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Saturday, December 19, 2009

Life–> I am searching you …..

No..no..no Dont expect it as a philoshiphical or spritual or mental post [:P]. As i dont want to put you in the truma of tough sessions like yoga or something. I just wanted to know more that why i encountered a problem with the thought “That —> Life is something which i am searching and i am not sure about the success of my search”. I really hate whenever i think or work around google. Obviously yaar how smart a software it is, searches all along the web thousands and sometimes millions of pages related to life and concepts…. jai ho baba “Larry Page ki”. And at the other end there is me who even from past 25 yrs searching for the basic facts of life…..

1. What is the aim we are living.

2. Why the situation some time becomes so worst that we are unable to tackle them.

3. why blah blah blah….

So why…shuldn’t my dreams get frustrated enough to commit whatever ppl say as suc-ide [:)].

This is i hope the solo reason why some time ppl get settled with the compromised attitude and life style and believe that this was a god hand written rule and we can’t help it.

Then suddenly i realizes that ok all well …but do i really have the passion to know about the life..and if yes then i have a check list…..ans this:

1. Who are you?

2. What is the objective you have?

3. And what for your dreams comprises?

$. What you really want to be.

6. A specific punch line for you.

And i can bet on this that many of us or better to say 9.9 out of 10 will not be able to ans half of them, and rest i never count the exceptions like….”Every time a safe sex is not safe” [:P].

jokes apart…

So do we really search for the things we admire, we dream and if not ……wait…..wait….don’t say that this is similar to commitment. Believe me this is much more than commitment. This is a real interview of yours with the have and have nots of you possess.

Can you still say that you have the dying attitude to know about the life…..same as what Bindra was having when he shooted the birds eye.

And if you have the ans for this then the topic is no more boring for you ….you got the light ..cherish it..live it.

And say proudly——>>>>>>>> “Dreams I Am Coming”.

Ab Mujeh Badalna hai ……..

This is not because i am sad with my present status or something. This is because ppl are suggesting me to make myself as local as “Cutting in mumbai”, or “Dossa and Idali in south”.

I also dont want to change myself neither due to the reason that musraff left pakistan vergin nor due to the reson that leftist again want to pull the congress down.

The solo reason is this that some times “Chaay with band makhaan is much more adorable than the Cappachino in McD, the so called bhandaara plalce for middel age working group”.

As i told this i just want to know that why ppl are so concious and obsessed with the single cup of cocke in Mcd with the price of 45rs than the 1/2 lt of cock bottel in the dhabba shop just aside the door…they simply want to carry the brand or they want to carry some…”Crispy and crunchy voices,looks , images, birds…..whatever….”. Plz do reply hann ? :) .

Haan to main kya kah raha tha ……ya, sach main i tried a lot to overburden myself with the tough language criteria and grammar type of things which no where making me the replication of my own self.

So i vivek tiwari with full of my hosho hawaas and presence of my mind taking an oth that now onwards i will not sell the samosa packed in a wrapper bole to i will put the creativity not the language.

God Bless me.

i [miss] or mess my college days

Don’t feel bad and not surprised even …plz….yaar mery life hai if i am feeling it then kya hua. Nothing na. But yes this is true. Though i don’t know how much you agree with me and how many of you disagree (concentrate on much and many ;-) . Seriously whenever i recall then i got few lines running behind me like “micca running behind rakhi sawant” and out of those few were like:

1. Xl ki kudiyaan wah wah bhi wah

2. Those were the best days of my life

3. Din bhar kaam nahi aaram…

3. Sabka kata hai … [Sorry i can not give you the link :-) ]

So does it means all were sweet enough to recall or there were something which i am hiding. Those cold and heated comments of Profs who used to say that i am one of the most useless channel of his class, or the opinion of my friends who used to say that i am a so prominent bugger that i can give classes to “Raju Srivastava”.

