Life make you enough stronger than you wanted to be...

Yes this happened and usually to those who wanted to achieve big in the world. As we all IBM recruits wanted to be the big and i suppose excluding me all are the master in their field. Life wanted to make them enough stronger so that they can bear things in any cost and situation ...Initially a company recruits you through the bash and get relaxed that the shape of life is decided. And just before you are making yourself mentally prepare for the new journey and the need of hour arises you got a news that still you are not authentic and you have to prove yourself once again.
So what is this can understand that the life is not at all playing a game it is making us stronger stronger stronger as every day passes more stronger than the previous.

A philoshpy which can make you worthy of life

I am in love with you irrespective of what you have and what you can give to me...may be! I am your best friend no matter in the situation we are living.... again may be ! We are the relatives the and the blood relation is always workable irrespective of the cause in which it is being applied....may be!.

These all are not only the situations where we usually come down and think that why this happened though everything was running smoothly. And the whole philosophical mouth got shout as no one is having the real ans of this turmoil of faith and relation. As in the previous post i suggested that may be the life is something which is all about give and take then why people are still interested in great love great friendship and great and liable relationships. Just because they want they can't get as these all things can only be acquired through a long and tough phase of examination.

Your friend is in tough situation he needs your help and you wait until comes you and ask for the same. Your love want the momentum though you too want the same but you expect it from her side as this is sth you can't compromise with. You know that your simple presence makes someone very happy but that you never want as you never want to be simple and specially when it concerned to the others ;-) what a joke.

This all is happening and still you sometimes cry for life for friends and for relations. Why this dual characterization? Why you cheat yourself just because of you are enervated you vacillate among the two points. And then blame others that the relation is not maintained by them.

So finally the cream is that no one is responsible for others and everyone is responsible of every other ;-) thus living happily is no mare a cause of living satisfied as the want and need you pursue is just because you persue not because you are passionate about.

So till than we will not put the remedy here we will never get the soul of relation no matter how many count we increase in out friend list.

Your welcome is subject to the ornaments you have

You are going somewhere and you want people to get along with you then what is the possibility that you will get them on your side, Let's have a look:
1. You think that you are convivial and eat drink and be merry is your slogan for life then apart from the slogan you must have or you need money to buy that "eat, drink, and for being merry". If you are not having that soon you will change your slogan to "Life is all about give and take".

2. Though you are not brilliant still you smoothly driving your cart of academics say thanx to god and your friends as the circumstances they had made for you which are not only favourable to you but also making other people convinced to put the burden of yours at their back on their expenses. The day is not for away when you feel that people are feeling you tough and unbearable so make your self worthy to have that confidence and love of GOD and Friends.

3. Your coolest friend some times make you think twice or thrice about your or his behaviour not because of you had changed but because of the suitability you are having for the friendship, and this requires changes and compatibility with the market so better go for servicing than people through you out and buy a new one.

4. Parting is not bad at all after all this is the span of life when each and every moment requires some zeal and enthusiasm to be lived so if you are thinking that at any point of time you are loosing that passion it directly indicates that you need to wake up and upgradation is required otherwise time of farewell is near to you by the friend's with whom you lived and sang the most sentimental songs of friendship.

So i am not saying that there is any harm in you or in friends or the definition of life is being changed this is all about the professionalism which has under covered the relations under the banner that the suitability of yours is the requirements of others and both in combination always forms the best example of friendship. So make it sure that though friendship is forever, friends need to be re conceived after a specified time span which is good and healthy for the long term relation.

Mera chautha karwachauth

भोर के इस पहर तुमको सोते हुए ,
देखना इस तरह इस कदर प्यार से|
ऐसा लगता है ख्वाबों में हो एक परी ,
आ गया हूँ मैं सपनो के संसार में |

सुबह की रश्मियाँ छेड़ने जब लगीं ,
नींद आँखों का घर छोड़ने जब लगीं |
मिच्मिचायी नजर, करवटें बेखबर ,
दिल ये चाहा लुटा दूँ मैं जाँ प्यार में |

तेरा अलसायी नजरों से यूँ देखना,
तेरा होठों के जरिये मुझे छेड़ना |
दिल ने चाहा यहीं वक़्त को थाम लूं ,
फिर से खो जावूँ मैं तेरे संसार में |

शाम की है घटा , थक चुका है बदन ,
प्यास होठों पे है मन है फिर भी मगन |
कितनी हसरत से सजती संवरती हुई ,
भर रही है मेरा प्यार वो मांग में |

देखो पल्लू मेरा है सही या नहीं ,
देखो साडी के प्लेटें सही या नहीं |
देखो सच बोलना तुमको मेरी कसम,
कैसी लगती हूँ दुल्हन के सृंगार में |

सारे नाजुक से रिश्ते निभाती हुई,
हर रिवाजों पे सर को झुकाती हुई|
तेरा मासूमियत से मुझे देखना,
झुक गया में तेरे सामने प्यार में |

About me

One Year Back:

Thoughts are always your's but what if you are unable to express them...feelings are always your's but what if others are unable to feel the pulses of that.....and here i am presenting the remedy ;P)----join me and get settled. But please remember one thing and that is "Mery biwi ko nahi hai pata toooo mery biwi se mat kahna :=))" .

