To wait is imminent and for me it is impossible

Mtech is finally over

I never thought even in my dream before march that some day i will become Master of Technology and that also in the field of Software Engineering. A tons of thax to my well wishers and god who helped me in the greatest gamble of my life. Here few points are worth mentioning Amit, Sandy, Rupesh, Harish, Manish, Arvind and many more whose name may be missed by me were the stepping stones to me. I am calling them all as points because all together have made my CPI = 7.

Though behind the scene i was having my past relationships with MITians and there support also which ever times made my confidence enough high to tackle with the situation. Whatever..., today i am a graduate with the highest degree and now the ways are open to move in the direction i want to.

Then where is the problem ..? Does it is in the package? Problem is in the knowledge i gain? Problem is in the market situation..? and some times problem is in my attitude...? Again i have question that where is the solution? And this time ans is simple and that is vivek go through your resume, your one hobby is introspection and retrospection. Why don't you try that?

Yes this is the time when i am living in the maximum possible fluctuations so it's better to analyze that what is good and what is bad in me so that i can put the ramifications before it create problem to me.

Till than this much is sufficient we will meet again ..shabba khair.

What will happen tomorrow ?

Today is monday, a day of shiva and tomorrow is tuesday, a day of shiva's soul "Hanuman". In my life these two days were always having an important impact and so as tomorrow i am going to have something great and good for me. May be this is an optimism, a positive thinking whatever but i know by myself that whatever is happening in this world is for the benefit of your only. So what if you are suffering in one phase of your life, certainly you are going to get something great tomorrow.
MTech is going to end and tomorrow i am having my final defence, though the prefinal was breathtaking i am having some good expectations for tomorrow. May be tomorrow is a day when i will enter into a new phase of my life. Still my thoughts are much wired, that how all things will be managed by me. No doubt only fate can make me happy, still i am trying hard to convince god and my heart so that all the dice will count me to the top.

Result will be self explanatory and will come tomorrow only i can only say ......"Help me God".
Jai Mata Di

High on the high way

Though this was not as high as the movie "Dus Kahaniyaan". Still we were high in our moods. As the troup of we seven are on move towards a destination we dont know and we never met earlier...........

Rest of the updates i will give to you when i will be back...
Till than keep readingggggggggg



So i am back here....Roadies of MNNIT allahabad started their journey from NIT campus and then first stopage was Swaraj Bhavan Museum though we want to take a closer look of Allahabad University but due to the high in speedometer we had just taken a glimpse ;) not more. Then the next destination was so obvious, and that was "Sangam". There we stayed for more than an hour and thanx to Arvind and Manish for such wonderful effort they made for getting snacks for us. It was really great to see all of us togather at Sangam Of three divine rivers Ganga, Jamuna, And Saraswati. This was our luck only that just before our presentation we got a chance to be there. This makes me always crazy to hear the enchantment of vedic mantrs and today it was beyond my expression, i was hearing all that at holiest place of universe, king of all the piligrims and that is one and only Prayaag. Jai Ganaga Miaya...Bum-Bhole.

Our's next destination was the best example of hydrolic mechanism "The Nainy Bridge". It was like swirling device which we were feeling even with the move of Truck and Marshells. Yes Vibrations we were feeling were vibrant enough to make us more crazy than we already were. And we were really enjoying that. We had also gone for photo session with roadie spirit :). Really having friends, bikes and time specially when you are feeling that you want to make this time a memory, there is certainly no good option than to go for a long drive on highway. And the same we were doing. As we all know this is the last trip we are having togather in Allahabad. No one know the future but reality is that we all are going to miss these college days for forever.

By D way then this was the time for long awaited Dhaba night and we all were searching for a good motel. and offffff we haven't got it again but as we all know there is nothing in this world which doesen't have it's consequence and so as here. We got "Sai Dham" A place which is divine for me and for crores who believe in truths. Jai Sai Baba ki.

So for nourishing ourself we were again for a long run to our favouirte Sri Ram hotel at Railway station. And there we had taken our so called fixed menu for all time ;) and for any case, lunch, dinner or whatever you talk.

Finally we were back to track and then a no stopage run towards NIT Allahabad.

In whole i had missed one thing and that is to pay my regrads to those who had given us their bikes. Arun sir, Amit Raj sir, Shaym, Khatri and Jaat. And also to Sandeep who was brave enough to drive that scooter.

Team it's time to say good night. Take a sweet nap as it is enough late and i know that you don't have much time for tomorrow morning.

Roadies: Amit, Arvind, Harish, Manish, Rupesh, Sandeep, Vivek

IBM : A reharshal .....