The green park of our college which must be abusing us for digging and eating all the greenery like Buffalo,

The broken windows of every class where we stay for more than 1 day,

Every bench of the library which are still the manuscript of all the love and lovers and various uncensored dialogues which Nagesh kukunurr must love for his next movie,

and moreover anything…

The staircases of the college which are red colored not due to the sincerity of college management but due to the voluntarily mouth wash of my guttka loving fnds,

and how can i forget my hostel which was the best example of change:

you come at 9 o clock morning it is like an uncensored movie, ppl with and without cloths are trying to bath, to dress, to impress, to hide…..and many more.

you come at 12 o clock in the noon…… we are the morons, can eat anything……..and hygiene: ……….from where this world came to dictionary?….. ….i hope my hostel is not the right ans.

you come at 6 in the evening ……i can bet that Olympics can get many new champions and many new games to play and to include in list of games they formally have.

you come at 12 in the night …uffffffff this is not the right place to describe , we are hiding the things in the closed rooms and hearing everything with the earphone which we usually and casually use for secret reasons ;-) .

and hell ! you come at 3 o clock in the night …..and then you will realize that we have a call center office at each of the building floor near the staircase, the flower pot, the balcony and our sincerity employees are busy in different type of ascent and facial expressions in solving the customers problems [i hope you can understand that who are the customers]……but don’t ask.. :-) what and who are the customers ?

Finally the morons are on the bed.
And while sleeping i am realizing that i had lost those days when reality means dreams and dreams were beautiful. I can’t say that do i really miss or do i really messed my college days. But one thing about which i am pretty sure is I really loved my college days.

I want to become a good time pass

Looks absurd!!!!!!

Ya it is. This is the first time you are reading crap like this but one thing about which i am pretty sure is that you never seen this line at the angle i am seeing it.

I can translate it in three different meanings:

1. I want to be a good companion.

2. I want to be a good mentor.

3. I want to be a person with all the sharable joys.

Probably i had justified myself, still for the age old people who are still in the dilemm to understand that what i mean i am having one more paragraph.

Sometimes we feel in a group that we are speechless, specially, when we are two only and the other one is a female. Now You certainly want to be the one of above three. Ya! this is you who has a responsibility to carry on the relation, so what if you are two only and you have less common to talk and probably nothing to discuss. As now you are open you can talk anything, you can mold the discussion any where if you have guts.

Sometimes your closest friend said to you that he is being suicidal now a days and you have to give him some solutions to his problems at least some suggestions. You are again speechless as you can’t give him anything more than what ” Shiv Khera” has given to millions of people. You have no solutions ..you have nothing for your friend. It means you again need one or all of above three as either do justice to your friendship or leave the name friendship from the relation you two are having.

Sometimes the mob is uncontrolled and now you are the one who is going to take the charge to control them but you surrendered because you think that you are not “Nana Pateker” and you can’t be the hero of “Krantiveer”. So what if the situation is going to be worst due to you only. You again want the same remedy of above three.

Many times you see a girl and you want to talk to her but no you can not, because we are obsessed with the thought that talking to a girl means talking intimacy …or talking sex. That’s why you will prefer to go without ticket but never say to the girl in the sorter line that you need one ticket as you think that you are talking to her because of you want to get intimated. What the crap ? Necessarily you want one of the above solutions.

So this is something which i believe that we all should have and finally i can say to all my friends who are looking for a girl [:)] that this is something which a girl want in her boy friend.

Sorry girls!!!! I don’t know what boys want in his girl.

Good Bye…for the next post. Finally there is nothing wrong in my terms if i am going to become a good time pass. As i am going to save many things which i explained above.

Aapka

Love Guru.

Friends orrrrrrrr FRI-> ENDs

Let’s discuss some of the thing which we really don’t want to discuss. What friends means to us and how we can fight for this word.

PPl who live arround you with the all the sharing of good and bad feelings are your friend …?

ppl with whom you shares all the secrets and nonsecret things are your friends…?

ppl who proves his worth with the puchline “A friend in a need is a friend indeed” are your friend..?

or ppl who really care about you and never shows the feelings through the word are your friend…?