Point2.--------------
So finally i can say that life get settled but still it is the ploy of others hand to run the life of mine and here the pinch comes directly to my heart that how i can live a life which i am not governing. Though getting through IBM means a very big satisfaction to my career path still the same feeling of not getting the fullest make my night's uneasy. So this is the clear cut indication that i have to go a long way, Indeed.

Point3---------------------------------

After every time spam your ideolgy get change ...your preferences get change and so as mine..after this long term i am again here with few of my new character traits with the personality mix....
Never i thought that this way of living will any time become my passion. Doing orkutting is somehow ok for me but doing programming..oh shhhhhh...i never thought it about me, but now i suppose it's going to be true for me.
For whom pointing the fingers means to suggest the members of team to do this or to do that but now the fingers are very much instructing to the mind to include this or to print that..I don't know how much i am going to be happy with it but certainly at present time i am very happy to live with my premature d programming experiences....
Rest all i have written in my blog you can make yourself comfortable there....
yaaaaa but at last one thing which i must tell is that..

"Thoda hai thode ki jarurat hai ..jindagi fir bhi yahan khoobsurat hai "

so living the life gracefully i am happily welcoming you in this web space of mine :)


"sanson main mahak rah jaaye wahi kaafi hai ....
yaadon main kasak rah jaaye wahi kaafi hai ...
tere sath hum rahin na rahin....
tery yaadon main mery jhalak rahe jaaey wahi kaafi hai ...."


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Latest research :

It's yet not clear to me that who am i, though i usually ask this to my friends and put a brief lecture on it, that if you dont know about your own strength and weakness then how you are going to tackle the world. But i suppose even i dont know the brevity of this world that who am i ? and what i wanna be ....
Point2:
every time my dream make me aware about the above question but in the very next breath my nerves make me possessive about my local obsessions and that's the end of the story. Certainly one can ask that you must had learned some lessons from your dream which you usually see then ans for this is yesssss at last i beleive that at the end there is no moral in the story and i have to walk in the way only where the wind is flowing no matter i love that way or not....
Point3:
So the answer comes like : I am useless fellow who dream big and then again dream big and then the loop continues up to the last breath so i dont have any time to do anything with my dreams to make them reality as i am already busy with another dream.

Thank you very much

Last "Culrav" of college life

So finally the day came which has brought the truth that vivek now you will no more enjoy the culture fest of college being a student :) and i am happy to accept it as me too don't want the same situation any more. My life is calling me hard and i am unable to resist it's voice. This time the greatest experience was, that i was fully a non competitive viewer who was seeing the things analyzing them and was living some cool life while watching someone very special ...an outsider female participant :P .Though from the first day onwards my creativity was at the peak as i heard two of the much awaited icons of Hindi poetry Dr Kuwanr Bechain and Dr Kumar Vishwash and not only heard them but also met them, feel them and learned from them thanks to MNNIT allahabad.
होके मायुश न यूँ शाम से ढलते रहते रहिये
जींदगी भोर है सूरज से निकलते रहिये
एक ही थावं पे ठहरेगे तो थक जायेंगे
धीरे धीरे ही सही राह में चलते रहिये
These were the lines which really tells me the way that life should be moving as dynamism is the ingredient which makes living a reality. And may be i am some where losing that dynamism in my life. Ever time i have something special in my mind but this is the dynamism which putt's me at the back again.


So where is the flaw? Why in the wee hours only i feel that i have to wake up? Why sometimes winning is not my attitude? These are the questions which are generally the problem of all but all those who get the solution get the motion.

So i am again in the Que of dynamism let's see when i will get that?

A new line for you

Some new creations By me: vivek"Veeran"

पहले ये हाल था की गम हमें रुलाते थे
अब ये आलम है की हम गम को हंसा लेते हैं
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मेरी तकदीर में मालूम नहीं लिखा क्या है
हम तो बस ख्वाब देखते हैं सजा लेते हैं |
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हमको एहसास है लम्बी है डगर सूनी है
बस यही सोच कर रूठों को मना लेते हीं
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मेरे अश्कों की कीमत यूँ तो जाने क्या रही होगी
वो तेरी याद थी जो कौदियौं में बह गए सारे...
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अभी कुछ रोज पहले दोस्त थे हमराज थे मेरे
जरा सी रात क्या आई पराये हो गए सारे......
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बड़ी बेजार दुनिया है बड़ी मतलब परस्ती है
वफ़ा और दोस्ती बस नाम बन कर रह गए प्यारे...
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बड़ी मुदात से जिस लड़के को इस काबिल बनाया था
वो लड़के किस तरह रिशते भुला बैठे यहाँ सारे

What Should I do ?

Some of my frineds usually say to me that this profession is not my cup of tea and i have to move some where else. Exactly where i have to go they never told to me but yes they realize me that here i am not ablo to use my potential properly as i can do it somewhere else. They do say that some times stage performances as an actor, as an anchor and some times as a consultant i am fit.


Now here comes the opinion of my own soul which takes a deep breath and shut's all of it's door so that not even air is allowed to come out so how can i judge the right way if my soul is not permitting me or better i say not showing me the way i have to choose for being good in my profession.

Ok when some times i even thought to change the stream then the so called fear for the uncertainties and unsuccessful grasp and through me in the net of if or if not and here all the creativity and strength lost which i gained through the suggestions of my friends....