Though today i can say it again that i got two jobs one which i have already TCS and the other one whcih i had cleared twice is IBM though the happiness is again half as we dont know when we have to join like many others and unlike many others .. as few from other colleges got the joining also. SO the unpredicatablity still lies. And in the situation like this if you decide not to enjoy then i dont feel that anything wrong is in it. YOu want to make sure and then only you want to creat the Buzz so go ahead. But no people whom you count as your best budies they cant understand or partialy they dont want .....I cant say exactly but yes i have a Question in my mind can they imagine that what i am feeling when i am not having the joining date while eveyother is having, can they imagine that what i feeling that i am giving the test for the thing which i already achieved, can they imagine what i am feeling when i have to join in a company with the lower packg than that which was offered to us at the time of joining while all other has incremented the pay package, can they imagine that i have to sign a bond also which was no where in the context when i got through the company. No they cant as they dont want to think with this perspective, and yes why they should think, it is no where linked with them :( sad enough.
No idea what it is and who is wrong and what i have to do in this situation. I know some of my friends are not having job and they are in a worst situation that mine but god knows about them that something great can happen with the tomorrow as the opportunity they are having none is having.
So comparing with some one is again a wrong thing. The soul is should i really be responsive to these thoughts, should i really be the one who walks alone with all the good and bad things at his own eyes.
I cant say about others but can say to myself that "Vivek None has seen the futuer but the past says what Darvin said earlier "If you want to live fight and prove the worth otherwise go and get a deep sleep somewhere under the earth" and this is all about life."

Chicken Pox

Sadly I got through this. And as of now i am OK but the Scars i have is really giving me panic. Whatever here is some information i want to share with you all.


What is Chicken Pox?

Chicken pox is a highly contagious viral disease that is spread by direct contact or breathing in germs from someone's cough or sneeze. Two weeks after exposure, chicken pox spots appear on the body.

How is it treated?

Baking soda bath.

Calamine lotion as needed to skin.

Benadryl liquid or capsules taken by mouth for itching.

Important points to remember:

Chicken pox is spread by direct contact or breathing in from nose and throat secretions.

Crusts do not contain the virus.

Crusting occurs in 5 to 10 days after breakout.

Children are not to go to school for at least 7 days - until all sores are crusted.

Trim nails and do not scratch.

Bathe daily.

Let scabs fall off by themselves.

Home remedies for Chicken Pox Scars :

Apply Sandalwood oil ( not the paste ) from the first day of appearance of rash till the fall of scabs.

Apply Vitamin E oil over the skin. Will help the healing process.

A bath of oatmeal is a natural remedy to relieve the itch due to chicken pox.

Honey smeared over the skin will also help in healing the disease.

Lukewarm water baths with neem leaves will help relieve the itching.

Life make you enough stronger than you wanted to be...

Yes this happened and usually to those who wanted to achieve big in the world. As we all IBM recruits wanted to be the big and i suppose excluding me all are the master in their field. Life wanted to make them enough stronger so that they can bear things in any cost and situation ...Initially a company recruits you through the bash and get relaxed that the shape of life is decided. And just before you are making yourself mentally prepare for the new journey and the need of hour arises you got a news that still you are not authentic and you have to prove yourself once again.
So what is this can understand that the life is not at all playing a game it is making us stronger stronger stronger as every day passes more stronger than the previous.

A philoshpy which can make you worthy of life

I am in love with you irrespective of what you have and what you can give to me...may be! I am your best friend no matter in the situation we are living.... again may be ! We are the relatives the and the blood relation is always workable irrespective of the cause in which it is being applied....may be!.

These all are not only the situations where we usually come down and think that why this happened though everything was running smoothly. And the whole philosophical mouth got shout as no one is having the real ans of this turmoil of faith and relation. As in the previous post i suggested that may be the life is something which is all about give and take then why people are still interested in great love great friendship and great and liable relationships. Just because they want they can't get as these all things can only be acquired through a long and tough phase of examination.

Your friend is in tough situation he needs your help and you wait until comes you and ask for the same. Your love want the momentum though you too want the same but you expect it from her side as this is sth you can't compromise with. You know that your simple presence makes someone very happy but that you never want as you never want to be simple and specially when it concerned to the others ;-) what a joke.

This all is happening and still you sometimes cry for life for friends and for relations. Why this dual characterization? Why you cheat yourself just because of you are enervated you vacillate among the two points. And then blame others that the relation is not maintained by them.

So finally the cream is that no one is responsible for others and everyone is responsible of every other ;-) thus living happily is no mare a cause of living satisfied as the want and need you pursue is just because you persue not because you are passionate about.

So till than we will not put the remedy here we will never get the soul of relation no matter how many count we increase in out friend list.