Mera chautha karwachauth

भोर के इस पहर तुमको सोते हुए ,
देखना इस तरह इस कदर प्यार से|
ऐसा लगता है ख्वाबों में हो एक परी ,
आ गया हूँ मैं सपनो के संसार में |

सुबह की रश्मियाँ छेड़ने जब लगीं ,
नींद आँखों का घर छोड़ने जब लगीं |
मिच्मिचायी नजर, करवटें बेखबर ,
दिल ये चाहा लुटा दूँ मैं जाँ प्यार में |

तेरा अलसायी नजरों से यूँ देखना,
तेरा होठों के जरिये मुझे छेड़ना |
दिल ने चाहा यहीं वक़्त को थाम लूं ,
फिर से खो जावूँ मैं तेरे संसार में |

शाम की है घटा , थक चुका है बदन ,
प्यास होठों पे है मन है फिर भी मगन |
कितनी हसरत से सजती संवरती हुई ,
भर रही है मेरा प्यार वो मांग में |

देखो पल्लू मेरा है सही या नहीं ,
देखो साडी के प्लेटें सही या नहीं |
देखो सच बोलना तुमको मेरी कसम,
कैसी लगती हूँ दुल्हन के सृंगार में |

सारे नाजुक से रिश्ते निभाती हुई,
हर रिवाजों पे सर को झुकाती हुई|
तेरा मासूमियत से मुझे देखना,
झुक गया में तेरे सामने प्यार में |

About me

One Year Back:

Thoughts are always your's but what if you are unable to express them...feelings are always your's but what if others are unable to feel the pulses of that.....and here i am presenting the remedy ;P)----join me and get settled. But please remember one thing and that is "Mery biwi ko nahi hai pata toooo mery biwi se mat kahna :=))" .

Point2.--------------
So finally i can say that life get settled but still it is the ploy of others hand to run the life of mine and here the pinch comes directly to my heart that how i can live a life which i am not governing. Though getting through IBM means a very big satisfaction to my career path still the same feeling of not getting the fullest make my night's uneasy. So this is the clear cut indication that i have to go a long way, Indeed.

Point3---------------------------------

After every time spam your ideolgy get change ...your preferences get change and so as mine..after this long term i am again here with few of my new character traits with the personality mix....
Never i thought that this way of living will any time become my passion. Doing orkutting is somehow ok for me but doing programming..oh shhhhhh...i never thought it about me, but now i suppose it's going to be true for me.
For whom pointing the fingers means to suggest the members of team to do this or to do that but now the fingers are very much instructing to the mind to include this or to print that..I don't know how much i am going to be happy with it but certainly at present time i am very happy to live with my premature d programming experiences....
Rest all i have written in my blog you can make yourself comfortable there....
yaaaaa but at last one thing which i must tell is that..

"Thoda hai thode ki jarurat hai ..jindagi fir bhi yahan khoobsurat hai "

so living the life gracefully i am happily welcoming you in this web space of mine :)


"sanson main mahak rah jaaye wahi kaafi hai ....
yaadon main kasak rah jaaye wahi kaafi hai ...
tere sath hum rahin na rahin....
tery yaadon main mery jhalak rahe jaaey wahi kaafi hai ...."


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Latest research :

It's yet not clear to me that who am i, though i usually ask this to my friends and put a brief lecture on it, that if you dont know about your own strength and weakness then how you are going to tackle the world. But i suppose even i dont know the brevity of this world that who am i ? and what i wanna be ....
Point2:
every time my dream make me aware about the above question but in the very next breath my nerves make me possessive about my local obsessions and that's the end of the story. Certainly one can ask that you must had learned some lessons from your dream which you usually see then ans for this is yesssss at last i beleive that at the end there is no moral in the story and i have to walk in the way only where the wind is flowing no matter i love that way or not....
Point3:
So the answer comes like : I am useless fellow who dream big and then again dream big and then the loop continues up to the last breath so i dont have any time to do anything with my dreams to make them reality as i am already busy with another dream.

Thank you very much

Last "Culrav" of college life

So finally the day came which has brought the truth that vivek now you will no more enjoy the culture fest of college being a student :) and i am happy to accept it as me too don't want the same situation any more. My life is calling me hard and i am unable to resist it's voice. This time the greatest experience was, that i was fully a non competitive viewer who was seeing the things analyzing them and was living some cool life while watching someone very special ...an outsider female participant :P .Though from the first day onwards my creativity was at the peak as i heard two of the much awaited icons of Hindi poetry Dr Kuwanr Bechain and Dr Kumar Vishwash and not only heard them but also met them, feel them and learned from them thanks to MNNIT allahabad.
होके मायुश न यूँ शाम से ढलते रहते रहिये
जींदगी भोर है सूरज से निकलते रहिये
एक ही थावं पे ठहरेगे तो थक जायेंगे
धीरे धीरे ही सही राह में चलते रहिये
These were the lines which really tells me the way that life should be moving as dynamism is the ingredient which makes living a reality. And may be i am some where losing that dynamism in my life. Ever time i have something special in my mind but this is the dynamism which putt's me at the back again.


