ok i am also ready for this domain analysis.........


Be Ready.. i am coming for the value judgment :-(

My Love Letter

Kitny pyaari ho..tum..
So sweet of you..so lovable like a petal of new born baby, kitna pyaara sa ehsaas ho tum like a stream of sizzling sea, man to karta hai ki tumhain dekhta rahun tumhain poojta rahun kyounki janta hun ek en aakhon ka ek khoobsoorat aur sabse saccha sabse pyaara khwaab ho tum..I Love you and really i miss you jaan.Maaf karna ki jindagi main kai baar maine samjhote ki kassuti per tumhain kasa magar kya krta wo ajboori maine saayd tumhain paane ke liye hi paida ki thi, Magar a nahi ,,,ab sirf um ho aur tumhara ehsaas hai.Mery aakhain tumhain dhoondh rahi hain, my eyes are dying for you, My thought's are pouring my heart with your imagintaion PLZZZZZZZZZz come to my way i will hold you for ever.

Tumhara aur sirf Tumhara"Monu"

These all were the thoughts coming out form my eyes when i was seeing the movie "Vivah", no this was not mare the sentiments even though it was the reflection of the reality that why there is a discrimination in between a boy and a girl.Why parents do not want girls and why the most prestigious status of women is getting degraded day by day....
A father who knows the value of a good "son in law" , a father who knows the value of a great daughter and the epiphany of sp called "Kanyaadan". How they both are constructing a new melodrama of indian family with a Great husband who knows his responsibility about her wife , and at last but not the least a brother and a bhabhi who understands the delicacy of relationship...how they each are playing the well crafted game of indian cinema is the symbol of todays lovestory and i am totally amazed to see that how the life is going so smoothly even in the presence of so called tension and peresaany and that's the reason RAJSHREE producton is known for.."A Salute To Suraj Badjataya"..

Kyounki maujhe hak hai.....

Dekhna hai jor kitna baajue katil main hai....

"Life is simply adorable" ...i heard this phrase many times ..from many ways also...then why a three 23 guy's hanged till death ....if they also can live the same way ..with same prosperity and with the same way of enjoyment...why the life for him was an investment and what they got after such a great sacrifice, may be nothing or may be the complete opposite of that for what they let their life to the nation....Sarfaroshi ki tamanna ab hamre dil main hai..dekhna hai jor kitna bajue kail main hai.....kya matlab hai iska jab ki unki har ek kurbaani sirf simat ke rah gayi kuch kitaabon main...............

These were the thought's circulating in my mind when i was seeing the "Legend Of Bhagat Singh "third time, then why the same continuity is there in every youth . Why even today we are not getting the actual story of the "Complete Independence" saayad aaj bhi hum aajad nahi hai..ya saayad hum aajad ab hona hi nahi chahte hai.
Jo bhi hai one thing which is very clear is that sometimes when you are not feeling well with the system raise your voice at once because at the very second moment may be your voice scatter or may be your weakness stumble you.

A viva.....And A sintillating voice....

Once you are a newly born baby in a universe you don't know the behavior of world that how this physical world is going to treat you and the same was with me ..A newly born baby in the computer department is Vivek Tiwari....and today this was the first interaction of his with the practical world..though his voice was flickering....but the lap in which he is residing was smoother like a mother's hand ...which internally empowers him for his debut practical...Yes friends again today we all were in front of the judge who checks the growth on the basis of Value addition and personality enhancement...ya...we are also not even good on that checkpoint also, still satisfied ki "Jaage ga insaan jaamana dekhega".
A sorting algorithm which will sort all your priorities...a searching algorithm which will search all your prerequisites at once and the merger of these two means an ultimate success of your life's software that's all he wanted to teach us..
What else i share to you..may be we are not having all those fuddy duddy thing's which an iitian is having still we have a gadget of assessments in form of our one and only instructor....[;)] Gore sir.
By d way aaj thak gaya hun...going to sleep good night.

An everyday story...

Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday to you...Happy birthday to you...dear arvind...These were the common slogans during the one hours extravaganza,unfortunately mismanaged still the great one and enjoyed by the all hearts beating through out the Raman hostel and other's.
Then why these emotions and tiky talks from my heart?.....
No doubt again the overwhelmed attitude of mine has created the fuss over there..but certainly i was not the victim this time.I am simply the follower of the truth and definition of my own living style...so whats the problem if people are feeling or get hurt,may be the situation is that the criticism which i suppose is my verbose attitude is not my verbose attitude even it's my commenting talks which affects people many times or......or....may be they are jealous to me that i am having something they don't .....Hardly matter whatever the scenario was there...i don't remember, but one thing which is crystal clear is that everyone is having this attention seeking attitude...either give this to them or they will crack you all the way.
Ultimately i again thanx to my best friend"?" i suppose he can guess....thanx yaar you saved me again a......................

A new story ...just started

Lines were simple...that...
"It's impossible to move in two direction at the same time,as long as you fight against what you don't want ,you will make no progress towards what you desire."No doubt the scenario is common and today or tomorrow we have to face it willingly or unwillingly ....but the thing is that either you dig into your heels or you will move ahead and no doubt the second option is better for being the winner.
Every day i start with a philosophy.
If you can dream, but not make dream your master...
If you can think, but not make thoughts your aim....
Then this earth is yours and everything in it...
And it will be more, you will be a man.


Thak gaya hu yaar apne baare main batate batate....
Aisa hai suno gaur se...aakahri baar bata raha hun fir nahi baatunga.

Main wo parinda hun jo bahut unchi udaan bherna chahta hai..jo chuna chata hai aasmaan ko..jiske sapno main koi hai jo use har raat bas ek hi manjil dikhta hai...uske bina uske mummy papa uski salamti ki dua har pal kerte hai apne dil main baithakar rekhta hai jisi uska bhai.
Jiske doston ki duniya main wo ek pyaara sa jhonka hai....aur jo sab ke liya jita hai aur khud apni aaknon main doosron ke khwaab rakhta hai.
Bas yahi main hun ya yahi main banana chahta hun......

jai maa durge madat karo mery