None can define the exact, and precisely it is not possible. Indeed. Then why this word is lossing his worth and meaning i dont know about you but in genral cases and i am not saying this about me even, touchwood that i have good fnds deep inside me.

Why a fnd is worried about his fnd’s success, in negative senese..?

Why a fnd used to know about the progress of his fnd again in the gray shades..?

Why a fnd is happy but not in the same context as he or she should be, when his so called best fnd achives something great..?

I don’t know but yes i can say that all the relation is in trouble if this is a reality which modern genration is going through …And if success is realtive and the only parameter of having fnd’s and makind fnd’s then i must say that there is nthg wrong if above all lines are applicable to you or to your fnds. As this is the mandatory thing which must be fallowed by we all to have the Demo of fndship.

High School D Musical: A Bridge of Multiple Personalities

Who said that you can never have more than one target at a time, who said that at one time eyes are seeing only a single dream.No not at all dream as i already tried to explain by myself is sth which comes from your passion and executes through the determination you are having. So no matter that at a time you are having one or more the thing which is of the importance is that how you had manged the time you required and you have. You can be great a singer but at same time you want to be a good writer then? Do you need to kill one of your own dream which makes you live and gives you courage to fight with this world for your own sanctity of truth and emotions. No the movie symbolizes the same that if your passion is true and the path you are fallowing is right then the day is not for away when people will say that yes this is the fellow who has done all the things together with the same importance and zeal. And here the passion is sth which come from your inner soul and the pressure you feel to show the world that you are living not simple because of you are living but rather for making your living a milestone for other.

So finally i can say that the moral of the story is “Timing is the ingredient which along with the passion and commitment can execute n no of dreams togather if you are faithful for each one

Why you are thinking negative when you are dreaming positive

The billionaires often scared of, poor often worried and mediocre often thinks of defeat even then they all dreams for the peak. Why this contradiction take place. Why your dreams are not making you powerful even they are making you weak, why? Reason is simple you are not a dreamer as there is a famous saying “Dreams are not which you see while you sleep, Dreams are something which never let’s you sleep until they realized” you are simply a passer by of thoughts who see and forget. True enough. Question which is arises now is why people can’t make a right decision in between these to thing’s their dreams and their work? Who stops them? And what makes them nostalgic?

Ans of each of the question is simple and straightforward “Lack of passion”. Though we all see it but each is not having the same passion for it neither all having same do or die attitude so either they forget it or they make a memoir of it so that in future they can say proudly that it was also my dream so what if i was coward enough to make it true now my successor’s will live it for me. Bull shit.

Friends either don’t see it or plz make it true because i am not going to see anybody living any body Else’s dream. As this is the complete debacle of ones own creativity and thoughts. So either have the guts so that you can realize it or live the simple life of eat drink and be marry. There is no need to be the one who dreams the future.

Path holes : In the way of dream

“Though i know this is not wrong decision still it is being proved to be wrong as many of us feels so”. This thought usually comes to all of us, just after a moment when we realize that we are living a pipe dream and reality is no more. Then the specialzed comment used to come , why you have done this , may be the other path was much suitable for you than this as that justifies you much, or other blh blh blh ..you as a fighter will never mind these thoughts as it stimultes you to do more and much work but suddenly a shot came and unfortunately from the side which seems to be your’s only and ths shock is like this that now you can’t even put your counter view. Why this happened? Why those who believes to live in your supermecy and love they are becoming wild here plz dont misinterpret the word supremacy…

This is all due to the reason which i can felt is the nastyness of success which they and you haven’t and that makes them the power pack of opinions. Ok this is not the end of one’s dream to be the one who is all along acceptable.

So dreamers from my side all the best to you and long live dreams. But with a caution a dream is not a silly nightmare it can be the destiny if you feel it and if you want to make it realy big and real.