So where is the flaw? Why in the wee hours only i feel that i have to wake up? Why sometimes winning is not my attitude? These are the questions which are generally the problem of all but all those who get the solution get the motion.

So i am again in the Que of dynamism let's see when i will get that?

A new line for you

Some new creations By me: vivek"Veeran"

पहले ये हाल था की गम हमें रुलाते थे
अब ये आलम है की हम गम को हंसा लेते हैं
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मेरी तकदीर में मालूम नहीं लिखा क्या है
हम तो बस ख्वाब देखते हैं सजा लेते हैं |
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हमको एहसास है लम्बी है डगर सूनी है
बस यही सोच कर रूठों को मना लेते हीं
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मेरे अश्कों की कीमत यूँ तो जाने क्या रही होगी
वो तेरी याद थी जो कौदियौं में बह गए सारे...
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अभी कुछ रोज पहले दोस्त थे हमराज थे मेरे
जरा सी रात क्या आई पराये हो गए सारे......
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बड़ी बेजार दुनिया है बड़ी मतलब परस्ती है
वफ़ा और दोस्ती बस नाम बन कर रह गए प्यारे...
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बड़ी मुदात से जिस लड़के को इस काबिल बनाया था
वो लड़के किस तरह रिशते भुला बैठे यहाँ सारे

What Should I do ?

Some of my frineds usually say to me that this profession is not my cup of tea and i have to move some where else. Exactly where i have to go they never told to me but yes they realize me that here i am not ablo to use my potential properly as i can do it somewhere else. They do say that some times stage performances as an actor, as an anchor and some times as a consultant i am fit.


Now here comes the opinion of my own soul which takes a deep breath and shut's all of it's door so that not even air is allowed to come out so how can i judge the right way if my soul is not permitting me or better i say not showing me the way i have to choose for being good in my profession.

Ok when some times i even thought to change the stream then the so called fear for the uncertainties and unsuccessful grasp and through me in the net of if or if not and here all the creativity and strength lost which i gained through the suggestions of my friends....

Evertime there is Money which dominates and there are Realities which truncates

Easily if you are having money then the dreams are lesser in number which are unaffordable and for this what maximum you have to do is you have to buy it and some one who will not have that money will sold them even when these are his dreams and he had seen them with all the passion and zeal but no he is not worthy of it as he is not having money"The cost for maintainability of Dream's" is no doubt a big Money.


It's not at all wrong that you are the follower of the truth in this so called civilized world as we all know that truth, now a days is even worse that the crap. So the thing which matters is the way you present the truth and reveals the shadowy aliment of society. Because this makes you intelligent as people who are the winners don't do different things but do things differently so if you are having a dream that you have to change the system then the first step is you have to live with the system.


As i always

"Youn tamasha dekhne main hai maja kuch bhi nahi ..
Asliyat to tab dikhegi jab dikho kirdaar main
Waise to duniya yahan per bhar rahi hai dam hajaar..
tery kimat tab milegi jab biko baajar main"

Yahan her raat ki subah hai humdam tum na ghabraana

The way we live is usually the way we can understand the situation around us. Though at each and every time feel that we are pretty good in visualizing the things that what is good and what's not. But in many of the cases the overall perception is only judged by our own mind and that's not right as we live in the world which is having many threads and they pulls each other every time. So what' s the best way now?

Does our imagination is wrong or we have to take the advice from others every time we want to start a new venture ...whatever in all the cases the creativity diminished.

Here all which i want to put is that the reason at the back of every one's failure is that he or she has not done the homework or the relative study of their destines properly. Each one of us want to be the milliner but how ? this no one knows. We all want to be the one having all the luxuries but how this is away from us and the big thing is that even i am writing this i am suffering from the same. So does this is right that the hands have everything mentioned earlier and luck is more powerful than hard work.

Does we can not do anything but the destinies are predefined?

No clues at all. But yes the majority is suffering it means there must be something which is dealing with this type of failure may be the commitment or whatever but something must be missing between luck and dreams.

The Merger of Vivek with Professional Vivek

Time is such a great manager that whenever it requires something uncommon to be happen it make this in a way that the uncommon people takes it for doing and the same happened with the creation like me Vivek Tiwari. I never ever thought that i will sit in front of computer for such a long duration with the consent of my own heart for searching the things and putting them into my research area...

Whatever as i am doing this now a days and making it like a great deal of merger in between the talkative vivek and vivek who is now wanted to prove him someone like Einstein so let's see what will happen when a new formula e will be devised.